yeah!! I finally met up with mingoli and gang yesterday. Went to celebrate Miao's and Eleanor's birthday. Happy bday to the 2 Feb babies. Muackz! We met around 6....den haven even reach we damn high. LOL

Ok we reached cine, straight away went to see got tickets for like 8+ movie or not. But all selling fast lor...sian. So we decided to spend all our time eating!! yes eating, because Singapore have nothing nice to play. Then we went to SUKI, it's like steamboat buffet, and hot plate and sushi... den got ice cream also !! the ice cream super special. I'm such a mountain tortise. It's like they use the hot plate, but make it damn cold lah. Then u have to go to the shelves to take the ice cream flavour it's like melted ice cream or something liquid. All u've got to do is pour it on the "hot" pat, and spread it out and TA DA!! Becomes solid and u can eat it. :) Of coz u can mix the flavour. We mixed alot. =x and some of the colours were....well....not attractive..

Heh heh...tats all for now. It's the holidays and i'm so bladdy lazy now. *yawns* i can juz slp all day.

byeeee!! :)

Hellowww!! finally! it's over! but i dunnoe whether i'm gonna pass or not, most likely gonna take supp lah. But who cares?!?! i should be enjoying now. Tmr i will spending most of my time in the morning lying down on the bed. After that if i'm bored i can play Sims till i juz rot....and meet up with mingoli and gang to celebrate miao's and eleanor's bdae. :)

I feel like a pig now...so hungry. Today went Bugis with Mjj and Jia Min, go shopping. Lol relax also lah. Then we went to take neo print..LOL i juz realise that i have such horrible eyebag lah!! It's ok holidays are here and it's time to get rid of it. :)

one of the neoprints we took, kinda lazy to post the other 2. sryy~~

Right, Mjj, Jia and ugly Me muhahaha

5 more days...5 MORE DAYS till i end this bladdy miserable routine.

As u all noe..it's study week for me which means it's even more non-happening than my usual days. All i do is...well...study week lah u should already noe. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!

BURN OIL BURN OIL!!

catch fire catch fire!!

burn books burn booookkkss...but saddly books nv get burnt. So i cried and i suffer under it's torment . People start going to the library to face more books and books is all we face all day. We rot on tables with books looking like beggars. Day by day we grow mental with this kinda torture. We start singing songs aloud even in libraries not bothering wateva ppl think abt us anymore. We sing even louder if we don't know how to solve the bladdy problem. Waking up from ur comfy bed, dragging urself out of lala-land, and we come to face the HORRIBLE LAND ( table) to put up a strong front to fight our worst fear!! and tat is....none other than books.

Alright i'm just going mad lah k...i took like 5 mins of break by visiting my little blog to crap. Hahaa ok...i shall drink water and do some strenching and hopefully break my neck and die so i won't do maths and wateva subjects anymore. yeah! tats wat i'm gonna do. :)

Take care my fellow.....fellow omg i nearly said East Springians, incase u dunnoe wat is tat. It's people from my sec sch...we are from East Spring...East Springians..get it? ok

Take care all of ya...tmr i'm not gonna be home for nearly the whole day. I will have to go to church from 2pm - 6pm and maybe have dinner with my godma...yea my godma she is so cute!!! <3

ALRIGHT STUDYY!!
-gone-

Hellooooowwwwwwww!!! around 1 more week to exam!! =(

Sad sad saddd.....study week is next week and it's a week of mental torture. Must jia you! Around 2 more weeks i would be free as a bird. Ok, i noe this isn't a perfect time of planning for shopping list and all. But this i what i want to have...just can't make up my mind what i really want first.

Ok first, coloured contact lens
headphone
Escada perfume ( Pacific Paradise? ) *yes Jody i'm in love with the smell* :D
Adidas bag

T_T sudden craving for shopping isn't really a nice thing. It's adds to mental torture as well and of coz ur wallet will suddenly feel even more empty-er. So pathetic. I'm uber tight now. Wouldn't it be nice if it was rainning money today <3. Lol! Ok, for motivation ... I have to make another list of what to do after exams. :D *my favourite*

Chalet with the Mingo and gang
Chalet with T04
Wild Wild Wet.
TAN!! i need tanning
Ice-skating
Shopping <3
Movies... :)
Disturb my bro.
Whack my bro.
Kick my bro.
Scream at my bro.
Irritate my bro.
LOL yes it's been quite sometime since i last disturb him. It's either his asleep or i am, and i have to reject his offer ( go out with him ) for like dunnoe how many times. Because the demons (projects) are holdin' me back. >=( anyway no worries now, i have kicked their asses. * HAII YAA!* KICKS*

Ok, 4 more days to Valentine's day. Get ur arse up and start buying roses for me! lol! aight, i was jk. Just get the above items for me will do. Nothing much :) .....ok lah ok lah. Don't get me anything. Just have fun with ur love ones, or friends will do.

Alright tats all for now.
C ya all...maybe a week or so. Take care!!

*sigh* i'm sick...again. This semester i keep falling sick. Don't know why sia. My throat hurts like hell now. My head feels like it is spinning non stop. Argh...this sark. When i am most busy with projects and all, i fall ill. *yawns*

Around 2 more weeks it would be my exams. I'm totally gonna screw it up. Have not touch my books yet. Sick at this time isn't really nice. Monday hand in 2 projects, Tuesday Lab test, Wednesday Dfund quiz, Thursday quite free and Friday Dfund lab test. *screams* Please pray i recover fast.

basically school just sark now.
Alright not now...it has always been this sarky.


byee...
I need my beauty slp. SLEEP!!!! I WAN TO SLP! *roar*

Enjoy the song people. =)
The lyrics is just below...Singg aloonggg~~

Btw this is a old song haha.. but the words are nice. <3

I'm wiser now I
'm not the foolish girl you used to know
So long ago I'm stronger now
I've learned from my mistakes which way to go
And I should know I put myself aside to do it your way
But now I need to do it all alone
And I am not afraid to try it on my own

I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what
I'll gonna keep it real
You know
Time for me to do it on my own, yeah, yeah
Mmm... Yeah, yeah

It's over now
I can't go back to living through your eyes
Too many lies
And if you don't know by now
I can't go back to being someone else
Not any more

I never had the chance to do things my way
So now it's time for me to take control

And I am not afraid to try it on my own
I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way
I feel No matter what I'm gonna keep it real
You know
Time for me to do it, oh

I'll start again, go back to one
I'm runnin’ things in my way
Can't stop me now, I've just begun
Don't even think about it, there ain't no way about it
I'm takin' names, the world is mine
Yes, I'm gonna take my time
It's time for me to finally to stand alone
Stand alone

I'm not afraid to try it on my own
And I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'm gonna keep it real
You know It's time for me to do it
See, I'm not afraid to try it on my own
And I don't care if I'm right or wrong
I'll live my life the way I feel
No matter what I'm gonna keep it real
You know It's time for me to do it on my own
Hey...hey...
On, on my own

I'm here wishing all of u a very Happy Chinese New Year!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!










huat ah huat ah..=x

Cozzz i ammm meee~~ i won't changee for anyonee like youuu~~ y would i change??? y would i changeee....

Alright enough of singing. I'm so tired now. Today is one stressful day for me. First thing in the morning i had some speech thingy. Speaking infront of the class/ many people will just kill me, and saddly i have to get used to this kinda shit. I don't know how the hell am i suppose to get used to it....before i even SPEAK i'm shivering like a drug addict aready. IMAGINE if i speak. Most likely pee in my pants. Chinese New Year is coming, can't wait~!! * stares at new year clothes* i can't wait to wear them seriously. Especially my new pants...<3~

Oh ya continue about my day... I had 2 quizes today!! Had Maths and E device. =( then reached home i play game till like an hr ago. Chatted with someone nice today in game. People in game are always nice...eh..well not always but most of them are nice people. Like me lor...LOL! no lah jk.

As u can see...the past few weeks haven't been very interesting. But i'm happy....i think. Lol.
My mum talked to me alot yesterday....about me these days. *stares at Jody* =x
ya she talked alot...abit felt like crying lah. But i must be STRONG! :D cannot..anyhow cry. Anyway thanks Jody i know u care tats y u told my mum. I'm not blaming u or anything la.Haha Thanks sis.. and anyway she should have aready guessed it. Go home my face aready damn terrible, i noe. So she should have aready seen this dumb face like for days. Nvm...i noe wat to do now, i think. :P

Alright, i think thats all for now. I need do some stuff..take care and have a very nice Chinese New Year :) GONG XI FA CAI! ehh i think is like tat spell. lol peace out.

Memoirs Of A Geisha is a must watch!! it's a very VERY nice movie. Thats all i've got to sae...i'm done with my CNY shopping. Very happy with what i bought. Thanks for Jody Jo Jo for telling me where to get my stuff. Plus i was lucky ytd...i manage to get discount from 2 uncles..=P

I had fun last night...spent nearly the whole day with Jody Jo Jo...watched movie with her too!

so happy..

Helloww!! :) Finally i'm blogging...and finally it's the weekends. I love weekends!! i hope everyday would be weekends...<3. I still have lots of projects to complete. Most of them are like half way. Some how something is stopping me to do my Java project. =x excuses, yea i noe. I left Java the most to complete, PSPS due on Monday ( omg..) and my CDS project some report writting which i did some of it last night when i was bored and couldn't play Flyff bcoz of the terrible lag.

Yesterday I had a horrible headache. So horrible until like ur shoulders ache like mad! Like if u bend ur neck right the muscle tightens and wateva i ate i just puke out. So pain until u feel like wrapping ur head and bang the wall hard. lol!! ya..anyway i'm feeling much better now after a gd night rest.

TODAY is the day. Where i will enjoy and let my wallet run out of cash. It's...shopping day!! i need to buy my new year clothes, coz next week i would be pack with projects. I noe it...i can feel it's aura. Hahaa!! New clothesss...new shoes!! <3 but i have to ta han till cny. TA HAN! bcoz i always have this habit when i buy new stuff i would wear it straight away...lol.

Alright i should go to my room now and continue on my project. Take care all :)
BUGIS V here i comeeeee!!
oh did i tell u i'm going there with Jody Jo Jo *blush*

peace out.

everything just seem to be falling apart...

Helloww...have not been blogging these few days. My daily life isn't that interesting to blog, even now. =\ Anyway..i would prefer it to be that way. Haha don't wanna be so happening. I've been studying BIT by BIT these days. I have to! i failed all of my 3 subjects. Very disappointing..=( tats y I must work extra hard now.

Still it's a dread to go school, waking up early and all. *yawns* but i'm enjoying the weather. It's cool~ and i don't feel sleepy, hmmm maybe just alittle. Chinese New Year is around the corner. Hope u guys have done ur shopping for ur new year clothes!! HEH! I can't wait for my turn man...I wan new bag...i wan new shoes...new clothes!! new... new many things lah Haha. Money is the shit tat is preventing me from shopping too much, especially for a "tai tai" like me nv work b4, making my bank account lookin' so miserable.

Oh ya...and projects are piling high up, waiting for me to do something abt it. T_T so sian!! i hate projects to the core...but wat to do..still must ownself do. There will be oral presentation too, like those "public speaking" but it's infront of ur class and some other classes i think. DIE! i'm juz gonna crack up..and panic like some giant gonna kill an ant or something. Ok..tat sound wrong. Anyway, i'm so lookin' forward to the holidays. :) and April will be a fantastic month...i'll be getting baptise soon!! yeah!!

Aight..tats all for now. Sorry for wasting your time to read this crap. :)
Peace out..

Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable.

After Sarah and after Jody Jo Jo :D
Damn bored lah so juz do quiz lol

You are a Rocker Girl!

If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's. Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know. Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime. Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

WOOHOO!! Hip lah!


After Sarah and Jody again haha

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

....not true!! =|


After Jody! HAhah! her's is the one tat is holding a very big underwear =x LOL!! HAHAHA!! okok..here's my result

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

I'm...i'm sensativeeee!!!! BAAAAHHH!!

Since Jody jojo was talking about sleeping position. I came accross a quiz abt sleeping position personality test! :)

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

I'm fine now.. :) sry for the below post. Haha..enjoy.

Title: Ugly

When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show they wish
They had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
My personality reflects me
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you

I don't know how to behave or how to think anymore. I'm feeling like SHIT now. I don't know whether i should be nice? and let ppl take advantage of me...or should i be mean and fuck care people. Ya fuck care.. coz i had enough. Every bit of shit i am suppose to give in to u. Treating someone nice means liking that person? esp the opposite sex? please lah...either u ar fucking narrow or ur space is too little to be even called narrow. I know when u are kidding and when u are not...dun try to fool me, coz i'm not dumb.

My mum saes " juz be nice, don't let ppl bother wat u do.." fuck being nice aready..fuck being wat i wan to do. Coz apparently everyone is picking on ur doings. Wat? give a few praises of me and i would happily bounce to ur side and help u? wake up tat ideal moron...i dun give a damn abt ur praises if u think i do den continue in ur lala land. I don't like to treat ppl how the way i wan to be treated back. I always learn this since young. Apparently it isn't well taught to some people, or either that i shouldn't be learning it. For fuck sake, i won't like anyone ok? WON'T
LIKE ANYONE! DON'T use some stupid psyco method to pull me in. Sensative? please...it irritates me to the core. When i wan to treat ppl nice...u give me tat fuck face. Seriously sometimes i dunnoe wat is RIGHT n WRONG now. I juz wan to be who i WAS. I don't care u like me or not seriously...it doesn't matter to me from the start. Showing concern...heh~ crap. All this are totally crap.

Don't treat u nice u sae " y u treat me like tat" treat u nice other ppl sae " wah u like him ah treat him differently..must be u like him" wateva lah seriously...i had it up to here..like den like lah continue ur bladdy nonsense. I've got nth to sae...sometimes i juz wan to hide or be alone. Anti-social? u bet. Treat ppl nice is wrong...treat ppl not nice is obviously also wrong. I am feeling disappointed and angry, for the narrow and selfish way of treating a friend.

None to speak...many to listen.
wat a way to start the new year with..

Helloww!! I'm here to blog about yesterday's celebration. I spent it with my girls the usual, Ming Lee, Miao Ling, Eleanor, Jia Min and Joycelyn. :) We sure had LOTS of fun lah omg. But i was very tired tat day. Lack of slp..yea~ i noe it's my fault that i didn't slp early or something. It was like the longest but the coolest day of my whole life. :)

I met the gang at 5pm. Mingoli n Miao was uber late lah!! *pif* But it's ok..i'm alright with it. Next time only whack their butts lor. Ok, actually we were planning to have dinner at Marina Bay, steam boat. But we scared got alot of ppl and the weather wasn't really welcoming. So we headed to TM and had pizza hut, to eat pizza of coz. Joycelyn ate the less!! 1 pizza only lor..omg. LOL =x Eat more please Mjj.

Ok so we slacked alittle den we took a train to Orchard. We walked, trying to digest fast so that we can eat ice cream. :D Ya but i didn't lah...i was so tired that i juz forgot how to swollow my food/drink. I was drinking my coffee and i nearly gotten choke like 3 times. So while they were eating i nap alittle...and Mingoli started to get high we wanted to les me. =x LOL!! no lah she showing how ppl les LOL. She juz keep touching my thigh...*blush* kk tats disgusting. Anyway we did that language thing again wheneva we enter the hotel. We wanted to use the hotel's toilet so we went in...and there we were..speaking in some weird language. OO HAHA HE ho? HU AH HE AH HuHUHU! LOL!! den eveyrone was like staring at us lah. Surprisingly we understand wat shit we were speaking. Very high lah we all.

Ya and we were reserving each other to be godmothers for their children. I will always be the 5th one coz i'm the youngest. Lol But i told them i wun have any children coz gonna be a nun. xD HAHA! ok.. hmm wats next. Oh ya after that we went to Esplanade for count down. Coz i nv seen REAL fireworks b4...as in right infront of me! So ya we went. Bladdy hell the number of ppl can juz squeeze u to death, plus if u fall den u ar a goner. People will juz step on ur head till u die! So after 1hr of squeezing thru. We reACHED! and we waited for the time.

forgot to add...when we went town, we bought cans of spray. Just incase people spray ur face or something u can take revenge. Muhahah! =x

DONG! 12am. Happy 2006 came. The thunder sound came..but not it wasn't a storm it was...FIREWORKS! They were so beautiful! I juz couldn't take my eyes of them. I love it! When it ended...a group of youngsters started spraying!! and mjj hahah!! she damn funny lah she wanted to spray ming but ended up spraying this adult's neck, not abit...it's freaking ALOT! LOL!! den the man's face..LOL tio stun! damn cute. Then the youngsters were spraying Ming spray my whole head! I took revenge and spray her whole back. .v. :D We had lots of fun...but the squeezing wasn't. It was hell..and it was scary. Bladdy scary. Plus i am short, u are juz breathing ppl's back or something. Horrible.

I had fun tats all i got to sae. It was the best countdown...duh~ bcoz it was my firsT! Hahaha!

Happy New Year to all..

2006 please treat me well.

yO! I've just woke up and it's 1.41pm now. Y so late?! hoho..it's not late at all. I've been playing this game, Flyff for like 3 days or something and is really play until damn hardcore lah. It's like wake up play....den slp damn late all those kind. =x SOOO fun!! Then my bro also play..and i used my laptop we play together. After that Jody JoJo (she intro it to me) started to join in despite her computer lags. So we play nnn play nnnnnn play!

Today was the MOST hardcore. Maybe bcoz it's the last day of the year 2005. xD Jody and I played till 630am..den i met her at Mac at 7am to have breakfast, i had big breakfast. Then we chatted alittle..and headed back home to slp. *snores*

In a few hours time i will be meeting Mingoli and gang for the last 2005 meal. LOL Wth like going to die or something right. xD Anyway..i'm so happy to see them again, it's time to get high.

2005 have been a..hmm...this year i have learnt alot of things lah. Not in terms of school work. I mean who cares abt sch =x. I've learn alot abt value of life...i've seen differen kinds of people now. O...and i'm not tat hot temper now, compare to the the previous years, i think i've improved. I learn to bite my tongue when people irritate me or lie to me. I've also learnt the most important thing is that, wat does true friendship mean. I have learnt to have alot of patience when talking with my dad, haha! sounds easy right? but need skills one lor

In 2005 I have plenty of doubts too..the old me nv changes. I keep running away from problems/doubts leaving them unsolved and yes i do sometimes bare grudges. Well a nun have their own problems too! :X

To All!! I want to thank my parents, though my dad can be quite naggy and alittle unreasonable but he is still my dad (sometimes he give in to me too much..despite both our tempers are like volcanos) but he is my dad.. and i am thankful for having such lovely parents. To me they are perfect. I love them and always will.

To my Bro: Thanks for watching over me everytime, the little deeds u do is notice by me even though i juz don't sae it. Thank u so much for listening and baring with me all this years (i think u should). Though u can be very irritating at times..But thanks for making me feel secure. U have changed and i noe u have...coz i believe. :) I love u as much as mummy n daddy..and always will.

To Friends: Thank u guys so much for everything! for ta han-ing my nonsense and all. I appreciate and will treasure all of u always. No matter what we've been thru, thick or thin our friendship will grow stronger. U guys are the greatest gift i hav eva received :).

Alright..tats all for now. Have a very Happy New Year 2006! May all your wishes and dreams come true! Take care...and love u people lots. Peace out .v.

Hello!! Merry Christmas to all!! Finally it's xmas! Hohoho.

Yesterday i went to have dinner with my church friends. All like 8 or 10 years older than me lor. But they very HIP lah! loL Very funy ladies to be with. We talked and crapped like mad, and of coz laugh like one kind. We went to Billy Bombers for dinner, very full!! But it was alright. I had a terrible headache but i still crap as much lah can't help it they very cute. Ya the ladies looked after me like i'm a little child or something. =( I wanted to take my medicine with coffee, i didn't noe it was wrong to eat medicine with coffee lor. Then they screamed at me, " NO! LYNNETTE! U crazy or wat?! NO COFFEE!" and they went in to get warm water LOL, and i said " But it's xmas eve, can't i at least have a cup of coffee..." they " NO!" T_T Lol they look after me the whole night.

After that we went for mid-night mass. It was PACK with people man! But lucky i attend RCIA so i had reserved seats for me and my friends .v. It was fun the atmosphere was really...hmm...special and Priest these days we getting more hip or something ah, they keep DANCING LOL! u imagine they wear those white long robes and dance. Cute right. LOl and when the music ends they go " ONE MORE TIME!" and dances again. xD loL!

After the mass, we took like half an hour to get out of the church. Then pingping was so kind to send me home coz she sae now so late not safe. Love her car ah, very nice <3. Tats all for now. Merry xmas to all of you!

and hav a jolly gd time!! :)

HOHO!! 1 more day to Christmas!! and Merry Christmas to all! :)

So excited ah dunnoe y...juz love Christmas ALOT! How i wish i can juz travel around the world ( especially Europe ) to see how they celebrate christmas. Yes! one day i will earn lots of money and travel around europe with my coursin (Suen) and find a very nice and cute n wonderful bf and get married and build a house near the sea side and live together happily eva after! LOL! siao..Don't know what i want, i want to be a nun den want to earn big money den wan to travel den wan to get married. xD

Anyway i'm feeling much better now. The fever is gone!! My throat is feeling MUCH better. But thinking about my term test results...*sigh* It isn't going to be gd. I hate it man...i'm gonna fail every sub i took. I'm juz gonna work SUPER...VERY...SUPER hard for my semester exam. Of coz, action always speaks louder than words and for a lazy girl like me it's gonna be diffcult. T_T help~

Anyway, I've got like ehhhh...2 projects or isit 3? around there lah TCS, Java, PST and maybe PCB i think... Nvm i shall juz enjoy xmas first. The rest can wait. :)

Take care all! Have a very Merry Xmas and love ya.