Today i've learn alot....=) I've learnt tat, people are weird lah huh. K that doesn't make sense. It doesn't matter anyway...lol. I've learn that the more u care the more u will end up getting hurt.
I not only learn it from my friends, but also from my love ones. I feel for u, i really do.

I've learn that caring for someone a friend or wateva...isn't really easy or even the right thing to do. I don't expect anything from you back. I juz wan u to appreciate me. To appreciate wat i am doing. Now u all might be thinking HUH?! wth is this girl talking. Anyway u dont need to noe. Coz i juz feel like blogging. =)
Ok...but when u care for the other party...the other party will think...OH! u caRing sia! so i take advantage of u caring. " Hey this girl like don't mind us taking advantage of her leh" "nvm lah can take advantage more lah" or " wah she like gong gong one leh dunnoe kena taken advantge" yaya wateva lah u piece of shit. _/_ Look man...if u think i'm some stupid blind ass. Let me tell u asses.... U are juz some plain fuckd up shite tat is juz messing with the wrong person. If u think i will juz bite n swollow ur words hard...let me tell u again u better think twice b4 wat u do/ sae next time. Not that i will whack u lah..chill i won't even bother doing that. I will make my words pierce thru ur bladdy fucking heart. Oh wait...do u even hav a heart? =) People care den can take advantage lah? Ohh~~ tats wat i need to learn now.....to be hard huh? ok np. I can juz not bother anymore. Coz bothering seem to me just a WASTE of my time. Y should i even bother wasting time on such a fuckd up person like u? PLS MAN wake up that ideal of urs...I'm not a person tat needs ur fuckd up attention. U wan to play advantage-taking right? i dont mind ah.. serious. I can juz continue entertaining u with my fuckd up face. Pretending not to noe anything...pretending not the feel anything. U song right? Like WAH LAU STUPID SIA THIS GIRL. Serious lah the stupid one is u...is either u nv see how ppl behave or learn how ppl think b4. Coz u ar totally a navie piece of shit. Soft hearted as i might be..juz test my patiences u moron.

Oh ya...to that person. If u hav the fucking guts. Tell it to my face. Come...and i shall be the gong girl tat u noe. Orh...it should be the gong girl tat u KNEW. =)

I wan!! Stylo hor.


I KNOW!

hellow amingos! Just came back from school. After this i will be heading back to the very annoying TCS( technical communication skills) project due TMR!!! sian~ Today i had lab test...teacher kept helping me..haha jia lat. Tmr will be Dfund i better pass or else i'm dead meat. Coz the previous lab test i scored 1/30 i think LOL bad right.

Anyway the past few days i was sick....took MC on Tuesday. But i didn't slack ok! I also did part of the TCS project..or more of like thinking how to do. Most of the time i fell asleep lah. Can't be help, the medicine was making me drowsy. x_x Ok enough abt me falling ill...

Oh ya.. Today in the bus, on my way home. Then i sat at the side lah... After tat this very irritating guy, think his balls too big or wat lor. Serious! He so skinny must open the bladdy leg so big. At first nvm...like juz nice lah hav enuff space. Then he trying to be funny or wat keep opening bigger n bigger. Damn bladdy retard. Then he keep looking at me with those !@#@!! face. He open his legs so wide until keep hitting mine lor. So i juz moved in some more lah...idiot give him face still like tat. Then he keep hitting my freaking knees ! i damn bladdy fed up.. i diao at him. =x LOL! i dont give a damn wat he thinks lah i juz diao at him. He juz smile at me...-_-" BWG! After not long i was so damn bladdy pissed i use my knees to push his away. He damn daring, so many ppl on the bus still dare to keep opening so big. Then got this Pasir Ris sec sch guy ah...he saw me like very uncomfortable i think. He sae the man sia!! LOL! i got a shock when the boy suddenly raise his voice. Like " OiE! Ur lampa very big ah? open ur legs until so wide!" LOL!!! I sat there looking at him like tio stun..I was also afraid that this mad man would go n whack him or something lah. Thank God nv... Lol Props to that guy !

=( i shall head back to my project now....so sian. Tmr is the last day of the semester. I will miss my classmates lots...I sure did enjoy my time with T04. U guys rox! Hope can go out with u guys more often.Damn, y am i saeing like the world is going to end or something. LoL k enuff of those emo stuff...take care everyone. All the best for ur exams!!

Hellow everyone!! Juz had my bath. Today I had an awsome day with my coursin Hilda. We went shopping!! I bought my jeans and punk belt...so satisfied. After that we head to Far East. Went to search for this pants my coursin wanted. Its called Bubble pants...kinda cute ah, and she manage to get a top too. =) I also manage to get a top too...its Happy Tree Friend's. Yea i noe very gina...but its nice okay. Btw its purple!! Hilda reminded me that i hav alot of black Ts...so ya gotten the purple one lor. I treated Hilda Ice creamo, the 94% fat free dunnoe wat isit call lah..it looks like those sticky kind. Yummeh~

Ok after that we went back to Hilda's house. Had dinner with her family and of coz my mum. Its an every week thing as u can see. =)

Oh ya..something really paiseh happened today. On Hilda and me...yes damn paiseh!!! U will noe y i am so afraid of curtain fitting rooms aready. I was trying my top lah.. den i juz shouted to Hilda " wah lau! not nice lor!" den when i was taking it off...my dear coursin juz open the curtain!! LOL!! wah DAMN PAISEH LOR! OMG! lucky she drew back the curtain fast... dont think anyone saw lah hor... =
Hilda also kena...but this time it was a little boy lah. She was in the room trying out her bubble pants..den when taking it off the little boy drew the curtain den i quickly help her close..LOL! OMG SHE ALSO DAMN PAISEH!!

loL anyway tats abt all lah...manage to get wat i want. I feel like buying shoes..xD nvm i shall save money...c ya all next time byebye!!

Helloooowww everyone!! Sorry, have not been blogging for quite sometime. Guess who's in the house yo?!?!! Yeeeee !! She is kinda high now, wearing the bdae hat she bought for me. loL! Ok.. the excuse for not blogging these few days its because, I have been busy with projects and quiz and soon exams!!! AHH!!! very fast leh bth.

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Really nothing to blog leh...hmmm today went to do INT project, with Yee, Janice, Ben, Sebast and Wilson (Big Bully). He was really a big bully today!! He actually carried me to the water fountain and wanted to left me there!! Damn it man! He is freaking strong! He juz lift me up like i'm the leaf and he is the wind. LOL! Okay...now that my quiz are all cleared...i can slp early!! :)

My face is so red now. Been standing under the sun for dunnoe how long. Muhahha but i like tan so its okay~ Hmmm..... ok tats all for now xD LOL! will update u all soon....c ya!

woohoo!! changed my blog skin again... not because i was sick of the other one. But because of the sickening tag board!! So irritating ah i cannot fix it...i must keep refreshing after i type out a message. So i decided to change to a new one instead. =)

Ok i'm gonna put up a old song...or i would TRY to upload a MTV by Kiss. Its nice!

Will be going to Hilda's hse later at around evening. Hope tonight i can hav western food with my mum. Muhaha!! Ok lah thats all, i have projects tat is going to be due and i hav exams coming on its way. Hate examss..=
Byee byeee!!

Hey!! Gerald gave me this link for this eh...cute game. lol ya quite cute lah i find...juz keep whacking those aliens. =) Anyway i would like to share it with u guys..have fun!!!


TONTIE (thats the title of the game)


http://www.eyezmaze.com/tontie/v1/

yOyo!!! Thanks everyone for ur wishes, ur presents and for those who came to my bdae party. Thank u all so very much. I know some that went was sian lah...haha sry =( But still wan to thank u for taking up time to come. =) Okay...now i have changed my profile age to 18 !! 18 lEH!! aisehhhhhh~~ muhaha. K i love the presents alot..i really do. Even the chocolate too Edmund. Hahaa Sry ah i tear the wrapper abit..erm rough.

I love the tops, the wristband, the game cards, anime dvd, earrings, necklace, photo frame alot ppl. Thank u so much. Thank u Jody Jo Jo and Lionel for helping out on my bdae, and for spending so much money on me. Thank u 2 very much too. =)

I was smashed by cake!! who started it? JODY JOJO! i didn't quite believe she did tat lor! serious!! HAHA i see her with the cake i like stun man! lol den ya stupidly mistaken the gents for the ladies. I dunnoe y man. Coz inside look like the same lah. LoL! and i went in TWICE OK. I won't noe if Linda didn't tell me LOL she was like luffing her heads off...and Ah wei too he was walking into the gents den he laughed really hard. =x Paiseh !!! k den nvm after i came out of the toilet another lot of cakes came flying to me. lOL!! den my bro had to juz pour BEER on me sia! smelly! Really combo sabo lah...den Ah Wei and gang decided to push me into the pool...yes the pool...lol and i swam with slippers on. Cool huh.

Went to the chalet and the girls started whacking me like mad! loL! x_x Thanks girls!! sry ah cannot be like last time share secrets in my room. Ya Ben the camera man took quite alot of pictures of me kena sabo-ed ( nice english). Shall upload them if eh.. i hav the cam with me and if the file is able to open in the comp.

I'm really tired now...will be sleeping early tonite. =)

Thats all for now. Thanks everyone again...good night n take care.

To Janice:
P.S i will be a NUN!
=x

LOL

Hellow everyone!! Got back my term test results...all are fine. Henngg~~ But i'm so gonna fail today's lab test. Lol! the LED just wouldn't light up! T_T I think will sure 0..but by right its suppose to be a negative mark. =x Yea negative coz the teacher help me well not exactly sae help lah. She juz came over to my desk for 3 times...1st 2 time is check Circuit and den check IC. Anyway its over aready, just hope for the best! when i noe there wouldn't be any best...=
K.. this week ehhhh....nth much happen lor. Go school..get back papers.....day dream. Ya same routine. I'm freaking bored and tired now. Zzzz~ I can't even spell properly man...when i wanted to spell check i spell it as CHICK. CHICK leh! omg.. k nvm...den i wan to spell papers i spell as PEPPER! -_-" den Bored...to BOARD! wah lau...

Anyway i need to blog this, coz i think it is a freaking nice gift from my bro. =) Heh heh! Guess wat? He and jody jojo bought for me a.....*drums* IPOD MINI!! ahhh!!! Actually it was meant to be a surprise. But my mum told me lah. Hahaa.
Bro called mum : Hellow, mummy ah u noe Lynn like which colour ipod? i noe she like silver but no more aready only have blue n green


mum: Hmm...i think she would like blue more.


Bro : ok!
After tat my mum called me to ask me LOL!
Mum: Hellow ger ah? Lionel ask which colour ipod u wan?


Me: HUH?! u noe wat u talking or not?


Mum: ya lah! anyway call him back and tell him which colour u wan
Ok at that moment i was so freaking happen tat i started to day dream for like...30mins lor. I cannot believe it!!
den i called pretending not to noe anything =D But ya...my bro said " huh? i nv tell u to call wat" -_-" HaAH!
Anyway wanan thank my bro and Jody jo jo for the present. Thanks!!!

K lah..nth much happen aready i guess. =) thats all for now. Take care everyone!! BYEEE

yeahh~~ coz ur kisses lift me up higher~!! Lol sry i'm singing , its an old song from my oldddd burn cd. Hahaa. Ok i've been rather...ehh not busy, but occupied with things this term break =). It all begins on Wednesday.

I acompanied Yee to get for her bro's friend a bdae present....got in like 30 mins lor. LoL! damn fast. Coz girl's gifts are always easy to get. Its true!! to me la tat is hahaa.. After that Yee wanted to play bball...so went all the way to my block there. Went up to my hse but not in...maybe its bcoz of Vicky hahaa! Then i brought the ball out..went down n played with her. O_O I actually played leh!! I haven not played it since like sec2 lor. loL! Anyway i sark la...so we played until Ben came down. Then we play play playyyy den Yee had to go back coz she stay like the other side of Singapore =x and took a cab back. Lol! and of coz i went home.to bath n hav dinner.. hahaa

Thursdaayyy!! 11 ppl from our class went to Sentosa! We had a blust! Well the sun was eh alright laa...But dunnoe y didn't get tat tan. o_Oa Hahaa i was dragged into the waterr!! loL! the first victim was Angela. She was juz standing there soaking her feets in the cool water den Sebast the evil guy juz pulled her in LOL! The next one was Hakila... and...the next one was...ahem me. -_-" But i manage to escape like 2 times. Then suddenly 2 guys!! Sebast and Faz came running towards me and grab me like somee..well they describe me as chicken. LOL! wah den they DRAGGGGG me to the water hAHaha the next one was Mei Zhen then Yee lol! ke lian..Ben, Joe n Janice didn't get wet coz nv bring extra clothes lah.. lol k We sun tan, we ate chips as lunch, we made sand ball. Sry Faz tat i took it and whack ur face loL!! i didn't mean it coz it was my reflex la...u were going to catch me!! =x After that all went to take a bath...and headed to PS to catch a movie! It was an awsome day =D

Friday, i met Linda. While meeting her saw Angela..lol she was on the way meeting Siti to do project. Poor girl, her skin is hurtting her bad. Ya and while again meeting Linda, I met Selina!! lol yea Selina! She was gonna meet her bf and her bf's bro to go JB. So i talked to Selina, i can talk to her abt anything la. Hahaa! Then here comes the queen Linda! So we headed off first to town.. Went to Zara i sense an uber strong feeling when i enter the shop of expensive-ness. LoL! Nope i wasn't there to buy anything! Linda went theere to get for her bf a top..sweet. Then we walk to Far East went to see her colleage, den she bring me for lunch. We ate n ate n ate. She treat me eat cheese cake and fish n chip..=) thanks girl!

K now its Saturday...and i will be going out with my coursin, Hilda soon. I think. She is having dragon boat training now, hope her flu is much better lah. Alright...gtg now I have this sickening project which i cannot find any infomation from the internet. *sigh* gtg now..take care and have a nice day! Gd byeee!!

Hellowww everyone!! wazzup! I juz came back from KL. It was COOL! Bought alot of my stuff. Thanks to my parents. They paid most of it. =) I only paid for the Chewing gums n some of my stuff...heehee~~ The chewing gums are cool too ah..there is 1 tat looks like lego. HaHaa!

K first woke up at eh 6 am, Saturday morning. Didn't feel tat well actually, i felt super giddy. Ya den after tat went shawhouse ( i think is like tat spell) to check-in. Didn't quite understand wat the guy was talking. He was like " o ok i pass to u this FSAfasFAEW FasgDGSDFAS" -_-" and i kept huh-ing. Waited for the bus to come.. it was a broze in colour..ugly..bus. But heck! it was freaking comfortable. I slept nearly the WHooollee journey! O ya on the way to KL ( the highway) there were...hmmm trees...trees n more trees. Guess wat...there were COWS ( really skinny ones)!! Muhahah! damn it i didn't took out my hp in time to take a pic. Yea...Lynnette didn't see real cows for quite sometime. After like 2 hrs or something i saw the most unusual flower. I nv really liked flowers but this flower..omggggg...i juz LOVE IT! there were hmm not sae very big la but quite big ( hope u get wat i mean) like the size of my 2nd finger, its blue in colour (lovely blue) and its like dripping downwards.. my mum saes its Bluebells. ITS SO NICEEE!! i love it alot man...there this whole patch of it. *_*
Anyway again i wasn't in time to take out my hp..bus move kinda fast.

After tat we stop for a break for about an hr...ate fish ball noodle. It was aight...but the flies were the most stupid flies i ever seen. Seriously...i ate finish i put my bowl one side. Then the flies started diving into my soup -_-" and cause of death : drown..
Half an hr past we went back to the ugly bus...continue my beauty slp. Until we reached the city. Damn the traffic was HORRIBLE! I think i walk to the hotel also faster lor...The bus let us alight at this hotel, which is not our hotel. So we had to take a cab down. The friendly driver! lol he told us which mall to go shopping and all. Thanks to him i manage to buy wat i wanted at a cheap price. =)

Ok so we reached our hotel. We had lunch at this not very nice western food stall. Flies were stupid again...diving into my drinks. haHAha! Seriously dunnoe wassup with the flies la. Then we check in to our room. There were only 2 beds so hav to share with my mum (pity her). Ya here comes the toilet part. HAVE BATH TUB LE!! So i decided to bath first.. I always hav this habit of flushing the toilet first when i'm outside. So i flush the toilet..and it didn't flushed. I tried many times until the handle became loose. LOL! so i stood there.. den i saw this tab near the toilet bowl. I tot its some connection to the water thingy la. So i turn it on and SPLASH the water shoot at my freaking FACE! my facE OK! and den i realise tat..TAT spraying thing is for cleaning ur ARSE! damn it! i felt so freaking disgusted lor,after all the splashing i manage to fix the handle of the flush thingy la. But i was at the same time luffing like mad.K the best part, i took their aroma thingy and made form bath...and i have the whole tub to myself and for some weird reason the form seem to be covering my whole head....anyways it was..ahh~~ heavenly

After the really relaxing bath, we headed to Mid Valley.We took a cab there..and..damn it tat was the FIRST time i prespire like a pig in a cab. It was SO hot and the traffic was moving like a snail!! like totally nv on aircon or something. Or the driver juz turn the aircon to him, himself only. When we reached the mall, we went in and our eyes were O_O! bcoz it was so huge. Its like 10 times of Tampines Mall and we didn't noe where to start. The place there was really nice...ya 1 day isn't enuff for the whole mall. Hoho! i bought alot of Bodyglove clothes. They are so my taste. Graffiti!! =) O lalaa~ We shop n shop n shop...till we were very hungry we headed back to the hotel to hav our dinner. I ate Carbonara ( hav alot of carbo) lOL! k lame. Then we went back to our room and watch tv for awhile den slp. I wanted to slp but i couldn't bcoz the table lamp cannot be switch off..i dunnoe y! i tried SO MANY times but it juz wouldn't off. So i decided to off the whole room eletricity den i took a towl den remove the buld. LOL!! den i on back the whole room eletricity, and yes! i finally slept and y did i sae i pity my mother earlier on? coz i kept whacking her while i wan aslp. =x

Next day, we woke up at 8. Took my last bath at this very nice bath tub. =( i miss it now..so shiok man. Then went for free breakfast..BUFFET! omg i feel so fat now. After tat went shopping again, bought shorts, selveless and SHOES i love the shoes, its high cut kinda shoes but not those damn high kind la. After tat ate lunch, yes we ate again...-_-" den we headed to the bus and BACK TO SINGAPOREEE!! where the clean toilet lives. xD

Alright..over all it was fun. Should have stayed longer...=) Anyway as u can see i have changed my blog...but pls refresh after u post. I will try to fix it or something la..tats if i'm not lazy. Hahaa k tats all now Bye everyone!! hav a nice term break !

wah lauu!! don't know watz up with my background lor! I tried like so many ways to FIX IT! but i can't! i tried many kind of image hostingg..still cannot!! So i decided to dl the image again right...den i use the user's link den my background appear. But i can't use the user's link for long coz it will exceed her bandwidth. Damn it la! very sian aready le. Believe it or not i spent like 1hr and a half for this stupid BG!

Qn: y didn't i find a new background?
Ans: Bcoz, i cannot find anything tat is to my taste!!
So i shall wait till i have the right mood to find it... =) O ya i juz finish my Term Test. It was....ehhhh.....i don't have any confidence that i will pass/ do well ah. =x Anyway I will buck up now, hope its not too late. Hmm..today I met up with Selinaa!! yea Selinaa!! ^_^ So happpyyy!! We had pasta mania for lunch. Wooo it hav been quite sometime since i last ate at Pasta Mania. Nice ah I ate...Creamy Chicken and Selina ate...asdfaosdgi i dunnoe how to spell tat dish. Lol! Both were nice! Ya later i met up with my usual group of friends together with Selina. We played pool! I sark la as usual.. hahaa... and later Jun Tat ( Selina's bf) came to play awhile.

Tmr i will be going to KL!! YeaH!!! I'm gonna shop till i drop. So please give me more time to shopppp!! O..i'm suppose to meet up with a Priest in church tmr. But i can't make it tmr...yeahH!! eh sry wrong reaction...ahem..Awww~~
=x Heard my sponsor would change a much later time or something...hahaa

Argh...i really cannot find the blog skin i want!! So sian man!! haiz..will update later if i find a nice background. Catch u all later. Take Care!! =)

Happy Birthday Ah Ho!! Hope he likes the present ( OP shirt) Yesterday Ah Ho invited us, Janice, Mei Zhen, Yee, Ben and I to have dinner at Marina Bay. So kind right. Of coz not only us..there were ALOT of Ah Ho's friends. =) It was fun ya. But i had to stupidly wear a white shirt...-_-" HAIZ! and now my shirt has many dots of oil!! eeee... ya..i felt freaking uncomfortable, like as though the oil might hurt my skin or something i dunnoe la its so me to feel uncomfortable when my shirt is dirty ( even alittle) After tat i bought a shirt. The lady was so kind to sell it to me cheaper. =) Actually i tot the shirt was black but when i walk out the shop it was dark blue -_-" sian..nvm la, at least its clean.

Term test is starting tmr..=\ totally not prepared for it. Today i will be going to..eh dunnoe wat Hotel is tat called. Invited by my mum's friend n Yi Ma's too . Think there will be buffet ah...i think~ and of coz Su en will be going!! YAY!!

Today my dear coursin will be leaving Singapore to Holland. =( Hope she enjoy herself here, and once again i'm going to sae i will miss her alot. Looking forward for her return!! hahaa..i think by then i will work hard and go over there instead. =)

*yawnz* i'm so tired. I woke up at 730 today to do some revision ( Dfund) till like 930. 2 hrs! eh..30mins i was dreaming actually. HahAh! Ok la..i shall head back to my books... C u! and eh..all the best for term test everyone.

i lost the bet!!! T_T argHH!!! haha when i feel that i am MOST confident i would win...i end up losing. =( nvmm...i will treat Mei Zhen, Janice and Yee drinks, as promised.

Juz came back from school...and i'm freaking tired now. But i'm not going to slp so early. My term test starting next week...sian! and i'm totally not prepared. I shall start my engine soon..like now. Tmr I will be meeting Ming Lee and gang again. Yay!!! Can't wait to see them. We will be going to Kbox to celebrate Mjj and Jia's bdae..haha was planning it since last year lor!

Anyway Happy Bdae to Mjj and Jia Min!! May all ur wishes and dreams come true!!(in advance)

6 weeks are ending soon...haiz. I will miss my coursin alot...hope that this week we would spend much more time together. I love her alot...but she juz love teasing me le..hahaa. Anyway i will work hard...earn big $ and will travel around with her! ^_^

O ya! on Friday I had found a pool Shi Fu and his name issss Wei Hao!!~~ Hahaha! Next time got enuff $ den treat him drink, for taking all the trouble to teach this stupid girl here. Plus he hav the patience lor. Ya on friday we had to pay likr $31.70!! tats freaking ex! Thats y i'm broke now..haha nvm la at least i had fun. =)

K la...think tats abt all..going to hav my dinner soon. =) Take care all!!

Hellowwww!! So long nv blog aready... thanks to those who bother reading such stupid post. =x
I juz came back not long from school. So late right! wah lau i getting sick of the timing of school lor. So bladdy longgg. Today we had CKT quiz. It ...was...HORRIBLE. It was a killer! I lost like...dunnoe how many marks lor. Might as well don't do kind. Haiz~ so demoralise.

This morning i ate prata again...=x bth it was sOOOO NICE! better than the previous ones. Tmr i shall eat something diff. O ya i should change my song aready...I shall put a chinese song by Jay Chou. =) YaY! o ya according to xiaomeimei today Jay and Edison will be in Singapore! <3,>

I have not been sleeping well for the past 4 nights...yes the past 4 nights! I sleep like only 5 or 4 hrs in 1 night. Feeling super tired now... and no i'm not thinking abt anyone. Hahaa ya actually i'm thinking when will my bf (laptop) propose to me. *blush* Hahha Lame la! K la seriously..i dunnoe wth is wrong with me. I feel very tired but when i off the lights i juz couldn'y slp! damn it its irritating... I tired ways to make myself slp..like putting medicated oil around my eyes and stuff but it didn't work =(.

My coursin is in KL now...hope she is enjoying herself. =) I wan to go KL one day! yes i wan!

Alright this is the lyrics to Jay Chou song...Hope u like it Credits go to *drummmsss* Ben! He send the song to me and provide the lyrics too...so credits to him. Enjoy the song!!

Singer: Jay Chou

Title: Yi Lu Xiang Bei

hou shi jing li de shi jie yue lai yue yuan de dao bie
The world from the rear view mirror becomes further and further away as if saying goodbye

ni zhuan shen xiang bei che lian hai shi hen mei
You turn around but your side profile is still very beautiful

wo yong yan guang qu zui jing ting jian ni de lei
I use my eyes to pursue you, yet I hear your tears

zai che chuang wai mian pai hui shi wo cuo shi de ji hui
Outside the car window is my missed opportunity

ni zhan de fang wei gen wo zhong jian ge zhe lei
Your position and mine is separated by tears

jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui ni de beng kui zai chuang wai ling
street views are continuously receding, you start to fragment outside the window

*Chorus
wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you

ni shuo ni hao lei yi wu fa zai ai shang shui
You said you were already tired and cannot fall in love with anybody again

feng zai shan lu chui guo wang de hua mian quan dou shi wo bu dui
The wind is blowing on the mountain road, all of our previous memories were my wrongdoings

xi su can kui wo shang ni ji hui
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances

wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you

fang xiang pan zhou wei hui zhuan zhe wo de hou hui
Around the steering wheel rotates my feelings of regret

wo jia sui chao yue que shuai bu diao jing jing gen shui de shang bei
I accelerate to escape the lingering sadness

xi shu can kui wo shang ni ji hui
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances

ting zhi lang bei jiu rang cuo chun cui
Stop the anguish by letting my wrongdoings

Hi everyone!! Actually i dont wan to blog...coz i like the lyrics below. =( No la...actually bcoz i'm juz plain lazy. Hahaa! Guess wat i am listening to...TECHNO! So not Lynnette right...but this is the 1 and only techno dat i listen lor. Next time i will put it here ( tats if i still like it)...but first enjoy this wonderful song by Bon Jovi.

Anyway i have been eating alot these few days. Ppl sae the more u eat u will grow taller...LIARs! loL I eat so much i only see myself growing in the other way round. Hrmp! bluff! * folds arm* n *turns away* HahAH!! I think i kena influence by Ben...=x haha jkjk Today went pavillion with Yee, Ben, Wilson ( my shifu/ evil guy), Ah Ho, Sebast, Janice...and i learn how to play pool once again. Hahaa! I sark lor.. Ben n Yee were super fast learners. We played for like 2hrs+ i think...den i met my bro's gf, Jody. She pass me the digi cam for project. Thanks!
Speaking of project...i have 2 projects that are due on Monday! MONDAYY!! and i have not done a single one yet. =\ So lazy..

the gd and the bad times..we've been thru them all...u make me rise when i fall~~ *shakes head* techno ah!! HahAH k i shall stop la...wait ppl think i becoming siao or something..... like ah lian?

tmr have breakfast!! YAY!! prata prata prataaa~~ the prata is sooooo nicee...i feel so guilty when i put it in my mouth. But the temptation is...uber strong. Wateva la this post getting more more lame sia. Better go off now take care! BYE BYE =)

Bon Jovi - I'll be there for you
Enjoy the lyrics =) Its sooooo sweet <3

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love is suicide
You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance girl

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe, I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
Well I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday
And baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your Valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you

I wasn't there when you were happy
And I wasn't there when you were down
Didn't mean to miss your birthday baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you, these five words
I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for ...

I'll be there for you, these five words
I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
I'd steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what love can do
I'll be there for you ...

hellowwww!!! I slept for 10 hrs sia..i feel so shiok now. But sadly my weekends will end very quickly =(, and i will have to head back to school again. Yesterday i went out with my classmates again. Hahaa they are fun la huh. Went to Pavillion to see the guys play pool, and of coz i did play like alittle...i totally sark at it lor. x_x Nvmm.. I had fun watching them anyway.

After that we went to look for Mei Zhen at metro....den juz nice it was her breaktime. Then we went to the...erm...eh...toy department. Yes the toy department. Anyway we went there to juz slack lor...look at the toys blah blah blah...

Alright i'm really lazy i shall go watch tv or something...later i should go get a present for ming lee...=) Take Care all and hav a wonderful weekend.

I was looking forward for today...but some how it didn't end quite well, for me that is. I watched Cursed with my classmates =) tats y i was looking forward to it, coz they are such nice ppl. The show was...eh...alright la. But 1 scene u can get a shock like 4 times lor!! i was like jumping off my chair million of times! I rate the show 3 out of 5. Hahaa..i find the guy in it kinda cute xD

Ok, here the irritating part. I was really sad or angry or wateva! i don't even know how i feel. I felt like crying...at the same time screaming at the same time throwing temper. For that person who called me...sry but u won't understand n u nv will. Stop forcing me...i dont think u will understand wat i went thru. Coz to u its juz an incident, but to me it isn't. Fuck it! if u sae u understand... u go experience wat i hav experienced den come n sae u understand. I'm not gaining any self pity here. Coz i don't need ur pity, and not that i hate my life or something. I hate my past.... I'm scared. U said it was yrs ago...so wat? wat happen yrs ago doesn't matter any more now? I hav forgiven but i hav not forgotten...I can't forget! If it was easy to forget i would hav long forgotten. No i can't sae to forget..coz it sounds too easy. It is haunting..every bladdy single day. Don't eva think u know me well! I know i have been saying this alot of times...but some ppl juz can't get it into their thick skull. I don't wan to feel treaten...Y do u keep telling me wat u think?! wat abt me? I am being hard on myself to be strong...and not let these emotions take over me. I tried so bladdy hard... I try not to let others see my weakness. With so much of trying it feels like i am no more the same person anymore. Hah! I really wish i could sae how the way u sae it...tat easy and calm tone.

Don't...dont eva think u noe me well. I might looked that i'm all gd and well...but i'm not. I'm rotten. I'm really trying my best to put up a strong front. I am really trying my best...pls..juz pls stop pushing me to the edge. Thank u...

yeah!! gotten 2 new bags. One i bought it from Bugis Village and another is from my coursin, Hilda! Xie Xie ni!! =) Its an advance bdae present. I'm loving it! so mac sia... O ya i went bugis village ytd. It's a shopping paradise! I wanted to buy this black colour pants, which is very comfortable. Like those silk but not really silk kinda material...hope u get wat i mean. ITS REALLY NICE! its soft!!! so i decided to try M size right...den it was too loose. So i tried S...the S was not much different from M..still loose =\. So i didn't buy it in the end lor. Sian~

I saw ozy today!! BUT HE PRETEND NV SEE ME! Hahaa i noe u tall la can pretend more easily la =x jk~

I bought a white shirt from fresh..fresh..something shop. Hahaa My coursin said it was big la...but i think it was aight not tat big not tat small. Tmr there is sch!! -_-" damn fast la k...i must revise some notes coz i don't really understand some part wat the lecturer was saeing.. I always sae but in the end nv do =x

Alright, i will stop here. Catch u all in a few days time...c ya!!