this is going to be a damn piss post or u may call me petty or wateva shit i dont care. So i might use some really not nice words, if u dont like it...dont read it. I was having lunch with my dad and i told him about the orientation thingy....i told him i might be going for the workshop if its not compulsory i won't be going. There is like Workshop and Camp for freshmen la. So i this kinda person i prefer workshop wat at least i come home i can game. Plus not sae that my dad don't understand me well lor he knows i like to play game i choose the camp for wat fuck! Then he goes like " y u dont wan join?" den i sae " coz i dont like camps" den he start saeing that i should go instead of staying at home gaming nv communicate outside. Come on la! wtf is wrong with gaming?! I DONT GET IT LE. I slot my fucking ass thru Os and i manage to fucking slip thru y can't i game?! i study for like how long and i game for how long?! Why force me to do something tat i dont like. If he wants me to be some freaking out door girl I'M NOT! SORRY! U like it or not i won't change my hobby. Its like not the first time lor..and my mum will always sae "she doesn't like camp la". Damn it don't he understand that fucking sentence? I camp den i communicate more? pls le even if i attend the fucking workshop also hav ppl right...even there isn't any fuck freshmen orientation the normal ones i also can communicate wat! Then always sae i nv go out. Den if i everytime go out sae i always go out. I dunnoe wtf he wants la seriously. U wan me to go out i can la k i go out on my own with or without friends. He always hated me and my bro to game...den wat u wan us to do? stare the fucking wall? What about him he and his stupid pet birds.. Y can he hav the hobby he wants but y can't i ?! Everything blame on gaming. I dont see the wrong in it! Then my hp i put the sms ringtone to this baby luffing sound la. He don't like he sae " u noe now hav alot of nice ringtones y u dont wan to change to others must use this?" I noe it sounds scary la but i damn use to this ringtone aready can? Somemore i use it since last year. He wants me to change into someone that i dont wan to become. Sry i will nv give in that way. The more u force the more fucked up i become. I ta han for like dunnoe how long aready man. Maybe i'm sensative la...Hilda if u ar seeing this keep this to urself k, don't wan my mum to kena. Thanks.

I don't know how am i going to church with this kinda attitude later man. Ya today i will be going alone. Hopefully later no adults will piss me. Then later i will walk to TM alone...dont feel like going home so early...tats all..bye