Hey!! I'm getting to love Britney Spears songs so much now... esp her old songs. <3

Ok i've been at home for 2 days now. Really relaxing...not bored at all. Coz i'm not in a really gd mood these days... don't know wats wrong with me.

Anyway i had fun with the my polymates on monday..we went escape theme park, and we scream like crazy ppl. Lol but it was fun. :)

Seems like my mood to blog is like shit now. I feel totally wrong these days, and i think my mum can sense it. I'm so afraid she would ask me "wat happen?" ...so everytime i see her i will either go to my room slp or just pretend to be happy for awhile den watch tv or something...

totally fuckd up..i dunnoe how am i gonna ta han till sch reopen. I hate to pretend, i hate to hide..i hate to bluff myself tat everything is ok, i hate to think tat i can take this it's nth. It sark. I need distractions... i need to make myself so busy tat i dun even hav time to think abt anything, but still i wan to release it.. WTF U WAN LYNNETTE!?

tmr i would be going out with my mum, godma and my god sis. I dunnoe how to behave... i dunnoe wat to sae. I dun hav the mood to talk much...all i wan to do is stare into space.

ok..i think tats enuff...i shall go off now. take care ppl. Hav a nice day. btw i'm gonna learn guitar soon. :) at least something to look forward to.