damn it...my guitar string burst...when it's just so near to tuesday and i'm soo busy with work DEN WAN TO BURST?! how am i gonna fix it so soon?! OMGGG!!! HOWWW U TELL MEEE!!!

T_T i can't skip another lesson..i will feel so kns.

AHHHH!!!!!!

yes it is a big thing...a very big thing.

helloo!!! how are ya'all doing? i'm ok...it's another weekend. $_$ hahah!! ok so anyway... i went alittle emo ytd. I took bus 28 back instead of 291...bcoz 291 always pack like sardines. Ya..and i miss my secondary sch too. Even though the colour now damn gay and alot of gd teachers left..but the place is <3. Teh best moments.

Ok so i alight at my sch side gate...i looked at the building...and i started to become super emo. As in REALLY super emo, can even tear kind. The memories were just flashing in my mind as if i was really going to sch ( sec sch of coz). I looked up at my classroom <3 i imagine Mr Chew with his stick teaching or nagging LOL! and everyone listen. Or Mr Leong...going " I AM SMARTER THAN U ALL OF U" lol. Oh i miss them sooooo damn bladdy much. When i was in there i nv tot i can feel warmth, until i left this place...i realise that i'll nv get to feel like this any more. Hahah i even remember silent reading..omg the PARADE SQAURE ( so long nv sae this ). I purposely walk slow juz to peep through the side gate alittle longer. I even tot abt our previous fierce but sensable principal Mr Yong.....our sick science teacher Mrs Lum....all the memories were so..sooo fresh. As if it was just ytd. How much we didn't like PE bcoz forever running 2 rounds around the sch...so we always pray that it would RAIN. Lol!! and i was in TAF club. LOL!!! ok those were the days...now i think everyone going to become NPC after they leave sec sch. NPC ( if u play game u should noe la)

O...and guess who i saw while i was walking along my sec sch? MY SEC SCH CLASSMATE?! Yes it's none other than this giant cum maths god cum ahgong called ozy. lol!! he was cycling. Lucky i didn't emo until so jia lat..or not so paiseh T_T. Ok so anyway..i'm gonna meet Mingoli and gang soon. Yeah!! ^^

Take care all !
and hav a great day.

Hello !! It's the weekends...and i'm so happy!!! Work was ok...nothing much happened. Except for this fellow officer. Officers are people who are incharge of creating account for company, cancel the ac or inform them that their bank dun hav enuff money blah blah. Basically just sit infront of the comp and using the phone the entire day.

Ok people like me are call the Front People....haha very funny..bcoz we sit at the front part of the office. XD tats y. So ya we do more of the erm...despatching (running to departments for aknowledgment and crap) and filing and typing of formss and alot of shit lah. Ok most officers don't talk to us...bcoz we are noobs. But actually they are noobs to us. XD HAHAHA u noe y right? bcoz they only noe how to use comp n pick up calls tats y. HAHAA ok sry jk. Anw...to tell u how i hate one officer to the bladdy core of all cores...even if i see ur NAME ON THE FILE i feel like burning it kind.

Karen (not officer) she just came back from maternity leave. So confirm abit fat right? Only normal ppl would be FAT after giving birth. One day Karen was wearing this very style dress...like Ali Ba Ba kind. I think it's damn neat. So I kept admiring. After that this officer Con (her name is constance) walked pass us. She saw Karen's dress and ask " WAT IS TAT u're wearing. Omg nowadays fashion so weird...and disgusting." OMG I JI TAO WAN TO SLAP HER FARK FACE! Seriously! Then i said " hmm..Karen i think it's nice. U've got a taste of fashion :)" Then right got another incident...Karen walk to the back part of the office where the other officers and the siao Con sit also to pass doc. THEN ALL THE OFFICERS SAE HER U NOE?! sae she FAT blah blah. I feel damn sry for her. I was in the credit room sorting out files. The more i hear the more i feel like taking those thick books to slap their faces.

Ya then Con walked pass us during lunch break..and said tat Karen fat. I mean enough aready or not?! u sick ppl aready sae so much b4 the break. So i said " Karen, i ask ur something i noe damn STUPID. But when someone just give birth right...straight away skinny one isit? LIKE STRAIGHT AWAY?! From weight 60 drop to 40 kind ?" den she (control not to luff) said " No la! siao...tat one not human" Then i look at Con, and she juz walk away. Tell u all a secret, Con is fatter than Karen ok. Don't know wth that freaking officer thinking.

Another incident. Bcoz people around my lvl the Front People, were having a small meeting with the head of the Front People. Stupid Con and another officer walked pass the room...and u guess wat tat freaking sick Con said? she said "how come this kinda people also can hav meeting?" *BURN* i wan to SLAP HER!! I was at my desk cutting some sticker stuff. I so wanna cut off her big tongue. Argh! wicked.

Ok enuff of the longgg story. Gonna go play game now...time to relax. ^^ C u folks some other time. Take care!

omg!!! GUESS WAT PPL! i know i should have blog about it yesterday. I've a job at UOB (yes the bank) doing some..erm office work like photocopying stuff, going to department to pass documents, FILING! Serious! LOL!! and yes today is my first day, and to tell u the truth. I feel so freaking bladdy hell tired, everywhere aching like so long nv exercise.

I did alot of mental and physical shit today man. Like.." Filing" sounds easy right? NOT! I tot filing would be like the EASIEST among all the above things i'm suppose to do. Like i said, not.=( It's the most boring and nonsense part of the job. U NOE THE FILES ARE FREAKING THICK OR NOT?! SI BEI THICK! like...most of them are as thick as ur dictionaries. So imagine...some of them so high up on the shelf...ok lah i noe i short..BUT IMAGINE! something way above ur height. U_U sad... I did that for nearly the whole day. Carry up..down...up...down. Like building up my muscle or something. After tat i hav to learn the departments by hard, to transfer document. Nicholas taught me tat...that joker. -_- and Karen very cute...the hot temper mother. LOL she really hot temper like crazy. But she's very nice to me, and patient. <3

Anw...everything in there...need pw. No joke..tight security shit, and i already forgot the pw to the main door =_=. Ok nvm abt tat. Just to tell u that..work isn't too bad actually. Theres motivation like MONEH!! $_$ ya so nvm...i will just do my best in everything. Lucky for people like Karen and Nicholas..or not the atmosphere so..cold and..still and..boring..and...Zzz. Dun even hav abit of music.. NTH! Not even to the min volume. I was so desperate to listen to music until whoever's hp ring (those truetone kind) i will suddenly brighten up alittle and start singing it in my mind.

Ya but over all it's gd...very erm...rewarding for me. ^^ moneh of coz!! ok erm...ya i should go n rest now. Before my arms drop. Take care all...gd night and enjoy ur holidays!

HUUUURRRAAAYYY!!!1!

ooooo the freedom. *breathes*

It's yet another semester break, and i cannot tell u how happy i am not doing anything. No, not being sacrastic, i was suppose to go out with friends after paper but i was really tired and lazy. I'm REALLY happy not doing anything. The past 5 nights of 6 - 4 hrs of slp (including break up sleep), improper meals cum snacks, massive volcanic mood swings, people talk to me = irritate me, wake up study, before slp study, after eat study...ARE ALL GONEE!!

Just got up from my beauty nap. For once i feel so at ease to sleep. I don't know y this semester i so stress. o_Oa anyway...it's over now. Time to partehhhhh!

GAMMMEEEEE!! to those i said i quit gaming...wake up pls. If u really think i quit gaming den u better go bang wall. Ok so now i'm so hungry...i need to go hunt food. I'll stop here for now. Take care all. :)

Have a nice day!

2 papers down...3 more to go. There isn't any paper tmr

BUT I MUST STUDY THE ENTIRE DAY!!

The work load is scary...help~~ *drowns*
I feel like it's taking forever to end..

o and i'll most likely be putting this


if u know wat i mean.

Yes i know pain...
yes i know very suffering..
yes i know...

hopefully i won't chicken out...i wan straight teeth. =D

alright..back to study now. Take care folks..all the best to those having exams.. i know it sark.
Just hang in there. It'll all be over soon..

EXAMS GOOD FOR STRESS!

get it?

-______________- I CANNOT STAND THIS!!!

STUDY WEEK!! Ok...emaths3 is totally killing me, inside out outside in ,wateva JUST KILLING ME! wth lah...this semester's subjects are like all retard or something...i just can't get them into my head!

Study study study....forget forget forget...wtf is this man! freakin' fed up with studying now. It's like feeding ur brain some useless information thats not gonna make u survive or something.
I HATE TO STUDY.

and.. now like 90% i don't see myself further studying... last time young will think " WAHH i wan to study until hav degree...den feed mummy daddy.." NOW I DONT WAN! I mean i will of coz contribute. But it comes to a point that it's damn unrealistic for me to further study.

lol! ok i know i'm scaring all of u. Suddenly exploding about wat i wan or DO NOT wan to do in the future. Just a thought i had while studying just now, not a really nice one. Ok so anyway..
I think i'm gonna DIE this exam..there's alot of stuff to remember. LOADs OF FORMULA and shit tats not gonna benefit my entire life.

I think i need to cut myself to stay awake...*looks at pen knife*

LOL!! i'm not tat sick... and i dun seek for attention too.

*turns pen knife into chopper*
muhahahaa....i van to kill people. >_O *thrilling*

....
i don't know wat am i thinking...
just leave..

LEAVEEE!!!! BE GONEE! GOOOO!!!!

9 more days to holiday.

really...i think this flu bug is freakin' nasty lah. FREAKIN! Like so many of my friends slowly falling ill.. and my freakin' cough haven't recover. I've been coughing like a mad chicken for dunnoe how many days and i have not have a proper SLP! SLP HALF WAY COUGH! du lan !

The number of times i cough is so hardcore, and nearly everyday it takes away half of my energy. By 2pm i already like half dead bcoz of coughing. AND PLS MY VOICE LIKE MAN NOW. So deep...so rough so ..so gay. LOL no lah i just hate it. Tmr i have presentation i dunnoe how am i gonna speak loudly. Teacher also won't be so kind to provide a mic for me or something, and my cds team mates also cmi. Ji tao u survive on ur own kind. >_> Anyway i really hope i can recover soon. I don't wan to cough my life away...it's getting annoying

i should bomb myself with massive cough drops....

and die
LOL

alright...take care all. U guys should just wear a mask to protect urself or something...

I think the lyrics to this song is so nice n sweet...as always Carrie Underwood is a sweetie..:)
Just wanna share this lyrics with all of you. Enjoy !

Title: Don't Forget To Remember Me
By : Carrie Underwood

18 years have come and gone
For momma they flew by
But for me they just drug on
We were loading up that Chevy
Both tryin' not to cry
Momma kept on talking
Putting off good-bye
Then she took my hand and said
Baby don't forget

Before you hit the highway
You better stop for gas
There's a 50 in ashtray
In case you run short on cash
Here's a map and here's a bible
If you ever loose your way
Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me

This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home
and those bills there on the counter
Remind me
I'm on my own
And just like every Sunday
I called momma up last night
And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright
Before we hung up I said
Hey momma, don't forget to tell my baby sister
I'll see her in the fall
And tell mee-mal that
I miss her
Yeah, I should give her a call
And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl
Yeah I still feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be
Don't forget to remember me

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but Lord I feel so small some times in this big ol' place
I know there are more important things, but
Don't forget to remember me
Don't forget to remember me

hi...i've just came back from the doc..after being sick for 2 days.

ok first this morning i felt like shit, my body ache like siao. But still i dragged myself out of bed to attend lects. Wah den my left eye like !@#!%! ! seriously! i feel like digging it out. From 10am - now it keeps producing this yellowish slimmy thingy from the corner of my eye, and i had to use 1 and a half packet of tissue to clean it for the entire day. Ya and my throat feels like i'm cutting my throat whenever i swallow my sailva, and my nose block like a stopper is put into my nose.

this sark man..

so ya i went to doc and he said the flu has infected my eye...and it would also infect the right side. O_O I mean how can flu kena the eyes also right? when he told me tat i gave him the wtf look like i dun understand wth he is talking. But it's ok u noe y...i've got MC. Tats the most important...MCCC!!! YEAHHH!!

ok i sound sick..mentally and physically. XD

Alright...i think i should rest now..Take care all.

thank u everyone...i'm better already.. :)

i guess i'll take this as a life lesson or something. Anyway i've been really tired these few days. Have been busy with projects and of coz...TRYING to enjoy too. I really don't know what else to blog about when my life ain't tat happening. I'm always at home doing the stupid projects...so ya nth really happened.

o...and i'm sick. Stupid flu! I think it's the flu season. >_> damn it.

i'm going to hav my guitar lessons now..take care everyone..study hard!!

i'm not here to please anyone...
if u find it difficult to even trust me...den it's ok..
i've said wat i wanted to say.
i really wonder what i did to make u not trust me..

always...arguments after arguments...no one stood by me..
i'm tired of fighting this by myself again.
i really am...
sometimes i dun even noe wat i have become.
i don't know whether i am normal anymore.

Lord u said, love one another..
i find it's almost impossible.
guide me...
___________________________________________________________

Anyway..Happy Birthday Yan Leng
...sorry my blog date abit kuku..XD

go n watch The Lake House !! nice! ^^

to me at least.. heh

Hello!! I had one hella fun yesterday. :) Thank u girls...really. U've made my day. I didn't really feel like celebrating my 19th bdae... just didn't feel like it. On friday my godsis came over to my place to stay over...so as to keep me at home. Lol my mum had a surprise planned for me the following day, which is..my bdae.

Yesterday, i woke up at 1130 went to the kitchen to get a cup of water...and i realise..WHY THE HELL MY MUM MAKE SO MUCH FOOD?! as in really alot! so i ask " eh.....are u up to no gd?". She just laughed. Ya....so i quickly took my shower and changed, getting ready for something to happen LOL and ya deep in me i knew who was coming. >_o. There they were...walking towards my house..mingoli, mjj, jia, miao and eleanor (yanleng came later). I was so freaking over the moon under the sea over the clouds. lol So sweet of them. What i like most was the gift. *_* The gift tat nearly made me tear...but didn't lah coz u noe la...i always like to act strong n everything. When i took out the "book" out from the plastic bag...i slowly opened and it saes, " Lynnette's Album" with cute little stickers decorated around it. In it were memories...of our friendship. AND GUESS WAT! they did some underground work...and even had my BABY PHOTOS OK!! OMGG!! that part i just SCREAM! i really scream n scream...i'm like how the hell u get my photos?!?!?!? and tat was the part i nearly teared, i just kept staring at it. T_T so touched. Not only there were photos but there were nice phrases about friendship. Yes...the words are very lovely girls. Thank u! ^^ Must have took alot of ur time...and eleanor gave me a carboard with pics of me n her with nice wordings too..thanks girl!

All the photos were amazing! I love it like crazeh.. beyond words. They so wanted me to cry but i didn't =P sorry lah...i paiseh. Thank u girls so much for everything...I will continue to fill the album up with u girls, and no i won't put my marriage photos bcoz i am not getting married. So ya...u girls will just have to fill it up. Heh! muackz!

I wanna thank those who wished me, mingoli and gang, godsis and the most important person.. my mum. Thank u mummy..u rock my world. I will love all of u...and i'll always do. Probs to mingoli and gang...the first few friends tat touched me...thank u all so much. I'm proud to know all of u and i'm blessed to have all of u in my life.

Take care all! and...omg i'm 19!!! AHHH!!!

P.S i love my photo album and my carboard!!

after 4 years....i've finally met up with wendy, huiqi, mousey, amingo and first the time meeting of lp. ^^ it was gd...miss them alot. We watched Pirates of the carribean. It was nice... XD It was alll gooooddd....

i'm so bored now...roar! u noe projects are like evil thingy, they haunt u thru ur day and will only leave u once u are done with it. It's like a battlefield. FIGHTTT FIGHTT!! wtf am i saeing..anyway, i think johnny depp is cute and olando pretty. Oh and did u realise how horrible the weather is? It's freaking HOT! Can't stand this man...it's boiling me.

look how much of not enough slp can do to u...it makes u mental....u get moody and cranky. The worse is tat u offend ppl easily, but who cares right =x. ROAR!! I NEED TO HAV A GD NIGHT SLP! NOW!

The 7even Things about me? tagged by Janice

7 Things That Scare Me:
- losing my love ones.
- bugs, esp those tat fly.
- exams
- headaches
- erm...wondering souls. Lol!
- walking alone in some dark path.
- failing exams. ( so lame i noe)

7 Random Songs At The Moment:
- GazettE - Cassis
- Creed - With Arms Wide Open
- Pink - Cuz I Can
- GazettE - Miseinen
- Ashlee Simpson - Invisible
- Nickleback - Savin' Me
- Gackt - Kimi ni Aitakute


7 Things That I Like The Most:
- my mini iPod <3
- cell phone.
- laptop.
- games
- accessories.
- my clothes.
- my guitar.

7 Important Things In My Bedroom:
- my laptop
- my beddd!!
- my cupboard, so amazing no matter how much i buy have enuff space.
- my chao chao. >_>
- my storybooks.
- ps2
- i'm really running out of stuff...erm...oh yes my cute hi-fi.

7 Random Facts About Me:
- LOL! erm ok this is tough...ehhh... short.
- ugly
- weird
- dumb
- a day dreamer
- ice cream lover.
- music plays my mood.

7 Things I Said The Most:
- serious?
- bassskettt...
- wtf?
- lol...tats so tard.
- it's ok. :)
- wth!! serious or not?
- wah lau.

7 Things I Plan To Do Before I Die:
- want my parents to know how much i love them.
- tell my bro tat he is such a pain in the arse...but i still love him LOL.
- to perform my own song infront of my friends and family.
- travel around the world.
- thank everyone even those i dislike...thank them for giving me memories and teaching me.
- let my friends know tat i'll always treasure the times we spend together gether.
- learn finish my guitar? =x

7 People I Want To Pass This Onto:
- Oh Zhen Yong
- Yan Leng
- Miao Ling
- Eleanor
- Jody
- Sarah
- Hilda

argh! I've got this really..REALLY dumb thing to tell u. It's about my psyco project. We are suppose to do this advertisement on specs. So ya we drew out how we wanted the skit to be n wateva. We choose this girl to wear the specs...and hav to take a pic like the "past" (like the past specs she was wearing super fugly kind) We chose her because she was the only girl in our group tat puts on specs and her dad owns a optical shop. Simple? yes.

Ya we drew this whole damn shit thing for the past 1mth+ and now it's successful.But now this tard girl...today she came into class and told one of my biker friend tat she cannot act as the one wearing the specs anymore. He was like freaking hell angry, but kept calm. He asked y? and guess wat this tard saes. She said "Oh...my bf doesn't allow me" WTF?!?!?!?!? MAMA CHEESE PIE?! Ok anyway i came in later...and i sat beside of my biker friend. When he told me tat i was like " huh? her bf or her father?" den he said " BF!!". I seriously dunnoe how to react la. Then i like stare at him blankly...giving him the wtf-this-is-not-funny-dun-lie-to-me-pls look. SHE CANNOT DO IT BECAUSE HER BF DOESN'T ALLOW?! It's just a picture...or isit she too pretty cannot put one fugly photo on the screen. So the job was passed to me. I was so piss i tell u...i mean i wasn't piss bcoz i had to put fugly photo on the screen(tat would be so easy, dun need photoshop). I was PISS with the reason.

Ok lah if it's tat case right, y dun u just dun do the project...dun do the skit dun do anything. Everyweek wear nice nice come to class and pose. Just dun do anything since ur bf doesn't ALLOW u if tats wat u claim. I so wanted to sae i hav this phobia of cameras, like u put one infront of me i would just take and smash it or scream and start pulling my hair. I tried as hard as i could to understand that reason. But i couldn't.

If i had a bf tat tells me this kinda thing i would slap him. Seriously... it's like u dun even hav ur own stand la. U have not piority or something. Like some spoilt brat. Cry and get stuff shove into ur big mouth. When u wan to go toilet u tell ur bf " I go toilet ok" bf saes " No cannot, i dun allow u". DEN U DUN GO LA? u pee into ur bladdy skirt isit? Dunnoe this is call tard or wat. So weird man... i dun get it.

Ok i'm done here...too tired to sae anymore.

helloo!! I keep forgetting to blog this down. It's really important. Bcoz seldom my bro get to buy me a present. HEH...so i REALLY have to blog this down so whenever i read back my posts i would be like " OO Lionel so nice to me ah?" Haha.

My bro bought for me a thumb drive, 1GB. O_O! i told him i dun need tat much lah i only need it for projects tats all. So coooool!! Thank u brother. :)

So hmm...i've not been sleeping early, and the pimples are pop-ing out like crazeh. The World Cup ...tonight is the finals. The last night to stay up this late. Italy vs France...who will it be? I have no comments...just watching it for fun.

Anyway i am suppose to be studying....since last week i have been forcing myself, but i end up slacking or day dreaming. I forgot alot of my maths stuff...and i am SOO dead. Now even the basics i like, o_Oa huh? so ya...the coming week i must study x2 harder. (like real) I will be having my quizes in week 14 which means...its around 1 week+ more to go...sooooo not looking forward to.

O and abt my guitar lessons. It's are still going gd. :) For once i'm learning something and not feeling stress at all.

Maybe i should go n do alittle maths before the WC finals start.

Hello everyone. Have not been blogging for quite some time now. I'm so lazy and...i've got nth much to blog about. So wat am i doing here? nothing.

Ok...hmm...Now wat can i sae. O eh shopping list? ok cool..

1) Coloured contact lens (misty grey!)
2) Shoes
3) Puma Bag
4) A life
5) To get out of sch
6) Burn all projects
7) Slap morons

LOL not exactly a shopping list huh? more like some...shopping cum wat u wan to do cum tired of living list. >_> yeaaa i'm sooo mooooody now. I just tot tat my blog is the only "dude" that would be there for me...as always. Hahah! damn it, i sound sick.

I........
dunnoe wat to blog. Haha
ok gd bye..:)