2 papers down...3 more to go. There isn't any paper tmr

BUT I MUST STUDY THE ENTIRE DAY!!

The work load is scary...help~~ *drowns*
I feel like it's taking forever to end..

o and i'll most likely be putting this


if u know wat i mean.

Yes i know pain...
yes i know very suffering..
yes i know...

hopefully i won't chicken out...i wan straight teeth. =D

alright..back to study now. Take care folks..all the best to those having exams.. i know it sark.
Just hang in there. It'll all be over soon..

EXAMS GOOD FOR STRESS!

get it?

-______________- I CANNOT STAND THIS!!!

STUDY WEEK!! Ok...emaths3 is totally killing me, inside out outside in ,wateva JUST KILLING ME! wth lah...this semester's subjects are like all retard or something...i just can't get them into my head!

Study study study....forget forget forget...wtf is this man! freakin' fed up with studying now. It's like feeding ur brain some useless information thats not gonna make u survive or something.
I HATE TO STUDY.

and.. now like 90% i don't see myself further studying... last time young will think " WAHH i wan to study until hav degree...den feed mummy daddy.." NOW I DONT WAN! I mean i will of coz contribute. But it comes to a point that it's damn unrealistic for me to further study.

lol! ok i know i'm scaring all of u. Suddenly exploding about wat i wan or DO NOT wan to do in the future. Just a thought i had while studying just now, not a really nice one. Ok so anyway..
I think i'm gonna DIE this exam..there's alot of stuff to remember. LOADs OF FORMULA and shit tats not gonna benefit my entire life.

I think i need to cut myself to stay awake...*looks at pen knife*

LOL!! i'm not tat sick... and i dun seek for attention too.

*turns pen knife into chopper*
muhahahaa....i van to kill people. >_O *thrilling*

....
i don't know wat am i thinking...
just leave..

LEAVEEE!!!! BE GONEE! GOOOO!!!!

9 more days to holiday.

really...i think this flu bug is freakin' nasty lah. FREAKIN! Like so many of my friends slowly falling ill.. and my freakin' cough haven't recover. I've been coughing like a mad chicken for dunnoe how many days and i have not have a proper SLP! SLP HALF WAY COUGH! du lan !

The number of times i cough is so hardcore, and nearly everyday it takes away half of my energy. By 2pm i already like half dead bcoz of coughing. AND PLS MY VOICE LIKE MAN NOW. So deep...so rough so ..so gay. LOL no lah i just hate it. Tmr i have presentation i dunnoe how am i gonna speak loudly. Teacher also won't be so kind to provide a mic for me or something, and my cds team mates also cmi. Ji tao u survive on ur own kind. >_> Anyway i really hope i can recover soon. I don't wan to cough my life away...it's getting annoying

i should bomb myself with massive cough drops....

and die
LOL

alright...take care all. U guys should just wear a mask to protect urself or something...

I think the lyrics to this song is so nice n sweet...as always Carrie Underwood is a sweetie..:)
Just wanna share this lyrics with all of you. Enjoy !

Title: Don't Forget To Remember Me
By : Carrie Underwood

18 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they just drug on
We were loading up that Chevy
Both tryin' not to cry
Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said
Baby don't forget

Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a bible
If you ever loose your way
Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
and those bills there on the counter
Remind me
I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday
I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright
Before we hung up I said
Hey momma, don't forget to tell my baby sister
I'll see her in the fall
And tell mee-mal that
I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but Lord I feel so small some times in this big ol' place
I know there are more important things, but
Don't forget to remember me
Don't forget to remember me

hi...i've just came back from the doc..after being sick for 2 days.

ok first this morning i felt like shit, my body ache like siao. But still i dragged myself out of bed to attend lects. Wah den my left eye like !@#!%! ! seriously! i feel like digging it out. From 10am - now it keeps producing this yellowish slimmy thingy from the corner of my eye, and i had to use 1 and a half packet of tissue to clean it for the entire day. Ya and my throat feels like i'm cutting my throat whenever i swallow my sailva, and my nose block like a stopper is put into my nose.

this sark man..

so ya i went to doc and he said the flu has infected my eye...and it would also infect the right side. O_O I mean how can flu kena the eyes also right? when he told me tat i gave him the wtf look like i dun understand wth he is talking. But it's ok u noe y...i've got MC. Tats the most important...MCCC!!! YEAHHH!!

ok i sound sick..mentally and physically. XD

Alright...i think i should rest now..Take care all.

thank u everyone...i'm better already.. :)

i guess i'll take this as a life lesson or something. Anyway i've been really tired these few days. Have been busy with projects and of coz...TRYING to enjoy too. I really don't know what else to blog about when my life ain't tat happening. I'm always at home doing the stupid projects...so ya nth really happened.

o...and i'm sick. Stupid flu! I think it's the flu season. >_> damn it.

i'm going to hav my guitar lessons now..take care everyone..study hard!!

i'm not here to please anyone...
if u find it difficult to even trust me...den it's ok..
i've said wat i wanted to say.
i really wonder what i did to make u not trust me..

always...arguments after arguments...no one stood by me..
i'm tired of fighting this by myself again.
i really am...
sometimes i dun even noe wat i have become.
i don't know whether i am normal anymore.

Lord u said, love one another..
i find it's almost impossible.
guide me...
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Anyway..Happy Birthday Yan Leng
...sorry my blog date abit kuku..XD

go n watch The Lake House !! nice! ^^

to me at least.. heh