2 papers down...3 more to go. There isn't any paper tmr

BUT I MUST STUDY THE ENTIRE DAY!!

The work load is scary...help~~ *drowns*
I feel like it's taking forever to end..

o and i'll most likely be putting this


if u know wat i mean.

Yes i know pain...
yes i know very suffering..
yes i know...

hopefully i won't chicken out...i wan straight teeth. =D

alright..back to study now. Take care folks..all the best to those having exams.. i know it sark.
Just hang in there. It'll all be over soon..

EXAMS GOOD FOR STRESS!

get it?

-______________- I CANNOT STAND THIS!!!

STUDY WEEK!! Ok...emaths3 is totally killing me, inside out outside in ,wateva JUST KILLING ME! wth lah...this semester's subjects are like all retard or something...i just can't get them into my head!

Study study study....forget forget forget...wtf is this man! freakin' fed up with studying now. It's like feeding ur brain some useless information thats not gonna make u survive or something.
I HATE TO STUDY.

and.. now like 90% i don't see myself further studying... last time young will think " WAHH i wan to study until hav degree...den feed mummy daddy.." NOW I DONT WAN! I mean i will of coz contribute. But it comes to a point that it's damn unrealistic for me to further study.

lol! ok i know i'm scaring all of u. Suddenly exploding about wat i wan or DO NOT wan to do in the future. Just a thought i had while studying just now, not a really nice one. Ok so anyway..
I think i'm gonna DIE this exam..there's alot of stuff to remember. LOADs OF FORMULA and shit tats not gonna benefit my entire life.

I think i need to cut myself to stay awake...*looks at pen knife*

LOL!! i'm not tat sick... and i dun seek for attention too.

*turns pen knife into chopper*
muhahahaa....i van to kill people. >_O *thrilling*

....
i don't know wat am i thinking...
just leave..

LEAVEEE!!!! BE GONEE! GOOOO!!!!

9 more days to holiday.

really...i think this flu bug is freakin' nasty lah. FREAKIN! Like so many of my friends slowly falling ill.. and my freakin' cough haven't recover. I've been coughing like a mad chicken for dunnoe how many days and i have not have a proper SLP! SLP HALF WAY COUGH! du lan !

The number of times i cough is so hardcore, and nearly everyday it takes away half of my energy. By 2pm i already like half dead bcoz of coughing. AND PLS MY VOICE LIKE MAN NOW. So deep...so rough so ..so gay. LOL no lah i just hate it. Tmr i have presentation i dunnoe how am i gonna speak loudly. Teacher also won't be so kind to provide a mic for me or something, and my cds team mates also cmi. Ji tao u survive on ur own kind. >_> Anyway i really hope i can recover soon. I don't wan to cough my life away...it's getting annoying

i should bomb myself with massive cough drops....

and die
LOL

alright...take care all. U guys should just wear a mask to protect urself or something...

I think the lyrics to this song is so nice n sweet...as always Carrie Underwood is a sweetie..:)
Just wanna share this lyrics with all of you. Enjoy !

Title: Don't Forget To Remember Me
By : Carrie Underwood

18 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they just drug on
We were loading up that Chevy
Both tryin' not to cry
Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said
Baby don't forget

Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a bible
If you ever loose your way
Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
and those bills there on the counter
Remind me
I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday
I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright
Before we hung up I said
Hey momma, don't forget to tell my baby sister
I'll see her in the fall
And tell mee-mal that
I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but Lord I feel so small some times in this big ol' place
I know there are more important things, but
Don't forget to remember me
Don't forget to remember me

hi...i've just came back from the doc..after being sick for 2 days.

ok first this morning i felt like shit, my body ache like siao. But still i dragged myself out of bed to attend lects. Wah den my left eye like !@#!%! ! seriously! i feel like digging it out. From 10am - now it keeps producing this yellowish slimmy thingy from the corner of my eye, and i had to use 1 and a half packet of tissue to clean it for the entire day. Ya and my throat feels like i'm cutting my throat whenever i swallow my sailva, and my nose block like a stopper is put into my nose.

this sark man..

so ya i went to doc and he said the flu has infected my eye...and it would also infect the right side. O_O I mean how can flu kena the eyes also right? when he told me tat i gave him the wtf look like i dun understand wth he is talking. But it's ok u noe y...i've got MC. Tats the most important...MCCC!!! YEAHHH!!

ok i sound sick..mentally and physically. XD

Alright...i think i should rest now..Take care all.

thank u everyone...i'm better already.. :)

i guess i'll take this as a life lesson or something. Anyway i've been really tired these few days. Have been busy with projects and of coz...TRYING to enjoy too. I really don't know what else to blog about when my life ain't tat happening. I'm always at home doing the stupid projects...so ya nth really happened.

o...and i'm sick. Stupid flu! I think it's the flu season. >_> damn it.

i'm going to hav my guitar lessons now..take care everyone..study hard!!

i'm not here to please anyone...
if u find it difficult to even trust me...den it's ok..
i've said wat i wanted to say.
i really wonder what i did to make u not trust me..

always...arguments after arguments...no one stood by me..
i'm tired of fighting this by myself again.
i really am...
sometimes i dun even noe wat i have become.
i don't know whether i am normal anymore.

Lord u said, love one another..
i find it's almost impossible.
guide me...
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Anyway..Happy Birthday Yan Leng
...sorry my blog date abit kuku..XD

go n watch The Lake House !! nice! ^^

to me at least.. heh

Hello!! I had one hella fun yesterday. :) Thank u girls...really. U've made my day. I didn't really feel like celebrating my 19th bdae... just didn't feel like it. On friday my godsis came over to my place to stay over...so as to keep me at home. Lol my mum had a surprise planned for me the following day, which is..my bdae.

Yesterday, i woke up at 1130 went to the kitchen to get a cup of water...and i realise..WHY THE HELL MY MUM MAKE SO MUCH FOOD?! as in really alot! so i ask " eh.....are u up to no gd?". She just laughed. Ya....so i quickly took my shower and changed, getting ready for something to happen LOL and ya deep in me i knew who was coming. >_o. There they were...walking towards my house..mingoli, mjj, jia, miao and eleanor (yanleng came later). I was so freaking over the moon under the sea over the clouds. lol So sweet of them. What i like most was the gift. *_* The gift tat nearly made me tear...but didn't lah coz u noe la...i always like to act strong n everything. When i took out the "book" out from the plastic bag...i slowly opened and it saes, " Lynnette's Album" with cute little stickers decorated around it. In it were memories...of our friendship. AND GUESS WAT! they did some underground work...and even had my BABY PHOTOS OK!! OMGG!! that part i just SCREAM! i really scream n scream...i'm like how the hell u get my photos?!?!?!? and tat was the part i nearly teared, i just kept staring at it. T_T so touched. Not only there were photos but there were nice phrases about friendship. Yes...the words are very lovely girls. Thank u! ^^ Must have took alot of ur time...and eleanor gave me a carboard with pics of me n her with nice wordings too..thanks girl!

All the photos were amazing! I love it like crazeh.. beyond words. They so wanted me to cry but i didn't =P sorry lah...i paiseh. Thank u girls so much for everything...I will continue to fill the album up with u girls, and no i won't put my marriage photos bcoz i am not getting married. So ya...u girls will just have to fill it up. Heh! muackz!

I wanna thank those who wished me, mingoli and gang, godsis and the most important person.. my mum. Thank u mummy..u rock my world. I will love all of u...and i'll always do. Probs to mingoli and gang...the first few friends tat touched me...thank u all so much. I'm proud to know all of u and i'm blessed to have all of u in my life.

Take care all! and...omg i'm 19!!! AHHH!!!

P.S i love my photo album and my carboard!!

after 4 years....i've finally met up with wendy, huiqi, mousey, amingo and first the time meeting of lp. ^^ it was gd...miss them alot. We watched Pirates of the carribean. It was nice... XD It was alll gooooddd....

i'm so bored now...roar! u noe projects are like evil thingy, they haunt u thru ur day and will only leave u once u are done with it. It's like a battlefield. FIGHTTT FIGHTT!! wtf am i saeing..anyway, i think johnny depp is cute and olando pretty. Oh and did u realise how horrible the weather is? It's freaking HOT! Can't stand this man...it's boiling me.

look how much of not enough slp can do to u...it makes u mental....u get moody and cranky. The worse is tat u offend ppl easily, but who cares right =x. ROAR!! I NEED TO HAV A GD NIGHT SLP! NOW!

The 7even Things about me? tagged by Janice

7 Things That Scare Me:
- losing my love ones.
- bugs, esp those tat fly.
- exams
- headaches
- erm...wondering souls. Lol!
- walking alone in some dark path.
- failing exams. ( so lame i noe)

7 Random Songs At The Moment:
- GazettE - Cassis
- Creed - With Arms Wide Open
- Pink - Cuz I Can
- GazettE - Miseinen
- Ashlee Simpson - Invisible
- Nickleback - Savin' Me
- Gackt - Kimi ni Aitakute


7 Things That I Like The Most:
- my mini iPod <3
- cell phone.
- laptop.
- games
- accessories.
- my clothes.
- my guitar.

7 Important Things In My Bedroom:
- my laptop
- my beddd!!
- my cupboard, so amazing no matter how much i buy have enuff space.
- my chao chao. >_>
- my storybooks.
- ps2
- i'm really running out of stuff...erm...oh yes my cute hi-fi.

7 Random Facts About Me:
- LOL! erm ok this is tough...ehhh... short.
- ugly
- weird
- dumb
- a day dreamer
- ice cream lover.
- music plays my mood.

7 Things I Said The Most:
- serious?
- bassskettt...
- wtf?
- lol...tats so tard.
- it's ok. :)
- wth!! serious or not?
- wah lau.

7 Things I Plan To Do Before I Die:
- want my parents to know how much i love them.
- tell my bro tat he is such a pain in the arse...but i still love him LOL.
- to perform my own song infront of my friends and family.
- travel around the world.
- thank everyone even those i dislike...thank them for giving me memories and teaching me.
- let my friends know tat i'll always treasure the times we spend together gether.
- learn finish my guitar? =x

7 People I Want To Pass This Onto:
- Oh Zhen Yong
- Yan Leng
- Miao Ling
- Eleanor
- Jody
- Sarah
- Hilda

argh! I've got this really..REALLY dumb thing to tell u. It's about my psyco project. We are suppose to do this advertisement on specs. So ya we drew out how we wanted the skit to be n wateva. We choose this girl to wear the specs...and hav to take a pic like the "past" (like the past specs she was wearing super fugly kind) We chose her because she was the only girl in our group tat puts on specs and her dad owns a optical shop. Simple? yes.

Ya we drew this whole damn shit thing for the past 1mth+ and now it's successful.But now this tard girl...today she came into class and told one of my biker friend tat she cannot act as the one wearing the specs anymore. He was like freaking hell angry, but kept calm. He asked y? and guess wat this tard saes. She said "Oh...my bf doesn't allow me" WTF?!?!?!?!? MAMA CHEESE PIE?! Ok anyway i came in later...and i sat beside of my biker friend. When he told me tat i was like " huh? her bf or her father?" den he said " BF!!". I seriously dunnoe how to react la. Then i like stare at him blankly...giving him the wtf-this-is-not-funny-dun-lie-to-me-pls look. SHE CANNOT DO IT BECAUSE HER BF DOESN'T ALLOW?! It's just a picture...or isit she too pretty cannot put one fugly photo on the screen. So the job was passed to me. I was so piss i tell u...i mean i wasn't piss bcoz i had to put fugly photo on the screen(tat would be so easy, dun need photoshop). I was PISS with the reason.

Ok lah if it's tat case right, y dun u just dun do the project...dun do the skit dun do anything. Everyweek wear nice nice come to class and pose. Just dun do anything since ur bf doesn't ALLOW u if tats wat u claim. I so wanted to sae i hav this phobia of cameras, like u put one infront of me i would just take and smash it or scream and start pulling my hair. I tried as hard as i could to understand that reason. But i couldn't.

If i had a bf tat tells me this kinda thing i would slap him. Seriously... it's like u dun even hav ur own stand la. U have not piority or something. Like some spoilt brat. Cry and get stuff shove into ur big mouth. When u wan to go toilet u tell ur bf " I go toilet ok" bf saes " No cannot, i dun allow u". DEN U DUN GO LA? u pee into ur bladdy skirt isit? Dunnoe this is call tard or wat. So weird man... i dun get it.

Ok i'm done here...too tired to sae anymore.

helloo!! I keep forgetting to blog this down. It's really important. Bcoz seldom my bro get to buy me a present. HEH...so i REALLY have to blog this down so whenever i read back my posts i would be like " OO Lionel so nice to me ah?" Haha.

My bro bought for me a thumb drive, 1GB. O_O! i told him i dun need tat much lah i only need it for projects tats all. So coooool!! Thank u brother. :)

So hmm...i've not been sleeping early, and the pimples are pop-ing out like crazeh. The World Cup ...tonight is the finals. The last night to stay up this late. Italy vs France...who will it be? I have no comments...just watching it for fun.

Anyway i am suppose to be studying....since last week i have been forcing myself, but i end up slacking or day dreaming. I forgot alot of my maths stuff...and i am SOO dead. Now even the basics i like, o_Oa huh? so ya...the coming week i must study x2 harder. (like real) I will be having my quizes in week 14 which means...its around 1 week+ more to go...sooooo not looking forward to.

O and abt my guitar lessons. It's are still going gd. :) For once i'm learning something and not feeling stress at all.

Maybe i should go n do alittle maths before the WC finals start.

Hello everyone. Have not been blogging for quite some time now. I'm so lazy and...i've got nth much to blog about. So wat am i doing here? nothing.

Ok...hmm...Now wat can i sae. O eh shopping list? ok cool..

1) Coloured contact lens (misty grey!)
2) Shoes
3) Puma Bag
4) A life
5) To get out of sch
6) Burn all projects
7) Slap morons

LOL not exactly a shopping list huh? more like some...shopping cum wat u wan to do cum tired of living list. >_> yeaaa i'm sooo mooooody now. I just tot tat my blog is the only "dude" that would be there for me...as always. Hahah! damn it, i sound sick.

I........
dunnoe wat to blog. Haha
ok gd bye..:)

HELLO!!
I'm freakin' BROKE now!!
give me all ur money *roar*

can't wait for tmr....guitar lessons...so excited yet nervious.
Sometimes i find tat i am a really confusing person..haha. Oh and i have a project to hand in by wednesday and i am not doing anything abt it. So plain lazy...it's about helping out with some organisation in the community. Like voluntary...yes. >_> Common..look at me. Seriously do u think i would just go n help out for a project?! No right...and imagine the entire engineering course ppl suddenly doing voluntary just BCOZ of this APEL project? Like suddenly act kind. So heartless. I pity the ppl in the homes, i bet they were thinking "why the hell youngsters so nice to us these days? they wanna kill US AND TAKE MONEH FROM US! O_O!" I noe..no sincerity. How i wish i can write a letter to him...my careperson, person incharge of the project.

Mr Tham,

I would like to inform you that your lady fair here does not agree with this project given. You cannot call it voluntary if I insist of just staying at home and game. However, I would gladly write a report about this game I played during the term break. It has given me an inspiration of how wonderful it is to introduce games in school rather than new methods to solve mathematics.
Instead of pretending to be kind to the unfortunate, I ,Ng Lin Xuan Lynnette would like to hold a powerpoint presentation on How To Game Healthily. If those who are still seriously interested in voluntary, please call my cell phone as i am holding an organisation called Sister Amelia nunnery. It's only for females, incase u didn't realise it's nunnery meaning for nuns cum females only (i noe u happy cher). Ahem so (as u can see it's getting unformal alr) as for guys, pls get lost, stop acting kind bcoz we all noe that u guys ain't kind at all. :)
I would like to thank you very much for spending your precious time reading this. It really means alot to me, and i know it is to you too. Thank you!

P.S Pls do not come too close to us girls wheneva u wan to speak to us. It's really annoying.

Yours Sincerely,
Lynnette Amelia.

hahaha ok i'm really lame here i noe...super cock letter. Anyway i'm was just bored and i was jk too. I should go and slp now. Gd Night and sweet dreams to all my lovely friends. Muack!

Ok...thanks for all of ur concern. :) i'm ok..i think. Or much better alr.. Hahah ok so anyway i've got an exciting news to tell all of u lovely cute pretty and nice people.

I've already registered guitar lessons!!! YEAHHH!! Ya it's very near my place, tmart...Cristofori Music School. I hope it's gd man. My first lesson starts on Tuesday. Can't wait...can't wait to use my baby (guitar). As i was saeing...i wan to keep myself busy...and this busy is gd. I get to learn new stuff, and do wat i really like. Better than going to SCHOOL! sch sark...and it's gonna start soon. Oh and did i tell u it's 1 to 1...just the teacher and me. I feel so paiseh..imagine if my hands place in a retarded position and he "NOO not like tat!! y u so stiff?!" omg....ok enuff, i'm suppose to look forward to it.

Anyway I just saw this video, George send it to me..it's abt this little girl being bullied by 4 or 5 other girls. THE GIRL REALLY VERY SMALL SIZE!! she is like 13 years old or something...and the 5 or 4 over grown bitches are like around my age. Really bitch to the max...i cannot believe tat there are girls tat are SO FREE/dumb/bohliao/retard to do such a thing. Whack her, strip her...and sae she no pubic hair. Wtf right...they some fucking noob or wat. 13 years old u suddenly grow ur pubic hair like tmd alot isit? seriously...I think they eat shit grow up. Then got 1 girl...i think she caught my attention the most. A quite big size girl in black. I shall call her black pussy.. She kept on kicking the poor little girl's head!! Black pussy i hope she get caught...>=( u should hav seen the way they whack her...so...i dunnoe so how to sae.

Ok so if u happen to know any of the bullies. Please..dun mind slap their freaking face, such a disgrace to us girls. We girls dun whack...we use some other more evil methods. Whacking is for noobs. Lol!! ok tat's not the point. Poor girl. =(

Alright..i've got nth else to post. Just wanna tell u that TMR i'll be going back to sch, and erm...tmr is the beginning of war i have lots of projects and alot of things in my mind that i hav to fight (mental torture). Thats abt it...take care and gd bye!

Hahah just wanted to share something with all of u...hope u like it.

SO FARNEH!!

oh ya btw...if u wanna watch it pls stop the media player under music. :)

It's alittle blur..



HAHAH just dun end up talking like her will do...
Btw her name in this show is called Miss Swan.
Enjoy!

now this man he look like a man...o_o

Hey!! I'm getting to love Britney Spears songs so much now... esp her old songs. <3

Ok i've been at home for 2 days now. Really relaxing...not bored at all. Coz i'm not in a really gd mood these days... don't know wats wrong with me.

Anyway i had fun with the my polymates on monday..we went escape theme park, and we scream like crazy ppl. Lol but it was fun. :)

Seems like my mood to blog is like shit now. I feel totally wrong these days, and i think my mum can sense it. I'm so afraid she would ask me "wat happen?" ...so everytime i see her i will either go to my room slp or just pretend to be happy for awhile den watch tv or something...

totally fuckd up..i dunnoe how am i gonna ta han till sch reopen. I hate to pretend, i hate to hide..i hate to bluff myself tat everything is ok, i hate to think tat i can take this it's nth. It sark. I need distractions... i need to make myself so busy tat i dun even hav time to think abt anything, but still i wan to release it.. WTF U WAN LYNNETTE!?

tmr i would be going out with my mum, godma and my god sis. I dunnoe how to behave... i dunnoe wat to sae. I dun hav the mood to talk much...all i wan to do is stare into space.

ok..i think tats enuff...i shall go off now. take care ppl. Hav a nice day. btw i'm gonna learn guitar soon. :) at least something to look forward to.

hello ppl!! i'm so bored....But at the same time I'm so happy that i'm going out like nearly everyday of my holidays. <3 Enjoying myself after 5 mental torturing days... i deserve it! Hmm... i dunnoe wat to blog now..just feeling so bored. Can't wait for time to pass quickly. Fasta FASTA!! i'll be going out at 6. Because it's...

HAPPY B'DAE JANICE!!
Yea... may all ur wishes and dreams come true. :)

Ok..i smell pineapple rice..i'm so hungry. Neighbours cook nice food...how i wish i can just steal some or something. I'm talking shit here i noe. LOL! Come to think of it i have assignments to do, but i'm so lazyyy~

FASTTTEERR! hmm so should i play sims or watch tv...
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ok..sims. <3
Tata