Title: I surrender
By Celine Dion
Btw this song came out i think around 2002...and i finally found it. Coz this contestant in American Idol sang it and i was " yay!I finally found the song!" i will put the song up soon...=) some of u will hate it coz it is a slow song haha soo juz ta han...the lyrics is nice anyway haha so Enjoy!
There's so much life I've left to live
And this fire is burning still
When I watch you look at me
I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream
And forsake this solid ground
And give up this fear within
Of what would happen if they ever knew
I'm in love with you
'Cause I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender
I know I can't survive
Another night away from you
You're the reason I go on
And now I need to live the truth
Right now, there's no better time
From this fear I will break free
And I'll live again with love
And no they can't take that away from me
And they will see...
I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender
Every night's getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, baby
I'll swallow my pride and I'll be alive
Can't you hear my call
I surrender all
I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'll make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'll make you give them all to me
I'll hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender
Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me
My everything, I surrender all to you
Right now
I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me
My everything, I surrender all to you

Hellowww!! Welcome to the most non-happening and the most boring blog eva. =D My arms and my tighs are aching like mad! Wheneva i bend or move too much it hurts ..ow. Coz ytd i went with ming lee, ming lee's friend, ozy, ant, jeremy, ozy's coursin(the pro) and ozy's bro. Book like 2 courts...ya den for this lazy girl here hav not been exercising much lately all of a sudden play badminton cannot blame i hav aches all over. T_T Nvm i had lots of fun! so alittle pain is worth it. Too bad i didn't stay back longer had to go home for dinner. Next time! next time i will stay back with them and hav dinner together with them. I miss them soo much! Hope can go out with them again some time soon heheeee...

Today i went out with my mum, den we went to this beauty shop thingy...and..i plucked my eyebrow..LOL! man i'm so damn not use to it lor. I feel like botak !! only thing its not on the head..(obviously) Anyway lucky my eyebrown isn't too thin ya..or not must draw. Hmmm wat can i sae...ehh alright la..not really tat thin.Then i bought this pig magnet for my mum HahHa! as Mother's Day present. x_x

I can't take this no more!! the heat is KILLING ME! Killing me softlyy with this heatt killing me softly~~ ( sings) LOL kk i think i better go off...gd bye! and hav a nice day!

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Hellow all! I'm doing nth now, except filling up this thing. 2 weeks and 5 more days to go till i can finally cut my hair and highlight it. Weee~~ HahaH my mother will be paying it. Can't wait sia.. I hate my hair now its growing like grass, so out of shape. =\ Plus its kinda long and its freaking hot! Anyway yesterday went swimming with my coursin Hildo at her friend's condo. It was aight.. not many ppl, like coursin, me and samara. LOL! yes Samara...ok.. her full name is Hippo Samara . LOL! I'm so evil sia. I dunnoe wth this little girl with very long hair doing la. She juz keep trying swim downwards to the pool or wat i dunnoe. She been doing that since the time we started to swim!! den u will see 1) look into the pool 2) takes really long deep breath 3) go underwater 4) u see her legs from the top kicking 5) she comes out with her hair all over her face which looks exactly like Samara. Freaking scary ! So ya so tat little girl is called Hippo Samara. Cute nick right. My evil coursin and I were laughing like siao. =x Around 1145 we got out of the pool and batheee

After that we took a bus to Tampines Interchange and ate Delifrance. I ate mango chicken blah blah blah. It taste so mango sia!! -_-".. After tat we catch a movie..called Guess Who! Its nice ya... really cute movie. We walked for awhile den went home...

Ya and now i'm going to watch 3 episodes of Gundam Seed in a roll.=D Kira is so handsome <3
okay gd bye everyone!! *gundam gundam!*

hey hey!! I'm really bored now...and broke. Tmr i was suppose to go out with Ming lee, miao and leng, but i can't. Coz i'm broke. T_T Anyway today is still a boring day for me. I stayed home for the whole day playing sims and watching Gundam Seed. Btw its a rEALLY nice anime...got shuai ge inside ^^. Ya i used to hate robot kind of animation. But Gundam is awesome man! Okay enough about gundam i could go on..n onnn n onnnn like how i am onn-ing

Zzz man i'm soooo borreeddd. I will be watching Disney channel in 5 mins time. Coz there is disney movies...weee!! Anyway those that don't like the music i put in my blog..sry ah haha juz ta han abit more. Today i played Xenosaga...i was stuck la den didn't hav the mood to continue so i head back to the pc and played sims. Like gd life sia...wake up...brush teeth....eat...chat on msn...go room play ps2....use pc watch gundam....den play sims, or should i sae no life o_Oa

This blog is really boring...u shouldn't be wasting ur time here. Go watch tv or something Go go go! don't read any more...it might put u to slp like how i am feeling now. OH! its 11pm!! BYE BYE!! tv here i come!!

this is going to be a damn piss post or u may call me petty or wateva shit i dont care. So i might use some really not nice words, if u dont like it...dont read it. I was having lunch with my dad and i told him about the orientation thingy....i told him i might be going for the workshop if its not compulsory i won't be going. There is like Workshop and Camp for freshmen la. So i this kinda person i prefer workshop wat at least i come home i can game. Plus not sae that my dad don't understand me well lor he knows i like to play game i choose the camp for wat fuck! Then he goes like " y u dont wan join?" den i sae " coz i dont like camps" den he start saeing that i should go instead of staying at home gaming nv communicate outside. Come on la! wtf is wrong with gaming?! I DONT GET IT LE. I slot my fucking ass thru Os and i manage to fucking slip thru y can't i game?! i study for like how long and i game for how long?! Why force me to do something tat i dont like. If he wants me to be some freaking out door girl I'M NOT! SORRY! U like it or not i won't change my hobby. Its like not the first time lor..and my mum will always sae "she doesn't like camp la". Damn it don't he understand that fucking sentence? I camp den i communicate more? pls le even if i attend the fucking workshop also hav ppl right...even there isn't any fuck freshmen orientation the normal ones i also can communicate wat! Then always sae i nv go out. Den if i everytime go out sae i always go out. I dunnoe wtf he wants la seriously. U wan me to go out i can la k i go out on my own with or without friends. He always hated me and my bro to game...den wat u wan us to do? stare the fucking wall? What about him he and his stupid pet birds.. Y can he hav the hobby he wants but y can't i ?! Everything blame on gaming. I dont see the wrong in it! Then my hp i put the sms ringtone to this baby luffing sound la. He don't like he sae " u noe now hav alot of nice ringtones y u dont wan to change to others must use this?" I noe it sounds scary la but i damn use to this ringtone aready can? Somemore i use it since last year. He wants me to change into someone that i dont wan to become. Sry i will nv give in that way. The more u force the more fucked up i become. I ta han for like dunnoe how long aready man. Maybe i'm sensative la...Hilda if u ar seeing this keep this to urself k, don't wan my mum to kena. Thanks.

I don't know how am i going to church with this kinda attitude later man. Ya today i will be going alone. Hopefully later no adults will piss me. Then later i will walk to TM alone...dont feel like going home so early...tats all..bye

Hellow to all! Just woke up like half an hour ago. Hahaa! Can't stand my hair now man. It is like grass man, like anyhow grow like tat. My mum says i can't cut that short again, so she sae wait for it to grow abit longer and change another hair style. =( I'm stuck at home this week haha coz i spend money like mad for the past 2 weeks. O_O nvm no regrets.

Yestderday i went to church for R.C.I.A, it stands for Rites, Christian, ...man i forgot wat I stands for..=x LOL and A is Adult. Its like an adult Catechism. It was aight, better than those kiddie one that i attended when i was pri2. I remember when i was young all i did there was cut..paste.. read.. no more. -_-zZ. But this one was kinda nice. There were stories and the father(priest) was funny too. Hahaa! Yesterday session was more of asking questions la, like if u hav any doubts or wateva and more for introducing urself to others. I hav a sponsor, his name is Thomas. His my brother's godfather haha my bro went R.C.I.A b4 and picked him as a godfather. Ya and around like end of this year i would have to choose my own godparent.

Ya, that should be all about ytd. =) Oh ya i went together with Jody Jo Jo and my Bro...my bro juz went there to acompany us. For that week only i think, coz he is damn lazy =\. tataaa!!

Wooo! I smell like Bbq now. Just came back from class gathering well..sort of. Coz its a mixture of all the 5na classes. =) Which was really nice. Today i woke up at 10 am get ready and went to visit my uncle in the hospital. Hope he is feeling better now. God Bless him. Ya den saw Hilda and chatted with her...Think we beginning to feel closer together or something. Or am i thinking too much? o_Oa Hahaa! Maybe i thick skin la. The visiting hours ended at 2 so my mum and I went to have our lunch and Hilda went for a swimmmmm~~~ (don't get too chao ta)

It was still early so i came home first and played my new Simsss!! Weee!! Hahaa I rate this game as...3/5 It wasn't really fantastic. But still i didn't regret buying it. DonG! and it was 5pm..i changed and went straight to the chalet, and bladdy hell it juz had to rain! Suay man! Ya so i sat at the bus stop impatiently...in my mind feel like robbing the umbrella from this Hai Sing Sec little boy. =x LOL Sry la i can't wait to go into the chalet ma.. Luckily my gardian angel shot an arrow at my evil thoughts and soon the rain stop...for awhile tat is. Ya den while walking in i saw YONG QUAN! no not ur coursin Hilda is my friend..hahaa! When we were about to enter to the chalet place thingy...RAIN!!!!! AGAIN!!! Ya had to call Raj and he was so sweet to bring an umbrella (with tiny holes) for me. Okay la he was sweet la he gave me an umbrella and started walking under the rain slowly...o_Oa maybe he was afraid of sharing one with me. Ya maybe.

As i was waiting for the rest to come i played Dai Dee with Ozy ( the giant), Johnny ( the doll), and Jeremy ( the smart IT dude). The whole day we were like play dai dee man. Haha! and of coz eat like siao.. See Tong juz had to take all the Hotdogs...greeeedyyyy. Ya and soon came Selino and Lindo!! So happy they that could come...=D They are so ZI LIAN MAN! keep taking photos. HahaA! =x Hope i can see u guys more often! Ya i think that shoul be all...it was nice seeing my classmates and my school mates..miss them alot. Alright thats all for today..take care everyone! have a nice day! oh and 1 more thing i juz cracked my right knee...last time it was the left now the right. How suay can i be..=( take care byebye!!

P.S want to sae thanks to Ozy for treating me a Mac Flurry!!

Hey yO! Hahaa! been going out these few days. =) and of coz been eating too. I'm like some princess in my own world or something sia. Eating gd food man!! Gonna be a pig soon if i dont exercise or something. But its okay Jody Jo Jo sure can make u walk n walk man. Which is good! can diet ^_^ thanks jody jojo for bringing me out. U are so pretttyy. K that doesn't link, but she is hehe.. Today went to suntec with my bro and jody jojo, went there to be light buld =x HahAH! We watched Miss Congeniality 2: Armed And Fabulous ! hmm...it was aight. Sandra Bullock is so damn cute lor... i mean there are prettier and cutier actress but she is a damn funny lady. ^^ love watching her shows.. Oh ya before that we ate Kenny Roger!! HEH!! it has been some time since i last ate. It's still awesome...and finally i get to eat my cheesy thing for wat isit called. I ate 1/4 chicken but full like mad sia...coz of the side dish WOOT but damn shiok. Anyway i'm ultra broke now. Not planning to spend anymore...maybe juz for my haircut if the saloon is still there tat is. =( Coz i need to take a passport size photo for the poly enrolment thingy. So ma fan... OH! and i forgot i bought a skirt at fox like finally sia..cost 39$ o_o". Hahaa! sry i only manage to blog today coz i'm really lazy now...The time at far east with Jody jo jo was really fun too i enjoyed myself alot. Thanks to her again =). AhHH!! sO TIRED! think i go stone..haha k Gd Nite to aLL! or a very early gd morning to all.