i lost the bet!!! T_T argHH!!! haha when i feel that i am MOST confident i would win...i end up losing. =( nvmm...i will treat Mei Zhen, Janice and Yee drinks, as promised.

Juz came back from school...and i'm freaking tired now. But i'm not going to slp so early. My term test starting next week...sian! and i'm totally not prepared. I shall start my engine soon..like now. Tmr I will be meeting Ming Lee and gang again. Yay!!! Can't wait to see them. We will be going to Kbox to celebrate Mjj and Jia's bdae..haha was planning it since last year lor!

Anyway Happy Bdae to Mjj and Jia Min!! May all ur wishes and dreams come true!!(in advance)

6 weeks are ending soon...haiz. I will miss my coursin alot...hope that this week we would spend much more time together. I love her alot...but she juz love teasing me le..hahaa. Anyway i will work hard...earn big $ and will travel around with her! ^_^

O ya! on Friday I had found a pool Shi Fu and his name issss Wei Hao!!~~ Hahaha! Next time got enuff $ den treat him drink, for taking all the trouble to teach this stupid girl here. Plus he hav the patience lor. Ya on friday we had to pay likr $31.70!! tats freaking ex! Thats y i'm broke now..haha nvm la at least i had fun. =)

K la...think tats abt all..going to hav my dinner soon. =) Take care all!!

Hellowwww!! So long nv blog aready... thanks to those who bother reading such stupid post. =x
I juz came back not long from school. So late right! wah lau i getting sick of the timing of school lor. So bladdy longgg. Today we had CKT quiz. It ...was...HORRIBLE. It was a killer! I lost like...dunnoe how many marks lor. Might as well don't do kind. Haiz~ so demoralise.

This morning i ate prata again...=x bth it was sOOOO NICE! better than the previous ones. Tmr i shall eat something diff. O ya i should change my song aready...I shall put a chinese song by Jay Chou. =) YaY! o ya according to xiaomeimei today Jay and Edison will be in Singapore! <3,>

I have not been sleeping well for the past 4 nights...yes the past 4 nights! I sleep like only 5 or 4 hrs in 1 night. Feeling super tired now... and no i'm not thinking abt anyone. Hahaa ya actually i'm thinking when will my bf (laptop) propose to me. *blush* Hahha Lame la! K la seriously..i dunnoe wth is wrong with me. I feel very tired but when i off the lights i juz couldn'y slp! damn it its irritating... I tired ways to make myself slp..like putting medicated oil around my eyes and stuff but it didn't work =(.

My coursin is in KL now...hope she is enjoying herself. =) I wan to go KL one day! yes i wan!

Alright this is the lyrics to Jay Chou song...Hope u like it Credits go to *drummmsss* Ben! He send the song to me and provide the lyrics too...so credits to him. Enjoy the song!!

Singer: Jay Chou

Title: Yi Lu Xiang Bei

hou shi jing li de shi jie yue lai yue yuan de dao bie
The world from the rear view mirror becomes further and further away as if saying goodbye

ni zhuan shen xiang bei che lian hai shi hen mei
You turn around but your side profile is still very beautiful

wo yong yan guang qu zui jing ting jian ni de lei
I use my eyes to pursue you, yet I hear your tears

zai che chuang wai mian pai hui shi wo cuo shi de ji hui
Outside the car window is my missed opportunity

ni zhan de fang wei gen wo zhong jian ge zhe lei
Your position and mine is separated by tears

jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui ni de beng kui zai chuang wai ling
street views are continuously receding, you start to fragment outside the window

*Chorus
wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you

ni shuo ni hao lei yi wu fa zai ai shang shui
You said you were already tired and cannot fall in love with anybody again

feng zai shan lu chui guo wang de hua mian quan dou shi wo bu dui
The wind is blowing on the mountain road, all of our previous memories were my wrongdoings

xi su can kui wo shang ni ji hui
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances

wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you

fang xiang pan zhou wei hui zhuan zhe wo de hou hui
Around the steering wheel rotates my feelings of regret

wo jia sui chao yue que shuai bu diao jing jing gen shui de shang bei
I accelerate to escape the lingering sadness

xi shu can kui wo shang ni ji hui
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances

ting zhi lang bei jiu rang cuo chun cui
Stop the anguish by letting my wrongdoings

Hi everyone!! Actually i dont wan to blog...coz i like the lyrics below. =( No la...actually bcoz i'm juz plain lazy. Hahaa! Guess wat i am listening to...TECHNO! So not Lynnette right...but this is the 1 and only techno dat i listen lor. Next time i will put it here ( tats if i still like it)...but first enjoy this wonderful song by Bon Jovi.

Anyway i have been eating alot these few days. Ppl sae the more u eat u will grow taller...LIARs! loL I eat so much i only see myself growing in the other way round. Hrmp! bluff! * folds arm* n *turns away* HahAH!! I think i kena influence by Ben...=x haha jkjk Today went pavillion with Yee, Ben, Wilson ( my shifu/ evil guy), Ah Ho, Sebast, Janice...and i learn how to play pool once again. Hahaa! I sark lor.. Ben n Yee were super fast learners. We played for like 2hrs+ i think...den i met my bro's gf, Jody. She pass me the digi cam for project. Thanks!
Speaking of project...i have 2 projects that are due on Monday! MONDAYY!! and i have not done a single one yet. =\ So lazy..

the gd and the bad times..we've been thru them all...u make me rise when i fall~~ *shakes head* techno ah!! HahAH k i shall stop la...wait ppl think i becoming siao or something..... like ah lian?

tmr have breakfast!! YAY!! prata prata prataaa~~ the prata is sooooo nicee...i feel so guilty when i put it in my mouth. But the temptation is...uber strong. Wateva la this post getting more more lame sia. Better go off now take care! BYE BYE =)

Bon Jovi - I'll be there for you
Enjoy the lyrics =) Its sooooo sweet <3

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love is suicide
You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance girl

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe, I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
Well I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday
And baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your Valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

I wasn't there when you were happy
And I wasn't there when you were down
Didn't mean to miss your birthday baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you, these five words
I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for ...

I'll be there for you, these five words
I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you ...

hellowwww!!! I slept for 10 hrs sia..i feel so shiok now. But sadly my weekends will end very quickly =(, and i will have to head back to school again. Yesterday i went out with my classmates again. Hahaa they are fun la huh. Went to Pavillion to see the guys play pool, and of coz i did play like alittle...i totally sark at it lor. x_x Nvmm.. I had fun watching them anyway.

After that we went to look for Mei Zhen at metro....den juz nice it was her breaktime. Then we went to the...erm...eh...toy department. Yes the toy department. Anyway we went there to juz slack lor...look at the toys blah blah blah...

Alright i'm really lazy i shall go watch tv or something...later i should go get a present for ming lee...=) Take Care all and hav a wonderful weekend.

I was looking forward for today...but some how it didn't end quite well, for me that is. I watched Cursed with my classmates =) tats y i was looking forward to it, coz they are such nice ppl. The show was...eh...alright la. But 1 scene u can get a shock like 4 times lor!! i was like jumping off my chair million of times! I rate the show 3 out of 5. Hahaa..i find the guy in it kinda cute xD

Ok, here the irritating part. I was really sad or angry or wateva! i don't even know how i feel. I felt like crying...at the same time screaming at the same time throwing temper. For that person who called me...sry but u won't understand n u nv will. Stop forcing me...i dont think u will understand wat i went thru. Coz to u its juz an incident, but to me it isn't. Fuck it! if u sae u understand... u go experience wat i hav experienced den come n sae u understand. I'm not gaining any self pity here. Coz i don't need ur pity, and not that i hate my life or something. I hate my past.... I'm scared. U said it was yrs ago...so wat? wat happen yrs ago doesn't matter any more now? I hav forgiven but i hav not forgotten...I can't forget! If it was easy to forget i would hav long forgotten. No i can't sae to forget..coz it sounds too easy. It is haunting..every bladdy single day. Don't eva think u know me well! I know i have been saying this alot of times...but some ppl juz can't get it into their thick skull. I don't wan to feel treaten...Y do u keep telling me wat u think?! wat abt me? I am being hard on myself to be strong...and not let these emotions take over me. I tried so bladdy hard... I try not to let others see my weakness. With so much of trying it feels like i am no more the same person anymore. Hah! I really wish i could sae how the way u sae it...tat easy and calm tone.

Don't...dont eva think u noe me well. I might looked that i'm all gd and well...but i'm not. I'm rotten. I'm really trying my best to put up a strong front. I am really trying my best...pls..juz pls stop pushing me to the edge. Thank u...

yeah!! gotten 2 new bags. One i bought it from Bugis Village and another is from my coursin, Hilda! Xie Xie ni!! =) Its an advance bdae present. I'm loving it! so mac sia... O ya i went bugis village ytd. It's a shopping paradise! I wanted to buy this black colour pants, which is very comfortable. Like those silk but not really silk kinda material...hope u get wat i mean. ITS REALLY NICE! its soft!!! so i decided to try M size right...den it was too loose. So i tried S...the S was not much different from M..still loose =\. So i didn't buy it in the end lor. Sian~

I saw ozy today!! BUT HE PRETEND NV SEE ME! Hahaa i noe u tall la can pretend more easily la =x jk~

I bought a white shirt from fresh..fresh..something shop. Hahaa My coursin said it was big la...but i think it was aight not tat big not tat small. Tmr there is sch!! -_-" damn fast la k...i must revise some notes coz i don't really understand some part wat the lecturer was saeing.. I always sae but in the end nv do =x

Alright, i will stop here. Catch u all in a few days time...c ya!!

Hellow everyone!! ITS FRIDAY!! weee!! finally ah...i long for this day. Tmr i will be going shopping with my coursin Su en! O ya today was normal day to me...other days not very normal lol coz today i ate 3 meals. =D This morning i met Ben and his friend for breakfast...suppose to meet 745 la den Ben sae tat his friend sure late. But he was sweet la at least he came down on time incase i reach there on time or something and i won't be lonely. Thank u!! =D

After breakfast ben's friend's bro offered us a ride to sch..so cool right!! wah like finally don't need to take tat stupid pack number 8 bus. Thanks to him too... It was cool having breakfast with them (they were funny)...after such a loonnnggg time i actually went to down hav breakfast.

Went to sch from 9 - 12 after that went to meet my coursin Su en at TM to catch a movie. We watched Madagascar. Uber many kids!! MANY! we were at the 2nd row lor. Anyway the show wasn't tat bad...it was quite funny. Wat else did i do today? ya I ATE alot la today i noe. =( i must jia you liao...must diet!!

Tmr i will be going to Bugis Village!!! I heard there is alot of stuff there ah...time to spend money like siao aready. K i shall go off now...take care all. Have a nice day!!

http://www.storewars.org/flash/index.html

hahaa!! this is so cute...actually its alittle lame. A friend gave me the web. =) enjoy!!

*yawn* i feel like sleeping now man. But if i sleep now i at night don't need to sleep aready. Today go sch for like...3 hrs i think. Don't know y still so tired @_@. Plus i think the lecture hall is like a germ station or wateva shit la. Wah lau is like i go in beside got this indian girl coughing...den behind me also have. During maths bonus test today my throat hurt alittle. Which isn't good lor...freak..if my throat start to hurt ah i'm going to be sick soon. So now i'm drinking uber lots of water. =) Hope i'll be fine... don't wanna be sick so ma fan must pass the MC to the GO within 48hrs. =
ahhh!! i dread for tmr! Its going to be a long day...9am-5pm. Hope tmr still can see Xin Yan , Yan Leng or Eleanor. Very long didn't see them liao...miss them alot. O ya! u noe wat?! i saw Jia Min today!!!!! I SO HAPPYYY!! i miss her alot too ah...k la i miss everyone in 5n3 =)

Today i saw Eugene my pri sch friend. He is also in engineering. U noe wat... he pierce his tongue and below tat lip part also (dunnoe watz tat call).. omg. I wanna sae something my dog killed a bird..i think. I saw feathers all over the place. This isn't gd if she keeps killing bird. Wild birds... my dog killed like 2 or 3 birds in total. What a hunter...anyway i dont wan to clear another bird's body. Coz..its gross. =
K la tats all for now i shall go watch tv or something. C ya! =)