HELLO!!
I'm freakin' BROKE now!!
give me all ur money *roar*

can't wait for tmr....guitar lessons...so excited yet nervious.
Sometimes i find tat i am a really confusing person..haha. Oh and i have a project to hand in by wednesday and i am not doing anything abt it. So plain lazy...it's about helping out with some organisation in the community. Like voluntary...yes. >_> Common..look at me. Seriously do u think i would just go n help out for a project?! No right...and imagine the entire engineering course ppl suddenly doing voluntary just BCOZ of this APEL project? Like suddenly act kind. So heartless. I pity the ppl in the homes, i bet they were thinking "why the hell youngsters so nice to us these days? they wanna kill US AND TAKE MONEH FROM US! O_O!" I noe..no sincerity. How i wish i can write a letter to him...my careperson, person incharge of the project.

Mr Tham,

I would like to inform you that your lady fair here does not agree with this project given. You cannot call it voluntary if I insist of just staying at home and game. However, I would gladly write a report about this game I played during the term break. It has given me an inspiration of how wonderful it is to introduce games in school rather than new methods to solve mathematics.
Instead of pretending to be kind to the unfortunate, I ,Ng Lin Xuan Lynnette would like to hold a powerpoint presentation on How To Game Healthily. If those who are still seriously interested in voluntary, please call my cell phone as i am holding an organisation called Sister Amelia nunnery. It's only for females, incase u didn't realise it's nunnery meaning for nuns cum females only (i noe u happy cher). Ahem so (as u can see it's getting unformal alr) as for guys, pls get lost, stop acting kind bcoz we all noe that u guys ain't kind at all. :)
I would like to thank you very much for spending your precious time reading this. It really means alot to me, and i know it is to you too. Thank you!

P.S Pls do not come too close to us girls wheneva u wan to speak to us. It's really annoying.

Yours Sincerely,
Lynnette Amelia.

hahaha ok i'm really lame here i noe...super cock letter. Anyway i'm was just bored and i was jk too. I should go and slp now. Gd Night and sweet dreams to all my lovely friends. Muack!

Ok...thanks for all of ur concern. :) i'm ok..i think. Or much better alr.. Hahah ok so anyway i've got an exciting news to tell all of u lovely cute pretty and nice people.

I've already registered guitar lessons!!! YEAHHH!! Ya it's very near my place, tmart...Cristofori Music School. I hope it's gd man. My first lesson starts on Tuesday. Can't wait...can't wait to use my baby (guitar). As i was saeing...i wan to keep myself busy...and this busy is gd. I get to learn new stuff, and do wat i really like. Better than going to SCHOOL! sch sark...and it's gonna start soon. Oh and did i tell u it's 1 to 1...just the teacher and me. I feel so paiseh..imagine if my hands place in a retarded position and he "NOO not like tat!! y u so stiff?!" omg....ok enuff, i'm suppose to look forward to it.

Anyway I just saw this video, George send it to me..it's abt this little girl being bullied by 4 or 5 other girls. THE GIRL REALLY VERY SMALL SIZE!! she is like 13 years old or something...and the 5 or 4 over grown bitches are like around my age. Really bitch to the max...i cannot believe tat there are girls tat are SO FREE/dumb/bohliao/retard to do such a thing. Whack her, strip her...and sae she no pubic hair. Wtf right...they some fucking noob or wat. 13 years old u suddenly grow ur pubic hair like tmd alot isit? seriously...I think they eat shit grow up. Then got 1 girl...i think she caught my attention the most. A quite big size girl in black. I shall call her black pussy.. She kept on kicking the poor little girl's head!! Black pussy i hope she get caught...>=( u should hav seen the way they whack her...so...i dunnoe so how to sae.

Ok so if u happen to know any of the bullies. Please..dun mind slap their freaking face, such a disgrace to us girls. We girls dun whack...we use some other more evil methods. Whacking is for noobs. Lol!! ok tat's not the point. Poor girl. =(

Alright..i've got nth else to post. Just wanna tell u that TMR i'll be going back to sch, and erm...tmr is the beginning of war i have lots of projects and alot of things in my mind that i hav to fight (mental torture). Thats abt it...take care and gd bye!

Hahah just wanted to share something with all of u...hope u like it.

SO FARNEH!!

oh ya btw...if u wanna watch it pls stop the media player under music. :)

It's alittle blur..



HAHAH just dun end up talking like her will do...
Btw her name in this show is called Miss Swan.
Enjoy!

now this man he look like a man...o_o

Hey!! I'm getting to love Britney Spears songs so much now... esp her old songs. <3

Ok i've been at home for 2 days now. Really relaxing...not bored at all. Coz i'm not in a really gd mood these days... don't know wats wrong with me.

Anyway i had fun with the my polymates on monday..we went escape theme park, and we scream like crazy ppl. Lol but it was fun. :)

Seems like my mood to blog is like shit now. I feel totally wrong these days, and i think my mum can sense it. I'm so afraid she would ask me "wat happen?" ...so everytime i see her i will either go to my room slp or just pretend to be happy for awhile den watch tv or something...

totally fuckd up..i dunnoe how am i gonna ta han till sch reopen. I hate to pretend, i hate to hide..i hate to bluff myself tat everything is ok, i hate to think tat i can take this it's nth. It sark. I need distractions... i need to make myself so busy tat i dun even hav time to think abt anything, but still i wan to release it.. WTF U WAN LYNNETTE!?

tmr i would be going out with my mum, godma and my god sis. I dunnoe how to behave... i dunnoe wat to sae. I dun hav the mood to talk much...all i wan to do is stare into space.

ok..i think tats enuff...i shall go off now. take care ppl. Hav a nice day. btw i'm gonna learn guitar soon. :) at least something to look forward to.

hello ppl!! i'm so bored....But at the same time I'm so happy that i'm going out like nearly everyday of my holidays. <3 Enjoying myself after 5 mental torturing days... i deserve it! Hmm... i dunnoe wat to blog now..just feeling so bored. Can't wait for time to pass quickly. Fasta FASTA!! i'll be going out at 6. Because it's...

HAPPY B'DAE JANICE!!
Yea... may all ur wishes and dreams come true. :)

Ok..i smell pineapple rice..i'm so hungry. Neighbours cook nice food...how i wish i can just steal some or something. I'm talking shit here i noe. LOL! Come to think of it i have assignments to do, but i'm so lazyyy~

FASTTTEERR! hmm so should i play sims or watch tv...
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ok..sims. <3
Tata

YAYY!!! TERM BREAK!!
So happy i tell u. But today was the most stressful day i eva had. 2 papers in a day. Anyway i'm just so happy now. I can watch tv and all without thinking how should i study and whether i can finish studying. MUAHAH! ok so anyway..it's been like 5 days of mental torture. Hopefully it's all worth it.

Tmr maybe i'll be going to trim my hair..so untidy. Hmm...den i dunnoe...come home play game? =x or go shopping. HEH and sunday i'll be hanging out with my church friends. Finally!! it's like either i'm free and they are not or i'm busy and they are free. YEAHH! ya and they bully me...all older than me den can bully =(

Theresa: Hey we should hang out soon...
Me: yea!
Eunice: Ya...but who's gonna organise.
Nicole: who else..
Eunice: haha ya...the odd one out.
Me: -slides away-
THEM: the youngest one pls organise!!
Me: -Zzzz-

Ya so naughty right. Not like me, so nice. Next week i'll be seeing mingoli and gang!! SO EXCITED! Sorry Mingoli didn't go n visit u during ur attachment i noe u ar a bored and everything, but attachment wasn't meant to be fun. :P Anyway will see u soon girl and yes i miss all of u. I should go n watch tv now. take care all. tata

it's all a dream..it won't last...but yet i hold on. So dumb.

I HATE TO STUDY!!

heh... ok. Nuff said. I should just head back to the books.
5 days of mental torture..it will soon be over lynnette...soon. ~_~

New song enjoy :) no reason y i am putting this. Just tot it's nice and want to share it with all of u.

Title: Who Knew By: Pink

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me
you'd be around
ah huh that's right

I took your words
And I believed
In everything you said to me
yeah huh that's right

CHORUS 1
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Coz they're all wrong
I know better
Coz you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
oh no no no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

CHORUS 2
When someone said count your blessings now
Fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who Knew

Yeah yeah

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

CHORUS 3
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Coz they're all wrong and
That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep

My darlin' who knew
My darlin' my darlin' who knew
My darlin' I miss you
My darlin' who knew

Who knew

hate being sick at this time...>_> argh.

this is no gdddd!! i'm gonna fall sick on term test again!!!! CANNOOOTT!! I think there is this freakin' flu bug everywhere. It's like so many ppl in the lecture hall sick la. It's everywhere!!

*sigh*

Anyway i'm super bored now. I'm waiting for erm..a couple of church members coming to my place today. Don't know for wat either. They sae some after baptism they would wan to speak to the family members or wateva. I was planning to take a nap or something. So scared i will fall sick so i wan to rest as much as i can. But must wait la..u noe when i slp it's difficult to wake up. Don't wan them to smell bad breath also. Ahem so...ya next week i would be going on a war for a roughly 5 days. :) Ok no i'm joking. I would be having my TERM TEST next week! wth right so fast. As usual haven really prepare yet.

Oh and i've got a new phone ytd. HEH! super cool! It's V3i. Not like the BEST phone lah. But at least it doesn't hang as much as the past 2 hps i had. Esp the previous one. Keeps hanging like nobody's business...and did i tell u. I'm not a mountain tortise anymore! i went to MOS erm..2 nights ago? ya. It was cool. Though the event spoiled everything...ya but the place and music was cool. :) but i'm not going tat often also, no..i can't really go that often (tats more like it). I went with my godma and my godsis. My godma drove us there and fetch us back. So sweet..<3

Ya kinda happening..(finally) and i'm a happy girl. Yes i'm so happyy i'm so gladdd that i foundd u..i wan to thank u and thank u means merci. LOL ok tats dumb.

Thats about all that happened..Anything can call me *flashes V3i*
I love this phone coz it flips..and it flops and it flip flop.

Today i had 1 of the most boring lecture in my entire life. The teacher was talking for like 10mins and my mind was as usual already wandering. Ya so i was thinking " omg...y sch so sian sia! wat am i doing here...sch is like a ________." so i decided to feel in the blank...and i decided to describe school as, concentration camps. But this camp damn saddist, is like mental torture kind. =< and all of a sudden...i saw a RAY OF LIGHT!! just to realise that i was in lala land aready. Erm...sry tat was stupid.

ok...today i had emaths quiz. Hopefully i can pass. I don't expect much too. Coz i'm kinda SICK of maths now. Hmm..anyway yesterday i had MCT lab...the 4hrs-crap-shit lab. The teacher also damn crap, cannot dig. She just loves finding fault on me. SO IRRITATING !!

Me: Erm..teacher to do the research u wan me to find like programming kind or define it? Teacher: Just find the programming..(attitude)
Me: oh..ok thanks.
Teacher: anyway ur hair colour very bright...by term test u better dye it back.

WTH right?!Every week got new pattern come out from her. >_> only this time i was kinda piss. I was thinking, last time my whole head purple no one sae. This kind just highlights...kena by this fellow. It's so difficult to please teachers sometimes, coz they have this very sick way of treating their students. I rather if they have nth to sae just shut up. *ahem* ya

Today i did something very...dumb. I don't know whether i was too tired or something. I fell at the same spot as last semester, the "bridge" part. I was just walking up lazily again and...i trip on the stairs (so paiseh) , and damn my knee cap is giving me problem. It's ok..have been giving me problem for quite sometime already anyway haha. So hmm...nothing much happen aready...i think.

Yah..been studying for quizes the past 3 days...SO FUN i tell u. ya right.

i have always dream of this...i'll admit that there was something i missed..wonderin' if this is for real.. - My Destiny by Katharine McPhee

If it's Your will.
I may not understand...but i'll still listen..
For U know wats best for me.

thank u..

yoo!! Tagboard becoming more..erm active or something. LOL!! FLOOD IT PLS!! ahem.

So i went shopping yesterday, didn't buy as many things as i expected. But it was still fun though. :) I went with miao and eleanor ytd to far east and bugis v. Ming lee bluff me >=(..haha ok jk ming, next time den we go shopping k. But u made me cried like one kind ytd...i even sat on the floor and cry so damn loud. Made miao and eleanor paiseh. =x LOL jkjk. I'm so crazy. Miao, Eleanor and I bought the same pants!! <3>_>.

Alright gtg now.

cya!

Hellow people! I'm so freakin' bored cum worried. I was playing RO this afternoon, while lvling i have this uneasy feeling abt my sch work, and i start thinking about how i totally dunnoe a damn shit about maths. T_T seriously for the first time i'm beginning to hate maths. The only subject that motivates me to study is now making me dread openning the book to practise.

AHHH!! and alot of other subjects also lah. I have yet another programming subject, something like java >_>. WHEN WILL THEY STOP?! ok so anyway... even with the uneasy feeling i continued playing hah!

Ok enough about sch work...i'm looking forward to next week. :) SHOPPING!! *rawr* yea i need it alot, and i have been staying home for every weekends since sch started. The worse part is tat there won't be any more public holidays. Nothing to look forward to, no long weekends..nothing.

But no worries. There is 1 thing i will be looking forward to...and tat is church. The only place that keeps me moving. It's like a place to recharge u for the week...yea something like tat. ^^ I so love going to church now, dunnoe y last time i find it boring, i was so stupid.

Oh...and i'm considering taking up guitar lessons. I will have to check and price and everything..and hopefully it won't affect my studies. As u noe..I nv really pay attention in sch..all i do is dreammm~~ dream dream dream...dreammm~~ *sings* ahem ya...dun ask me wat i am dreaming or who or why. I don't know myself, it's like my brain refuses to accept wateva the teacher is teaching. XD ok..i'm crapping already. I noe u wan me out..i will go den. Gd bye.. :)

happy mama's day.

Hi again. I'm here ..this time i'm home. (of coz i'm home it's 1035pm now!) ok...i just needed to post this coz it seem so.. did a not-lynnette-cum-amelia thing to do. I just did something...

I JUST HELP A KID!!

eh...yes it's a big deal. Because i totally dislike children/kids/babies, even though i was 1 before. Ok so anyway... omg i can't believe it. Ok this is wat happened. After having dinner with my mum at downstair's food court. We decided to walk to 7-eleven to buy ice cream. While hopping happily to 7-eleven...ok sry. While WALKING to 7-eleven. We saw this little girl crying. Usually i would just heck care lah...i mean they cry loudly and scream at anything. Even umbrellas..eh ahem. My mum didn't really notice too...BUT THIS TIME! for the FIRST time i notice this little child crying softly at the side. I asked my mum "omg y she crying?" den my mum "dunnoe.." and we continue to walk. But i've got this weeling (feeling) that she was in trouble...the aura was sooo strong den i can feel it tickling in my tiny nose. So i turned back to check how she was, and there she was crying and saeing " mammy!! mammy!!" so i said " eh mummy the girl...i think she's lost" So ya we walk to her and grab her and ran as fast as we could. LOL! ok kidding i dunnoe wazzup with me tonight.

Ok so we followed her everywhere... and my mum told me to HOLD HER HAND. I was like " huh? ya kidding...wait she scratch me how?!" LOL! super lame...but difficult to sae lah huh. Nowadays kids damn saddist. So i just stick out my hand and to my surprise she held it. <3 SO CUTEEE!! lol i love kids who love me. Who wouldn't? ya and we walk round n round n round Tmart looking for someone tat will come running towards her.

Sudddenly we saw this lady in brown came running to her...<3 and she was so cute!! I meant the child... she keep "mammyy!! mammyyy!!" oh man i love tat kid. I will always remember her and how she made me love kids now. :)

Ok i shall give her a nick name...CG = Cute Girl. ^^

tats all for now... take care and good night. Good night to u CG, thanks.

Hellow people!! it's been more than a week since i last update...getting dusty huh? *cough*
Ok so anyway..i'm here now with nothing nice to post. LOL I'm in the sch library having my freakin ' 3 hr long break. I dun understand y must give us such long breaks. Not sae the sch damn fun.

So ok... it's gonna be another long weekend. Friday is Vesak day..WEEE!! means no school. :) and next week i'm going shopping with the girls!! i'm craving for shopping these days...weird.

Ok anyway it's 3.02pm now and i'm suppose to meet my psyco. group members for project discussion...it's like so early to discuss lah. -_- I'm so tired. I haven been sleeping well since dunnoe when. Having break up slps...i can't eat well. The eating well part totally annoying. It's like suddenly u ar very hungry and after that when u eat 1-4 mouth spoon of rice..u ar super full. =( I think i'm dying...haha. And the sleeping part is worse...nearly every hr wake up, do wat i also dunnoe.

YEA!! i'm 10 mins late to meeting my team mates...so i'll just stop here. Catch ya all later. Take care

*the library's keyboard is so sooofffttt~*

just a short post....that i am listening to the song Iris. It's been ages since i last heard. Go get it ( i dunnoe how? JUST GET IT!) by Goo Goo Dolls. I'll forever love this song...it rox. If u listen to it u rock too..LOL ok lame. Just listen it's really nice. :) i should be going to bed now. Take care and gd night.

tmr there will be sch ...which means...u all noe the motto. Come on sae it after me

SCHOOL..


SARKS...


yes thank u very much ladies and gentleman (if there are any) =x byebye!

okok...after baptism..it has changed me quite alot. BUT! one thing that didn't CHANGE me is ME LIKING SCH! tat can never eva mama eva happen. I so freakin' hate sch lah. It's like i go for lects and tutorials half the time i dunnoe wth the teacher is talking. It's like i'm from Mars.
They are using all those number-kind-of-words to describ some electronic stuff...i mean u can describ in a simple way lah we not those very high-tech students tat noe wat the shit u are talking abt. They come out like " oh ok ppl this is the 12P45Ck (dunnoe wat lah) , but dun worry it won't be tested" WAH PIANG it's like giving my brain some false alarm shit, and it's not only once lor! Can't they just sae " oh this is use for transfering data from 1 electrical appl to another." I mean pls lah who the hell will go n try to remember an electrical appl by it's numbers or wateva name.

Ok and who the hell would give 4 HOURS OF LAB?! i tot 3 was the max! but no...it's 4hrs! 4 freakin' long hours of programming kinda stuff. Engineering!! make me burn some stuff or something dun let me do programming! Ok this post is so nonsense...it's 1130pm now. During the holidays this time would be like evening to me. But now it's freakin' late for sch days.

*looks back at holidays entry*

I so miss holidays...seriously i do. *sigh* I miss waking up at 12pm....gaming....watching tv....and if i'm tired i can just jump on my bed and slp. BUT NOW IT'S DIFF!

Oh man i cannot adapt to this...
But i hav to...

i'm going to bed now...take care everyone, and pls remember... school sark.

if u dun understand wat i am posting..pls forgiving..like forgiving a half drunken lady talking. NOT i'm not drunk. I'm tired! gd night

1 more day to school. AHHH!! damn sian! I've gotten my timetable already. Erm...ok lah. Kinda hate the long breaks. Esp Wednesday! I have like 3 hrs of break den to my CDs. T_T Oh anyway my CDs is psycology. I wanted music!! but i dunnoe y i didn't go in lah. So it's ok, try something new. I dunnoe what else to blog now...i'm so bored.

I so dread to go to school!! Nearly everything i'm taking is new..except for maths. ^^ A new beginning...so i must have new stuff. Like...
1) A haircut
2) Coloured contacts
3) Belt
4) Is possible a bag <3
5) Shoes!! i've been saeing i wan to get a new pair of shoes since last semester!
6) Most importantly...i wanna dye my hair. :)
7) my make up, apparently i hav not restored ALL of make up... so ya hav to go hunting again.

I've been enjoying my holidays so much that i'm afraid i would not noe how to find my classes. Seriously, i was just thinking about it this morning. Plus my memory is damn short nowadays. Like u reach a certain age ur brain starts rejecting information. ( sound so old )

Alright tats all for now... i'm gonna just... sit on my bed and start day dreaming abt how wonderful my holiday hav been, and how miserable i will feel in school. T_T take care and good night!

^_^ i've been baptise! and i feel so nice!! *smells herself* and i smell nice too. Thats because the priest have put some special oil on me after i came out of the pool of water. ^_^ Seriously i dunnoe how to explain to u how it felt. It felt amazing...it's like i didn't expect just tat pool of water to change me in afew mins. The hatred/anger tat was in me, like it was taken away or something. I really feel nice... i nv felt this way before. Plus i'm not those emo kind...or those very into this kinda thing. It REALLY made my day. :)

Happy Easter everyone. God bless... :)


i love this holiday...<3

Today is the day...the most important day of my entire life! I will be baptise!! ^^ in like around 7hrs and 30 mins time. I'm sooo excited! YeaH!! :D