Everyone will hav a goal/purpose in life...many a time we will lose what we're actually aiming for as time pass.

Life can be mono/boring/tiring at MOST time, but thru such times we appreciate and learn alot...thru this phrase of archieving our goals in life, we learn to be stronger. It's like.. u have to run like Dunno-how-many-km to reach the finishing line. It's as simple as tat, just run. But the process of u pushing urself towards the finishing line when u're already half dead is a skill, an art. Many a time it just falls on a question whether u wan it or not, and also many times u ask urself, why the hell r u running so hard for? and there're just 2 ans it's either u just wan to finish the race bcoz u have to do it or u wan that darn shiny gold medal that u've been aiming since forever around ur neck.

life is simple, but the more we learn...the more we bear such painful truth. I learnt alot when i'm working and i am still. No point admiring people that they have such blessings in life...bcoz each one of us have our own share to carry. Either way, u''ll just have to carry it whether u like it or not. So y not just make the best out of it...whining/complaining won't make our loads any lighter.

just a penny of tot, eh well...not really a penny la...just something i think when i'm traveling in the wonderfully-pack-like-sardines train and bus.

hiii!!

sry abt all my previous nonsense and random posts. Just felt, very weird/emo/down these few days. But i'm ok now...i think. Haha!

ANW! it's the weekends again! I'm going to shop next week. YEAH and Eleanor is going to shop too at Taiwan. Sooo jealous. haha!

anw i was just listening to my old videos in my multiply...and still this song from Carrie Underwood nv fails to "awake" me. I shall post part of the lyrics here. It's a gd song. :)

Carrie Underwood - So Small
*extracted part of the lyrics*

It's so easy to get lost inside
A problem that seems so big at the time
It's like a river that's so wide it swallows you whole
While you're sitting around thinking about what you can't change
And worrying about all the wrong things
Time's flying by, moving so fast
You better make it count cause you can't get it back
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands
Oh, and when you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else seem so small

scared...

scared of too many things.

ahhhhh!!

THIS IS SO TOUGH!!!

pls, just kill me...chop my head or something.

just do something! anything!

Connie Talbot, u're magic..

HAHAHAH!!

and my fav song...ai hen jian dan originally sang by tao ze.

ok hello! It's a saturday and i'm stuck at home with nothing to do.
anw...since there's a request abt my hair extension horr....i shall hor...post it lor~ LOL! okok bth.

I don't really like taking pic of myself....because every morning i see myself in the mirror i alr feel like slapping wat more taking a pic of myself right. So anw...i did took afew pics and i really can't help thinking that "y am i so bored to this extend?"

ok so here comes the scary thing...
*drums*



TA DA!! i love the hair!! at first i totally can't stand the way the hairstylist cut my fringe, so cutsey and all...like make me wan to slap myself more. But i'm getting used to it now, not bad wat huh...=x

sry if my face look pale or something because i'm at home, and i cannot be bothered to put powder.

Ok...so this is my previous hairstyle...i can't really find a decent one lah...if u wan to see just see my friendster, or something.


credits to Jimmy for taking this classic pic.

classic right..LOL!!
and the thing is, i think the photographer was alr taking the pic thats y everyone is smiling and all, but i dunno wth am i doing with my hair.

Thats my graduation pic... and it's...eh...ya..well...unqie.
ok lah. I shall go n watch tv now...and laze around till i grow fat.

His name is guorong, this place is callAi Qin Hai (Marina Sq) and i'm their faithful customer!
bcoz.....i'm so not going to tell u why. Hahaha!

anw i'm so looking forward to bennie boy's bdae party because it's been a very long time since i last seen the boys. I miss them loads. Working life is a bore, we partically spend nearly half of our lives slogging like mental to get paid. Ok lah, better than nth...

o yes, i've finally done my extensions i'm so HAPPY! it's something that i'll nv regret doing even thou i spent quite alot.

what else....yes i'm tired. Sry lah Jimmy, i know u probably can't stand me saying tat...sound like some lazy bum. Yes, i am lazy.

Okay, it's late and i should be sleeping now. :D

Gd night amingos!

THURSDAY!! will it be a gd day??
i hope :D

i've been tired nearly everyday...

i'm feeling...not quite....weird now...

just tired thou, tired to think, tired to even EAT!
i just wan to slppp....probably the weather have been too gd. Like time to hibernate or something haha!!

I'm going to work like crazy this week and next, because Jessie (my partner) will be going on leave...which means...i need to work MORE than usual. Nvm, i'll....think abt the money.


so tired....i shall iron my clothes n slp...gd night

i miss my friends...

my boyfriends....how have u all been? hope to see u guys soon... miss u all loads :(

my girlfriends.... don't know where the hell u all went...just miss u all loads...

to everyone...

i'm still feeling weird...

bye.

i'm feeling weird...

alittle down...and no idea why am i feeling down also...

maybe i'm tired..

ya maybe..


AHHH!!!

Heyy!! it's been quite some time since i last blog. Yea...everything's alright...still the same. Only i've been VERY busy with work so had to OT for like...2 weeks!!!!

Yea but it's ok lah. Working can be quite...fun, sometimes. Don't know wat to blog now or should i say i've forgotten what to blog (can't remember wat happened during those 2 weeks also)

hmm....o yes, i'm planning to get hair extenstion! planning lah...still quite afraid it doesn't suit me. Kinda bored with my current hairstyle, and it's difficult to keep with this hairstyle. Every now and den must trim. =\

so anw tats wat i'm aimming now. Not far frm now....just probably a mth? or 2 weeks more? may my hair grow fasssssssssssster!

alright...tats all for now...i'm going to enjoy my sunday, because ytd...i had to go back to "work" for some company Away Day. We played games and all lah, sort of foster bonds or something like tat. It was alright, but i was VERY tired because i didn't slp well the previous night. For those who know y...gd for u! ok bye!

people change for the better or for the worst...i don't know.
i'm afraid of such changes, because i'm afraid to lose.
i'm afraid to be like 1 of them these days..
i'm afraid they wouldn't understand me like before..
they'll change and they'll forget that u're like tat, tats wat i've always learn.
life is full of changes i guess..
to be prepared for such, i'm still not mature enuff to understand.
i always have this little hope or u can say being naive..
that things will still..
be the same.

Hello all!!

Thank you so much for your wishes and presents!!

Thank my mum for surprising me also..

I wan to thank all of you for being there with me thru all these times...i will always treasure everyone of u.

Once again...THANK YOU!

and i love u all loads!!!

MUACK

The train passengers are something.....I will NVR get used to, at least for a period of time. They are the most...

inconsiderate...

think-they-damn-tall-therefore-don't-see-ur-existance...

couples-who-will-DIE-if-they-let-go-for-10secs....

lazy-people-who-likes-poles...

men-who-thinks-the-world-revolves-around-them...ONLY...

aunties-who-ALWAYS-step-on-to-u-because-a-seat-10miles-away from them-is-vacant...

and...alot more....this is just a hand full only. What's even worse is that, all these people behave like its a normal thing u should do when u're taking a train, and it makes u feel like...u're abnormal to behave to wat they say "normal".

I will never...get it...and i don't wan to, seriously. Everyday I see different scenarios...which can be quite entertaining, if u get wat i mean. Travelling by the train is must for me...soooo i'll sure get used to it sooner or later lah...i hope. D:

Besides that...work have been pretty gd, so far. I'm happier and people here are nice, so far. Lol!!I'm sure they'll always be nice to me....right? Alright, i have to slp soon...i'm VERY tired. Tmr is friday...and i love fridays...not because i like to eat fries. (for those who know, u'll noe.)

night amingos.

i want to be stronger

i must.

Tried posting this youtube video, its a indian mtv thing. Verrry funny, to me at least. But i don't know whats wrong with it now...anw...sry that i have to take it down so soon.

Eh...i need to slp now...this is so random i know. I haven't been sleeping well, again. Which is damn annoying since working requires alot of concentration and all. I can't eat well since i hav 2 very nasty uclers bcoz of the lack of slp... drink water is alr a nuisance.

I hate uclers...

I like to slp but i can't...

and...

therefore i'm going to try and relax and sleep..

I miss my friends....i wan to watch movies...the hulk, Zohan, Get Smart and Wanted...

zzzZzz~

i think this song is nice. haha!

anw...i'm so tired. 2 days of OT for 2 hrs is like CRAZEH to me. Like no life. But i'm glad i met up with Mingoli and Miaoling ytd to chill, talked alot of crap. LOL ok lah not exactly crap...

So hmm...i don't know what else to blog. I really hope i can get my pay soon so i can shop. Even thou it wouldn't be alot, but ya...at least let me get a top or 2 lah! Seriously need some retail therapy.

O yes, today is a sad day for me. It's my trainer (Dawn) last day at work. I'll miss her loads! i think she's the cutest aunty in the whole world. :) Yes and i'm really close to her even thou it's been only a week. I'll miss u Dawn! and pls tell Jessie not to match-make me with her son. -.-

Alright...i shall watch tv now. :D

see ya all soon!

i'm back...

:)

and tmr i've got work.
I wish i can get to like work 4 days and rest 3 days.
Hahah! okok..i know i shouldn't be complaining.
this is so random...


i'm very random..
..
..
like u didn't know i'm very random..
and no, i'm not looking forward for tmr.
but at least..


$_$
gd night

YAY! today is the day where we can all RnR...Rest and Relax..

Ok anw, i'm happy! bcoz...i finally met up with Jody who spent 2 weeks at Taiwan with her bf and forgot her little friend here.. D: LOL! no lah i was jk. Anw she bought for me sweets and 2 super-duper-powerful mascaras. Like i said, those mascaras are the best i ever tried. It's super waterproof yet easy to remove too! and make ur eyelashes long like horse...but if u wan it to be as long as camels u just have to apply MORE...dun think u wan tat anw.

Eh...o yes back on to the topic, TODAY i makan and also decided to watch Kung Fu Panda with Jody. FINALLY! caught a movie...i know next week (Mon and Tue?) i won't be able to, bcoz i need to clear my work. Ok so i'll...try to post a pic of teh Kung Fu Panda.


heres a pic jimmy. lol!

It was alright lah, quite a short movie thou abt 95mins... but i needed the laugh...even thou it wasn't like WUAHAHA kind. There're 2 more movies for me to catch, one is The Happening and the other is The Hulk. Soo...if anyone of u want to date me out...mmm...just sms me..*blushes* Hahaha!! ok, tat was wrong...forgive me.

Let me see what else...

O yes, my work...sooo far so gd. People there are verrryy nice... for now. I hope they'll always be nice. But what u expect right, no job pays u to be happy. Anw I'm thankful that i've got a great trainer, i'll be taking her place. :(

I'll miss her loads, she's such a sweet lady who treats me like a very, and i mean very little girl. I feel so spoilt sometimes haha..

Alright...i got to go off noww.....BYE