I'm here wishing all of u a very Happy Chinese New Year!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!










huat ah huat ah..=x

Cozzz i ammm meee~~ i won't changee for anyonee like youuu~~ y would i change??? y would i changeee....

Alright enough of singing. I'm so tired now. Today is one stressful day for me. First thing in the morning i had some speech thingy. Speaking infront of the class/ many people will just kill me, and saddly i have to get used to this kinda shit. I don't know how the hell am i suppose to get used to it....before i even SPEAK i'm shivering like a drug addict aready. IMAGINE if i speak. Most likely pee in my pants. Chinese New Year is coming, can't wait~!! * stares at new year clothes* i can't wait to wear them seriously. Especially my new pants...<3~

Oh ya continue about my day... I had 2 quizes today!! Had Maths and E device. =( then reached home i play game till like an hr ago. Chatted with someone nice today in game. People in game are always nice...eh..well not always but most of them are nice people. Like me lor...LOL! no lah jk.

As u can see...the past few weeks haven't been very interesting. But i'm happy....i think. Lol.
My mum talked to me alot yesterday....about me these days. *stares at Jody* =x
ya she talked alot...abit felt like crying lah. But i must be STRONG! :D cannot..anyhow cry. Anyway thanks Jody i know u care tats y u told my mum. I'm not blaming u or anything la.Haha Thanks sis.. and anyway she should have aready guessed it. Go home my face aready damn terrible, i noe. So she should have aready seen this dumb face like for days. Nvm...i noe wat to do now, i think. :P

Alright, i think thats all for now. I need do some stuff..take care and have a very nice Chinese New Year :) GONG XI FA CAI! ehh i think is like tat spell. lol peace out.

Memoirs Of A Geisha is a must watch!! it's a very VERY nice movie. Thats all i've got to sae...i'm done with my CNY shopping. Very happy with what i bought. Thanks for Jody Jo Jo for telling me where to get my stuff. Plus i was lucky ytd...i manage to get discount from 2 uncles..=P

I had fun last night...spent nearly the whole day with Jody Jo Jo...watched movie with her too!

so happy..

Helloww!! :) Finally i'm blogging...and finally it's the weekends. I love weekends!! i hope everyday would be weekends...<3. I still have lots of projects to complete. Most of them are like half way. Some how something is stopping me to do my Java project. =x excuses, yea i noe. I left Java the most to complete, PSPS due on Monday ( omg..) and my CDS project some report writting which i did some of it last night when i was bored and couldn't play Flyff bcoz of the terrible lag.

Yesterday I had a horrible headache. So horrible until like ur shoulders ache like mad! Like if u bend ur neck right the muscle tightens and wateva i ate i just puke out. So pain until u feel like wrapping ur head and bang the wall hard. lol!! ya..anyway i'm feeling much better now after a gd night rest.

TODAY is the day. Where i will enjoy and let my wallet run out of cash. It's...shopping day!! i need to buy my new year clothes, coz next week i would be pack with projects. I noe it...i can feel it's aura. Hahaa!! New clothesss...new shoes!! <3 but i have to ta han till cny. TA HAN! bcoz i always have this habit when i buy new stuff i would wear it straight away...lol.

Alright i should go to my room now and continue on my project. Take care all :)
BUGIS V here i comeeeee!!
oh did i tell u i'm going there with Jody Jo Jo *blush*

peace out.

everything just seem to be falling apart...

Helloww...have not been blogging these few days. My daily life isn't that interesting to blog, even now. =\ Anyway..i would prefer it to be that way. Haha don't wanna be so happening. I've been studying BIT by BIT these days. I have to! i failed all of my 3 subjects. Very disappointing..=( tats y I must work extra hard now.

Still it's a dread to go school, waking up early and all. *yawns* but i'm enjoying the weather. It's cool~ and i don't feel sleepy, hmmm maybe just alittle. Chinese New Year is around the corner. Hope u guys have done ur shopping for ur new year clothes!! HEH! I can't wait for my turn man...I wan new bag...i wan new shoes...new clothes!! new... new many things lah Haha. Money is the shit tat is preventing me from shopping too much, especially for a "tai tai" like me nv work b4, making my bank account lookin' so miserable.

Oh ya...and projects are piling high up, waiting for me to do something abt it. T_T so sian!! i hate projects to the core...but wat to do..still must ownself do. There will be oral presentation too, like those "public speaking" but it's infront of ur class and some other classes i think. DIE! i'm juz gonna crack up..and panic like some giant gonna kill an ant or something. Ok..tat sound wrong. Anyway, i'm so lookin' forward to the holidays. :) and April will be a fantastic month...i'll be getting baptise soon!! yeah!!

Aight..tats all for now. Sorry for wasting your time to read this crap. :)
Peace out..

Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable.

After Sarah and after Jody Jo Jo :D
Damn bored lah so juz do quiz lol

You are a Rocker Girl!

If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's. Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know. Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime. Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

WOOHOO!! Hip lah!


After Sarah and Jody again haha

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

....not true!! =|


After Jody! HAhah! her's is the one tat is holding a very big underwear =x LOL!! HAHAHA!! okok..here's my result

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

I'm...i'm sensativeeee!!!! BAAAAHHH!!

Since Jody jojo was talking about sleeping position. I came accross a quiz abt sleeping position personality test! :)

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

I'm fine now.. :) sry for the below post. Haha..enjoy.

Title: Ugly

When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show they wish
They had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you

I don't know how to behave or how to think anymore. I'm feeling like SHIT now. I don't know whether i should be nice? and let ppl take advantage of me...or should i be mean and fuck care people. Ya fuck care.. coz i had enough. Every bit of shit i am suppose to give in to u. Treating someone nice means liking that person? esp the opposite sex? please lah...either u ar fucking narrow or ur space is too little to be even called narrow. I know when u are kidding and when u are not...dun try to fool me, coz i'm not dumb.

My mum saes " juz be nice, don't let ppl bother wat u do.." fuck being nice aready..fuck being wat i wan to do. Coz apparently everyone is picking on ur doings. Wat? give a few praises of me and i would happily bounce to ur side and help u? wake up tat ideal moron...i dun give a damn abt ur praises if u think i do den continue in ur lala land. I don't like to treat ppl how the way i wan to be treated back. I always learn this since young. Apparently it isn't well taught to some people, or either that i shouldn't be learning it. For fuck sake, i won't like anyone ok? WON'T
LIKE ANYONE! DON'T use some stupid psyco method to pull me in. Sensative? please...it irritates me to the core. When i wan to treat ppl nice...u give me tat fuck face. Seriously sometimes i dunnoe wat is RIGHT n WRONG now. I juz wan to be who i WAS. I don't care u like me or not seriously...it doesn't matter to me from the start. Showing concern...heh~ crap. All this are totally crap.

Don't treat u nice u sae " y u treat me like tat" treat u nice other ppl sae " wah u like him ah treat him differently..must be u like him" wateva lah seriously...i had it up to here..like den like lah continue ur bladdy nonsense. I've got nth to sae...sometimes i juz wan to hide or be alone. Anti-social? u bet. Treat ppl nice is wrong...treat ppl not nice is obviously also wrong. I am feeling disappointed and angry, for the narrow and selfish way of treating a friend.

None to speak...many to listen.
wat a way to start the new year with..

Helloww!! I'm here to blog about yesterday's celebration. I spent it with my girls the usual, Ming Lee, Miao Ling, Eleanor, Jia Min and Joycelyn. :) We sure had LOTS of fun lah omg. But i was very tired tat day. Lack of slp..yea~ i noe it's my fault that i didn't slp early or something. It was like the longest but the coolest day of my whole life. :)

I met the gang at 5pm. Mingoli n Miao was uber late lah!! *pif* But it's ok..i'm alright with it. Next time only whack their butts lor. Ok, actually we were planning to have dinner at Marina Bay, steam boat. But we scared got alot of ppl and the weather wasn't really welcoming. So we headed to TM and had pizza hut, to eat pizza of coz. Joycelyn ate the less!! 1 pizza only lor..omg. LOL =x Eat more please Mjj.

Ok so we slacked alittle den we took a train to Orchard. We walked, trying to digest fast so that we can eat ice cream. :D Ya but i didn't lah...i was so tired that i juz forgot how to swollow my food/drink. I was drinking my coffee and i nearly gotten choke like 3 times. So while they were eating i nap alittle...and Mingoli started to get high we wanted to les me. =x LOL!! no lah she showing how ppl les LOL. She juz keep touching my thigh...*blush* kk tats disgusting. Anyway we did that language thing again wheneva we enter the hotel. We wanted to use the hotel's toilet so we went in...and there we were..speaking in some weird language. OO HAHA HE ho? HU AH HE AH HuHUHU! LOL!! den eveyrone was like staring at us lah. Surprisingly we understand wat shit we were speaking. Very high lah we all.

Ya and we were reserving each other to be godmothers for their children. I will always be the 5th one coz i'm the youngest. Lol But i told them i wun have any children coz gonna be a nun. xD HAHA! ok.. hmm wats next. Oh ya after that we went to Esplanade for count down. Coz i nv seen REAL fireworks b4...as in right infront of me! So ya we went. Bladdy hell the number of ppl can juz squeeze u to death, plus if u fall den u ar a goner. People will juz step on ur head till u die! So after 1hr of squeezing thru. We reACHED! and we waited for the time.

forgot to add...when we went town, we bought cans of spray. Just incase people spray ur face or something u can take revenge. Muhahah! =x

DONG! 12am. Happy 2006 came. The thunder sound came..but not it wasn't a storm it was...FIREWORKS! They were so beautiful! I juz couldn't take my eyes of them. I love it! When it ended...a group of youngsters started spraying!! and mjj hahah!! she damn funny lah she wanted to spray ming but ended up spraying this adult's neck, not abit...it's freaking ALOT! LOL!! den the man's face..LOL tio stun! damn cute. Then the youngsters were spraying Ming spray my whole head! I took revenge and spray her whole back. .v. :D We had lots of fun...but the squeezing wasn't. It was hell..and it was scary. Bladdy scary. Plus i am short, u are juz breathing ppl's back or something. Horrible.

I had fun tats all i got to sae. It was the best countdown...duh~ bcoz it was my firsT! Hahaha!

Happy New Year to all..

2006 please treat me well.