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term test coming...

alot of projects to finish...

basically

i need to study..

i miss the holidays

not feeling too gd these days...

feeling damn fuckd up...

this month been fuckd up..

everythings been fuckd up..

i wan to cry but i can't...bcoz its just too fuckd up

i don't know where to begin i just noe its the end

its gonna be a long journey lynnette...

a very long one.

a very fucking lonnngg one.

was suddenly thinking abt wat my bro told me last week...while we were on our way to have our dinner.

Bro: u know, every morning around 7...when i walk pass here (void deck) guess wat i see?

Me: wat?

Bro: a group of chinese girls...DANCING!

Me: eh ok....

Bro: and the best part...they use mp3 from their HP, on until si bei loud...den DANCE!

Me: LOLLL!!!!!!!!

Bro: its like teaching each other how to dance la! like machiam dance "studio" 2 girls will dance den 1 of them take video. Then suddenly take the video half way she sae in chinese " NOO its not like tat dance...i see they all (dunnoe who) dance is like tat one"

Me: LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bro: ......don't laugh leh.

Me: HAHAHAHAHA!!!

*and people... i have witness it...its..HAHAHAHAH!! *

Hi fellow readers...this blog is..dead i noe. I've got nth much to post anw. First week of school was erm...well boring. In a new class now, with new classmates (doh) and new...and weird..ppl. More than half of my classmates are from china. Can't communicate well with them. =(

Man how i miss the holidays. O and did i mention, i've got like..around 4 or 5 projects waiting for me to complete...wait..i think maximum 6 projects this sem. T_T This is a good time to die. I thought my timetable this sem was <3 but i guess theres a catch to everything. End early = tons of projects. Shiittt hooollee.

Made 2 new friends in class, they are local..Hui Shan and Ming Fei. But still pretty much nth to talk abt. Not really into the lame mode these days. Must be the atmosphere in the class...the influence to turn u into an NPC. Emo-less....expression-less....life-less....ass-less.. ahem so ya..i'm BORED! Ok i'll just continue to watch Bleach.

cya folks.

the reason for not blogging is...erm...u noe..games are quite addictive..but not as addictive as WoW. Ok so anw the reason i'm blogging is..bcoz i've been tagged by 2 friends..yee and janice. ^^ at least theres something to fill it up with, and ya i'll change the links soon Miao and Gerald. Ok..this is wat i've been tagged.

NAME 13 OF YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU CAN THINK OF RIGHT NOW.
( its not in order just some random thing)
1) Jody
2) Ming Lee
3) Selina
4) Miao Ling
5) Jia min
6)Janice
7) Yee
8) Eleanor
9) giant aka gongyong aka zhen yong
10) Joycelyn MOK JING JING (mjj)
11) Mei Zhen
12) Yan Leng
13) Benjamin

HOW DID U MEET No.10?
How..how ah? LOL i can't quite remember. All i know is that i was getting closer to ming and den slowly i got closer with the clique and i notice mjj very nice to bully..so i ya i bully her until we know each other better.

WHAT WOULD U DO IF YOU HAD NEVER MET No.1?
i would never know loads of stuff...like life and etc. She is like a elder sister to me. Always keeping a close watch over me. It doesn't take long for her to know me well...like even if i dun voice out she just knows it. SCARY SHIT RIGHT! i know. So if i had nv met her, i think seriously no one else can look behind my mask.

WHAT WOULD U DO IF No.6 & No.2 DATED?
.. o pls..LOL!! HAHAHA they don't even know each other. Ok damn les. Next question!

HAVE U SEEN No.4 CRIED?
eh ya...like damn long time ago i think. But it was just once, she's a tough kid. :)

DO U THINK No.10 IS CUTE?
LOL!! seriously this questions are making me luff like one kind. OK EH! Cute lah of coz..its joycelyn mok jing jing a gd friend..and all my friends are cute. Except for number 13. lol!!

HOW DID U GET TO KNOW No.8?
Same as how i got to know number 10. They were in a same clique, but i love disturbing mjj so i decided to join the clique to disturb her more.

WOULD U EVER GO ON A DATE WITH No.12?
.....LOLLL!!!! i cannot imagine, sry. Eh of coz not..its like even though we are around the same height easier to kiss and all...but sry not. We are straight. :D

WHAT's No.7 FAVE COLOR?
DOH! if i dunnoe i ought to be shot dead. GREEN! ^^

WHAT WOULD U DO IF No.6 EXPRESSED HIS/HER LOVE FOR U?
Janice.. if u ever do that..i promise u..i will smash ur teeth. LOL!

FACT ABOUT No.9?
The fact about no.9 is that he is crazeh. Seriously...he study like no tmr. (i think he loves it but he always denies it) and the fact that he is TALL like a giant. Tall but soft spoken, like a gentle giant. O and he is the legendry math god. He is...wicked in maths, can kill u kind so don't mess with him (with numbers).

WHO IS No.4 GOING OUT WITH?
o...easy Ming lee, jia min, mjj , eleanor , yan leng and me.
Ok i know what u mean...she is still single and avaliable. >_O

WHO IS No.5 TO U?
she is a gd friend, a love friend, a nice friend ,i like friends. :)

WOULD U EVER LIVE WITH No.13?
... u got to be kidding. I would not of coz. If i ever do..i would whack him like no tmr bcoz he is uber lazy =x sry ben

IS No.2 SINGLE?
Yes...lelong lelong $1 $1 who wan?! =x

WHAT DO U THINK ABOUT No.3?
Selina, u are waiting for this right?! think i don't know. Anw number 3 is my best friend..but i know she doesn't take me as a best friend. Nvm thats not the point so anw..i know this girl since sec1. Honestly speaking the first day of sch i don't really like her. I don't know y also. We were sitting in the hall..she was behind me..and she like to kick my ass i dunnoe y. xD I turned around and gave her the >_> look but she ignored. So ya HAHAH! ok erm..ok i think she is funneh like me. But i more funneh. She's small now bcoz she is skinny like as if u all dunnoe. OK WAT I THINK IS THAT...she is a smart and caring person...and will always be my walking dictionary. lol!

WHAT'S THE BEST THING ABOUT No.8?
She is considerate and she thinks far...without her i think our group abit cmi..coz most of the time we would be too excited and do things in a rush without thinking.

WHAT DO U LIKE ABOUT No.11?
Her height. LOL ok jk i like her thoughtfulness...and most importantly can bully. :D

FAVE MEMORY WITH No.6?
At Escape Theme park...we so dare to sit any rides. LIKE ANY! ROARR!! We can sit those rides non-stop. Ya we are kinda siao at certain things. But u all know i'm more normal than she is right?

TAG 8 PEOPLE TO DO THIS QUIZ
Don't do..bcoz its bad for the mind. Like i'm thinking abt certain friends les with certain friends or i les with certain ppl. *shivers* ok nvm dun do its bad.

Helloo!! 4 days of not working is..<3 !! LOL i so noe how to slack man. Ok so anyway not tat i took leave or anything. I quit on wednesday. :) Yea..kinda miss some of them. Especially Karen. Yea so nothing much happened...went bbq ytd...went shopping on thursday with my mum.

School's gonna start soon. Not looking forward to it. Semester 2.2, 1 more year and i am free. Gd bye to SCHOOL! GD BYE U NONSENSE!! ok enuff of the excitment. Hmm... hmmmmm well nth much to blog. Been gaming n watching anime the whole day. Thank u ozy aka giant aka math god aka siao lang aka fish man for letting me watch Bleach. LIKE FINALLY i can watch !!

Yea so...hmm next sem i'm gonna be alone. Like totally no previous classmates gonna join me =(. Sad. O!!! YAH! i just remembered wat i wanted to blog. I just wan to sae. Indonesia...u ar some bladdy sick in the head...nth better else to do....born-to-burn-forest-noobs. U noe the bladdy haze how thick ?! F**K man...my throat like 24/7 dry, hav to carry water bottle around my hse (no joke), my eyes dry like...like meat ball and my NOSE omg my nose...either block like got stopper inside or its running like an open tap. IRRITATING!! I feel sick but i dun feel those kinda flu sick u noe wat i mean? damn it. Look at the amt of tissue i used...scary shit.

Anw..i hope it'll be gone soon. O AND I HEARD GOT NEW MALL?! at harbour front...I think its call Vivo City or something. I heard its like bigger than a stadium...like 300 shops in it?! WT @ #@ @%$^ $^ %&^&$ !?!? today is the grand opening...i so wanted to go n check it out... and cut/dye my hair too. But..my nose n throat just had to spoil it all.

Alright tats all for now. Take care everyone. :)

damn it...my guitar string burst...when it's just so near to tuesday and i'm soo busy with work DEN WAN TO BURST?! how am i gonna fix it so soon?! OMGGG!!! HOWWW U TELL MEEE!!!

T_T i can't skip another lesson..i will feel so kns.

AHHHH!!!!!!

yes it is a big thing...a very big thing.

helloo!!! how are ya'all doing? i'm ok...it's another weekend. $_$ hahah!! ok so anyway... i went alittle emo ytd. I took bus 28 back instead of 291...bcoz 291 always pack like sardines. Ya..and i miss my secondary sch too. Even though the colour now damn gay and alot of gd teachers left..but the place is <3. Teh best moments.

Ok so i alight at my sch side gate...i looked at the building...and i started to become super emo. As in REALLY super emo, can even tear kind. The memories were just flashing in my mind as if i was really going to sch ( sec sch of coz). I looked up at my classroom <3 i imagine Mr Chew with his stick teaching or nagging LOL! and everyone listen. Or Mr Leong...going " I AM SMARTER THAN U ALL OF U" lol. Oh i miss them sooooo damn bladdy much. When i was in there i nv tot i can feel warmth, until i left this place...i realise that i'll nv get to feel like this any more. Hahah i even remember silent reading..omg the PARADE SQAURE ( so long nv sae this ). I purposely walk slow juz to peep through the side gate alittle longer. I even tot abt our previous fierce but sensable principal Mr Yong.....our sick science teacher Mrs Lum....all the memories were so..sooo fresh. As if it was just ytd. How much we didn't like PE bcoz forever running 2 rounds around the sch...so we always pray that it would RAIN. Lol!! and i was in TAF club. LOL!!! ok those were the days...now i think everyone going to become NPC after they leave sec sch. NPC ( if u play game u should noe la)

O...and guess who i saw while i was walking along my sec sch? MY SEC SCH CLASSMATE?! Yes it's none other than this giant cum maths god cum ahgong called ozy. lol!! he was cycling. Lucky i didn't emo until so jia lat..or not so paiseh T_T. Ok so anyway..i'm gonna meet Mingoli and gang soon. Yeah!! ^^

Take care all !
and hav a great day.

Hello !! It's the weekends...and i'm so happy!!! Work was ok...nothing much happened. Except for this fellow officer. Officers are people who are incharge of creating account for company, cancel the ac or inform them that their bank dun hav enuff money blah blah. Basically just sit infront of the comp and using the phone the entire day.

Ok people like me are call the Front People....haha very funny..bcoz we sit at the front part of the office. XD tats y. So ya we do more of the erm...despatching (running to departments for aknowledgment and crap) and filing and typing of formss and alot of shit lah. Ok most officers don't talk to us...bcoz we are noobs. But actually they are noobs to us. XD HAHAHA u noe y right? bcoz they only noe how to use comp n pick up calls tats y. HAHAA ok sry jk. Anw...to tell u how i hate one officer to the bladdy core of all cores...even if i see ur NAME ON THE FILE i feel like burning it kind.

Karen (not officer) she just came back from maternity leave. So confirm abit fat right? Only normal ppl would be FAT after giving birth. One day Karen was wearing this very style dress...like Ali Ba Ba kind. I think it's damn neat. So I kept admiring. After that this officer Con (her name is constance) walked pass us. She saw Karen's dress and ask " WAT IS TAT u're wearing. Omg nowadays fashion so weird...and disgusting." OMG I JI TAO WAN TO SLAP HER FARK FACE! Seriously! Then i said " hmm..Karen i think it's nice. U've got a taste of fashion :)" Then right got another incident...Karen walk to the back part of the office where the other officers and the siao Con sit also to pass doc. THEN ALL THE OFFICERS SAE HER U NOE?! sae she FAT blah blah. I feel damn sry for her. I was in the credit room sorting out files. The more i hear the more i feel like taking those thick books to slap their faces.

Ya then Con walked pass us during lunch break..and said tat Karen fat. I mean enough aready or not?! u sick ppl aready sae so much b4 the break. So i said " Karen, i ask ur something i noe damn STUPID. But when someone just give birth right...straight away skinny one isit? LIKE STRAIGHT AWAY?! From weight 60 drop to 40 kind ?" den she (control not to luff) said " No la! siao...tat one not human" Then i look at Con, and she juz walk away. Tell u all a secret, Con is fatter than Karen ok. Don't know wth that freaking officer thinking.

Another incident. Bcoz people around my lvl the Front People, were having a small meeting with the head of the Front People. Stupid Con and another officer walked pass the room...and u guess wat tat freaking sick Con said? she said "how come this kinda people also can hav meeting?" *BURN* i wan to SLAP HER!! I was at my desk cutting some sticker stuff. I so wanna cut off her big tongue. Argh! wicked.

Ok enuff of the longgg story. Gonna go play game now...time to relax. ^^ C u folks some other time. Take care!

omg!!! GUESS WAT PPL! i know i should have blog about it yesterday. I've a job at UOB (yes the bank) doing some..erm office work like photocopying stuff, going to department to pass documents, FILING! Serious! LOL!! and yes today is my first day, and to tell u the truth. I feel so freaking bladdy hell tired, everywhere aching like so long nv exercise.

I did alot of mental and physical shit today man. Like.." Filing" sounds easy right? NOT! I tot filing would be like the EASIEST among all the above things i'm suppose to do. Like i said, not.=( It's the most boring and nonsense part of the job. U NOE THE FILES ARE FREAKING THICK OR NOT?! SI BEI THICK! like...most of them are as thick as ur dictionaries. So imagine...some of them so high up on the shelf...ok lah i noe i short..BUT IMAGINE! something way above ur height. U_U sad... I did that for nearly the whole day. Carry up..down...up...down. Like building up my muscle or something. After tat i hav to learn the departments by hard, to transfer document. Nicholas taught me tat...that joker. -_- and Karen very cute...the hot temper mother. LOL she really hot temper like crazy. But she's very nice to me, and patient. <3

Anw...everything in there...need pw. No joke..tight security shit, and i already forgot the pw to the main door =_=. Ok nvm abt tat. Just to tell u that..work isn't too bad actually. Theres motivation like MONEH!! $_$ ya so nvm...i will just do my best in everything. Lucky for people like Karen and Nicholas..or not the atmosphere so..cold and..still and..boring..and...Zzz. Dun even hav abit of music.. NTH! Not even to the min volume. I was so desperate to listen to music until whoever's hp ring (those truetone kind) i will suddenly brighten up alittle and start singing it in my mind.

Ya but over all it's gd...very erm...rewarding for me. ^^ moneh of coz!! ok erm...ya i should go n rest now. Before my arms drop. Take care all...gd night and enjoy ur holidays!

HUUUURRRAAAYYY!!!1!

ooooo the freedom. *breathes*

It's yet another semester break, and i cannot tell u how happy i am not doing anything. No, not being sacrastic, i was suppose to go out with friends after paper but i was really tired and lazy. I'm REALLY happy not doing anything. The past 5 nights of 6 - 4 hrs of slp (including break up sleep), improper meals cum snacks, massive volcanic mood swings, people talk to me = irritate me, wake up study, before slp study, after eat study...ARE ALL GONEE!!

Just got up from my beauty nap. For once i feel so at ease to sleep. I don't know y this semester i so stress. o_Oa anyway...it's over now. Time to partehhhhh!

GAMMMEEEEE!! to those i said i quit gaming...wake up pls. If u really think i quit gaming den u better go bang wall. Ok so now i'm so hungry...i need to go hunt food. I'll stop here for now. Take care all. :)

Have a nice day!

2 papers down...3 more to go. There isn't any paper tmr

BUT I MUST STUDY THE ENTIRE DAY!!

The work load is scary...help~~ *drowns*
I feel like it's taking forever to end..

o and i'll most likely be putting this


if u know wat i mean.

Yes i know pain...
yes i know very suffering..
yes i know...

hopefully i won't chicken out...i wan straight teeth. =D

alright..back to study now. Take care folks..all the best to those having exams.. i know it sark.
Just hang in there. It'll all be over soon..

EXAMS GOOD FOR STRESS!

get it?

-______________- I CANNOT STAND THIS!!!

STUDY WEEK!! Ok...emaths3 is totally killing me, inside out outside in ,wateva JUST KILLING ME! wth lah...this semester's subjects are like all retard or something...i just can't get them into my head!

Study study study....forget forget forget...wtf is this man! freakin' fed up with studying now. It's like feeding ur brain some useless information thats not gonna make u survive or something.
I HATE TO STUDY.

and.. now like 90% i don't see myself further studying... last time young will think " WAHH i wan to study until hav degree...den feed mummy daddy.." NOW I DONT WAN! I mean i will of coz contribute. But it comes to a point that it's damn unrealistic for me to further study.

lol! ok i know i'm scaring all of u. Suddenly exploding about wat i wan or DO NOT wan to do in the future. Just a thought i had while studying just now, not a really nice one. Ok so anyway..
I think i'm gonna DIE this exam..there's alot of stuff to remember. LOADs OF FORMULA and shit tats not gonna benefit my entire life.

I think i need to cut myself to stay awake...*looks at pen knife*

LOL!! i'm not tat sick... and i dun seek for attention too.

*turns pen knife into chopper*
muhahahaa....i van to kill people. >_O *thrilling*

....
i don't know wat am i thinking...
just leave..

LEAVEEE!!!! BE GONEE! GOOOO!!!!

9 more days to holiday.

really...i think this flu bug is freakin' nasty lah. FREAKIN! Like so many of my friends slowly falling ill.. and my freakin' cough haven't recover. I've been coughing like a mad chicken for dunnoe how many days and i have not have a proper SLP! SLP HALF WAY COUGH! du lan !

The number of times i cough is so hardcore, and nearly everyday it takes away half of my energy. By 2pm i already like half dead bcoz of coughing. AND PLS MY VOICE LIKE MAN NOW. So deep...so rough so ..so gay. LOL no lah i just hate it. Tmr i have presentation i dunnoe how am i gonna speak loudly. Teacher also won't be so kind to provide a mic for me or something, and my cds team mates also cmi. Ji tao u survive on ur own kind. >_> Anyway i really hope i can recover soon. I don't wan to cough my life away...it's getting annoying

i should bomb myself with massive cough drops....

and die
LOL

alright...take care all. U guys should just wear a mask to protect urself or something...

I think the lyrics to this song is so nice n sweet...as always Carrie Underwood is a sweetie..:)
Just wanna share this lyrics with all of you. Enjoy !

Title: Don't Forget To Remember Me
By : Carrie Underwood

18 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they just drug on
We were loading up that Chevy
Both tryin' not to cry
Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said
Baby don't forget

Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a bible
If you ever loose your way
Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
and those bills there on the counter
Remind me
I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday
I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright
Before we hung up I said
Hey momma, don't forget to tell my baby sister
I'll see her in the fall
And tell mee-mal that
I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but Lord I feel so small some times in this big ol' place
I know there are more important things, but
Don't forget to remember me
Don't forget to remember me

hi...i've just came back from the doc..after being sick for 2 days.

ok first this morning i felt like shit, my body ache like siao. But still i dragged myself out of bed to attend lects. Wah den my left eye like !@#!%! ! seriously! i feel like digging it out. From 10am - now it keeps producing this yellowish slimmy thingy from the corner of my eye, and i had to use 1 and a half packet of tissue to clean it for the entire day. Ya and my throat feels like i'm cutting my throat whenever i swallow my sailva, and my nose block like a stopper is put into my nose.

this sark man..

so ya i went to doc and he said the flu has infected my eye...and it would also infect the right side. O_O I mean how can flu kena the eyes also right? when he told me tat i gave him the wtf look like i dun understand wth he is talking. But it's ok u noe y...i've got MC. Tats the most important...MCCC!!! YEAHHH!!

ok i sound sick..mentally and physically. XD

Alright...i think i should rest now..Take care all.

thank u everyone...i'm better already.. :)

i guess i'll take this as a life lesson or something. Anyway i've been really tired these few days. Have been busy with projects and of coz...TRYING to enjoy too. I really don't know what else to blog about when my life ain't tat happening. I'm always at home doing the stupid projects...so ya nth really happened.

o...and i'm sick. Stupid flu! I think it's the flu season. >_> damn it.

i'm going to hav my guitar lessons now..take care everyone..study hard!!

i'm not here to please anyone...
if u find it difficult to even trust me...den it's ok..
i've said wat i wanted to say.
i really wonder what i did to make u not trust me..

always...arguments after arguments...no one stood by me..
i'm tired of fighting this by myself again.
i really am...
sometimes i dun even noe wat i have become.
i don't know whether i am normal anymore.

Lord u said, love one another..
i find it's almost impossible.
guide me...
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Anyway..Happy Birthday Yan Leng
...sorry my blog date abit kuku..XD

go n watch The Lake House !! nice! ^^

to me at least.. heh