i'm not here to please anyone...
if u find it difficult to even trust me...den it's ok..
i've said wat i wanted to say.
i really wonder what i did to make u not trust me..

always...arguments after arguments...no one stood by me..
i'm tired of fighting this by myself again.
i really am...
sometimes i dun even noe wat i have become.
i don't know whether i am normal anymore.

Lord u said, love one another..
i find it's almost impossible.
guide me...
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Anyway..Happy Birthday Yan Leng
...sorry my blog date abit kuku..XD