i want to be stronger

i must.

Tried posting this youtube video, its a indian mtv thing. Verrry funny, to me at least. But i don't know whats wrong with it now...anw...sry that i have to take it down so soon.

Eh...i need to slp now...this is so random i know. I haven't been sleeping well, again. Which is damn annoying since working requires alot of concentration and all. I can't eat well since i hav 2 very nasty uclers bcoz of the lack of slp... drink water is alr a nuisance.

I hate uclers...

I like to slp but i can't...

and...

therefore i'm going to try and relax and sleep..

I miss my friends....i wan to watch movies...the hulk, Zohan, Get Smart and Wanted...

zzzZzz~

i think this song is nice. haha!

anw...i'm so tired. 2 days of OT for 2 hrs is like CRAZEH to me. Like no life. But i'm glad i met up with Mingoli and Miaoling ytd to chill, talked alot of crap. LOL ok lah not exactly crap...

So hmm...i don't know what else to blog. I really hope i can get my pay soon so i can shop. Even thou it wouldn't be alot, but ya...at least let me get a top or 2 lah! Seriously need some retail therapy.

O yes, today is a sad day for me. It's my trainer (Dawn) last day at work. I'll miss her loads! i think she's the cutest aunty in the whole world. :) Yes and i'm really close to her even thou it's been only a week. I'll miss u Dawn! and pls tell Jessie not to match-make me with her son. -.-

Alright...i shall watch tv now. :D

see ya all soon!

i'm back...

:)

and tmr i've got work.
I wish i can get to like work 4 days and rest 3 days.
Hahah! okok..i know i shouldn't be complaining.
this is so random...


i'm very random..
..
..
like u didn't know i'm very random..
and no, i'm not looking forward for tmr.
but at least..


$_$
gd night

YAY! today is the day where we can all RnR...Rest and Relax..

Ok anw, i'm happy! bcoz...i finally met up with Jody who spent 2 weeks at Taiwan with her bf and forgot her little friend here.. D: LOL! no lah i was jk. Anw she bought for me sweets and 2 super-duper-powerful mascaras. Like i said, those mascaras are the best i ever tried. It's super waterproof yet easy to remove too! and make ur eyelashes long like horse...but if u wan it to be as long as camels u just have to apply MORE...dun think u wan tat anw.

Eh...o yes back on to the topic, TODAY i makan and also decided to watch Kung Fu Panda with Jody. FINALLY! caught a movie...i know next week (Mon and Tue?) i won't be able to, bcoz i need to clear my work. Ok so i'll...try to post a pic of teh Kung Fu Panda.


heres a pic jimmy. lol!

It was alright lah, quite a short movie thou abt 95mins... but i needed the laugh...even thou it wasn't like WUAHAHA kind. There're 2 more movies for me to catch, one is The Happening and the other is The Hulk. Soo...if anyone of u want to date me out...mmm...just sms me..*blushes* Hahaha!! ok, tat was wrong...forgive me.

Let me see what else...

O yes, my work...sooo far so gd. People there are verrryy nice... for now. I hope they'll always be nice. But what u expect right, no job pays u to be happy. Anw I'm thankful that i've got a great trainer, i'll be taking her place. :(

I'll miss her loads, she's such a sweet lady who treats me like a very, and i mean very little girl. I feel so spoilt sometimes haha..

Alright...i got to go off noww.....BYE

AHHH wth is this?! y so pretty...Y!?

nvm............
earn money.

i think these contact lens are damn cool and pretty. I think the butterfly one very sweet lah! D:
i hope they won't end their spree so soon. But i don't know whether i should get it. Maybe i shouldn't. I DUNNO !

btw the spree for contact lens and other stuff is at this link
http://starlet-fashion-lens.blogspot.com/

enjoy!

most of my friends bdae falls on this mth...YAY!

and did i tell u i've got a job at Aviva the department that i've been hoping to get into. Can't believe it actually...coz i tot that interview went kind of rough. Because i kept stating my own point of view and all...so i tot i might leave them an impression that i'm a arrogant girl or something. But at that point of time i didn't really care, i mean i'm tired of impressing since i have nth much to impress and i wan a company to actually accept me for who i am.

Anw! i have yet to sign the papers. This afternoon i'll be going to the HR there to sign den i'll be officially employed. HAHA! YEAH! anw.. need to double check alot of stuff with the HR. Monday i'll be going for medical checkup (under the company of coz) and tuesday i can start work. I'll be doing admin work incase u're wondering...NO I WON'T BE SELLING U INSURANCE dun wry. Hahah! i cannot be bothered also.

Hopefully everything goes well...and not like in ocbc.
Ciao!

today i laughed like i nv laughed before....i really laugh until i feel like slapping zhen yong's face. LOL no lah jk, and we laughed till jeremy kept spitting milk on zy's face. LOL!! HAHAHA!!

Ok anyway...actually i can't quite remember y we laughed so much. Like as thou some one drugged us. 1st of all...it's the first time i encounter some one so suay like zy. Went to ajisen to have our dinner with his bro, his bro's friend and jeremy. Everyone successfully ordered finish...except for zy. He have been rejected i think nearly 4 times....from main dish to drinks. He couldn't understand wat the waiter was saying because it was so damn noisy.

order drinks:
zy: diet coke
waiter: sry no more diet coke
zy: diet coke
waiter: sry no more
ALL: no more diet coke zy..

zy: hmmm orange juice..
waiter: sry no more orange juice
zy: ya orange juice..
waiter: no more..
ALL: no more orange juice la

zy: wah sian...ice lemon tea la..
waiter: ok.

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waiter comes back and says: sry, but we do not have salmon don
zy: o.o" eh ok....den give me a tomato ramen
waiter: sry sir no more tomato ramen
zy continues pointing at the tomato ramen
all: no more alr zy
zy: -.-" ok clayfish den.
waiter: ok..

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waiter came with clayfish ramen : clayfish ramen
zy stares at waiter
waiter: clayfish ramen
zy stares at waiter
me: ya..*points at zy*

HAHAH poor zy...but dun blame him lah because the place was really noisy. Me n jeremy thou had alot of fun laughing at zy. :D I had fun today because it really made me relaxxxx. Hope can go out with them again.

Zy don't wry even thou u're going to serve the nation soon...i'll always disturb u. Hhahaa! and Jeremy will always remember to spit on ur shoes. And don't wry...1 mth will pass fast and we'll still hang out together during weekends ya? U're going to make loads of friends...so look on the bright side! jia you

Alright, i'm so tired...hopefully i won't hav any nightmares later.
GD NIGHT

o btw...today i had 2 interviews with Aviva, it's a UK insurance company. Same company different department. I prefered the 1st interivew, even thou the interviewer was quite..."fierce" but ya...i prefer the job scope. :) HOPEFULLY i can get it, thou i doubt i can. Anws...continue to look for more jobs.

gd night amingos.

Ok, here is something that is really disturbing to me. So I'm going to post this video, it's about Japanese slaughtering the hell out of the poor dolphins just to eat them. I mean I LOVE JAPAN, but no...not this way. This is so...i must say, cruel. Maybe you...yes YOU could do something than just sitting down and read my boring posts. :)

Heres a video...do not view it if u've got short temper, bcoz i dun wan u to slap ur monitor or something.
http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphin

Okay to stop all this (hopefully) I hope u can do your part by signing the petition.
http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho/

Thank u.

i just love dolphins...

Ok, so here i am again...hahah BORED lah can? anw...since i'm bored i stumbled on to some quiz thingy...so i just did like afew. I don't know whether they are true or not, because the person that you dun understand the most is actually yourself....so ya....

Your Love is Represented by a White Rose

While you may or may not be totally naive, you do approach love with an eternal innocence. You love like you've never been hurt. And you put all your faith in your partner. Your philosophy on love is: be honest and be yourself.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

Ooo i love white rose, but i love daisies more because they look more "cheerful" yea.

You Are 69% Peaceful

You are a very peaceful person. All is good in your world, no matter what's going on. Occasionally you let your problems get to you, but you generally remain upbeat. Your inner strength is inspirational - much more so than you may realize.

How Peaceful Are You?

o gd, i'm not going to die of stress...lol!

You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need. You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law. While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top. You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!

Would You Be a Cool Parent?

I know i am cool....but i don't know anything about parenting.

You Are An ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily. You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's" Your Personality Type?

again about the children thing....i really..reallllyy most of the times don't get them.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

erm....yeaaa but...yaaa...i mean how to love someone without trusting him sia? I mean it's possible lah but..wat for right...obviously u're wasting time here.

ok i can't believe i'm sooo bored to the extend i'm doing crazy quizes...anw i'm going off to bed now.

Have a goooood night everyone!
Slp tight!

HELLO!!

thanks for the tags...i'm feeling better already. :) thanksss!

Anw..i've got a shocking news to tell u guys and is that...i have resign from OCBC aready. Ytd was my last day, i gave a week notice of coz. In trainning and in branch...it's just not my cup of tea even thou how much i try to adapt. So i feel there isn't a point to continue to waste my time in it.....annnddd....i come to a decision to quit. AND NO I DUN WAN TO TRY ANOTHER MONTH. I know what you people are thinking. Hhahaha!! but no, seriously...it's not my cup of tea. Why waste another month in pain than finding a better job.

There're loads of thing i have to say abt this...erm bank. But i don't find it apporiate to say it here. D:

anw may i find the right job! *CHEERS*

ever felt that you cannot do many things?

ever felt that you are not as independent as you think you are?

ever felt that you are really a useless person who can't actually do a simple thing properly in life?

ever felt that mountain you've been climbing is actually a grain of sand?

well it does to me, so very often.

HELLO! heres another tag by Jody. As you know..i'm bored and i need to let my fellow fans noe more abt me..

..

..



u noe i was jk right...anw here it goes, and if u're bored just shaddup and do it too.

HAH



All About Me
The Basics
Hair Color:
it's black now.


Eye Color:
dark brown

Height:
158cm (dunnoe y so tall..haiz, can't help it.)


Profession:
Bank Teller Officer (ATM)

Relationship Status:
Single

Religious Views:
Catholic

My Favorites
Favorite Color:
Red, Black, Green and White.

Favorite Movie:
Erm, anything.


Favorite Hobby:
Shopping, chilling with friends and listening to music (is this a hobby?)


Favorite Song/Singer:
wah...too many.

Favorite Book/Author:

Jodi Picoult, J.K Rowling, Cecelia Ahern, Sophie Kinsella, Dave Pelzer, Melissa Nathan and.. tat should be all.

Favorite School Subject:
Maths


Favorite Vacation Destination:
Ain't u asking the obvious here? JAPAN la! LOL

Favorite Food:
Chinese soup stuff, Japanese and Western.


Favorite Restaurant:
No preference.

Favorite Animal:
Dogs...small dogs...big dogs fat dogs...watever dogs, i just love dogs.

Favorite Baby Name:
I know it sounds disgusting, but my mum's friends used to call me baby lynn, and i seriously can't stand it.

Favorite Person In Your Life:
My mother

This or That
Chocolate or Vanilla:
Vanilla

Big Mac or Whopper:
Whopper

Coke or Pepsi :
Coke

Beer or Wine:
Of coz wine.

Coffee or Tea:
Coffee

Apple Juice or O.J.:
Apply Juice

Facebook or MySpace:
Urspace. HAH! facebook la.

Summer or Winter:
Winter...snowflakes!!

Windows or Mac:
Mac nuggets. LOL ok la i damn lame...Windows.

Cats or Dogs:
Dogs

Boxers or Briefs:
None. LOL!!! HAHA ok jk Boxers.

Rain or Shine :
Shine

Chips or Popcorn:
Popcorn

Salty or Sweet:
Ehhhh.....sweet for popcorns. =x

Plane or Boat:
Plane lah dude.

Morning or Night:
Night

Movie or Play:
eh ok this is tough...i like both actually, but i like musical play more. Now u know how boring i am. But yes i do love musical stuff.

Walk or Drive:
Eh....drive like very cool huh, so i'll pick drive.

Money or Love:
Love +money (jk can?)

Breakfast or Dinner:
Breakfast

Forgiveness or Revenge:
Forgiveness

Paint or Wallpaper:
Paint

House or Apartment:
Apartment, low maintenance.

Do You?
Have Any Pets:
I have a dog, many of birds (my dad's), and a tortise.

Have Any Children:
no i don't.

Smoke:
nooooooo

Drink:
Occasionally, but i try not to, bcoz my lungs don't like it.

Exercise:
seldom lol!

Spend Your Life On Facebook:
Nooo

Play On A Sports Team:
Played

Belong To Any Organizations:
yah...sexy gang. LOL

Love Your Job:
Hmmm...not to tat extend.

Like To Cook:
Not bad...quite fun la lol.

Play An Instrument:
the organ and alittle for guitar.

Sing:
Yea i like to sing till the crows come n duet with me.

Dance:
I dance for nuts.

Speak Multiple Languages:
english and mandarin

Ice Skate:
nv try it before.

Swim:
YEAA, but i can't trap water. I just swim all the way.

Paint:
Yea

Write:
....ya

Ski:
Nope.

Juggle:
LOL no, i can't.

Have You Ever
Stolen Anything:
Yes...but not that i wan to. It was an accident.

Been Drunk Before Noon:
Hahah noooo

Had Sex In A Public Place:
........no

Got Caught Telling A Lie:
Yar...it was fun. LOL

Got A Speeding Ticket:
Yea, 1 day i was walking too fast. >.>

Been Arrested:
No

Littered:
Yar

Fantasized About A Co-Worker:
....sound so wrong.

Cheated On A Test:
Not a test, but spelling.

Cheated In A Relationship:
I wish i had. LOL! jk.

Eaten Food Off The Floor:
No, damn gross.

Stuck Gum Under A Desk:
...no

Wished You Were Someone Else:
No..it's easier to be me.

Cried During A Movie:
Ya

Had A One Night Stand:
...not so free.

Other
Describe Yourself In One Word:
Boring

Biggest Fear:
Losing my beloved family and friends

#1 Priority In Your Life:
Family

Where Are You Right Now:
Singapore

Where Would You Rather Be:
In my room, on my bed and sleeping.

It's been a week of trainning in OCBC. It...totally suck. REALLY TOTALLY SUCK! I cannot stress how sucky it was and i'm not looking forward to tmr...this training will last for abt a mth lah. There're test, e-learning and of coz the practical training. If i fail the test...its BYEBYE to me.

But i cannot be bothered anymore, if i fail...den its not for me. But of coz i'll do my best to study and watever nonsense that i have to do on my part.

Overall i can say tat....the people there are weird....ok like...i only can get along with 3 girls among the 12 others. Actually i used to know this girl, ok lets call her R. Ok I know R before the 1st of training start. We signed the contract together, same poly as me diff school. Anw watever, ok so i tot she was like...friendly and all. But I WAS WRONG! After the 1st day she totally like bo chup me lah. She thinks she smoke and club and her work damn gd den very zhuai like that. Whenever you talk to her, its like u're talking to the wall, serious. Anw cannot be bothered with her also. So zhuai for wat i also don't know....its just a bank teller job we are all learning not some CEO job or watever. >.>

Anw...of coz i met some nice ppl. Like my primary sch friend!! HAHA yes i met 1 of my primary sch friend there too...wat a small world huh. She's still nice and all. I also met new friends like Dawn ( who reminds me of a female version of Alvin ) and Elthea ( very sweet and funny girl ). I also saw this girl who quite reminds me of Wei Qiang...LOL i think somethings wrong with me...am i missing the guys? hmm.. i wonder. Anw this girl called Irene is like the female version of Wei Qiang...in terms of the looks. Very weird huh...i think I miss my friends alot lah. *sigh*

O yes and 1 morning i saw Bennie boy too!! its been a long timeeeeeee. Even thou we stay like a blk away. I was so happy lah! but tat day i was kinda late so ya..rush rush.

Let me think what else... O yaaa...my trainer, May...is a bladdy act cute aunty. Seriously, i can't stand her to the core. She's like mentally retarded or something. She's not born with pout lips ok...but whenever she talk or state examples...she must POUT HER freakinly lips u noe?! I DUNNO Y?! and i think she hates me or something...she keeps calling me...questioning me. WHY?!

AND everything tat May says its as if u make any mistakes u will destory the whole human race like tat.

There's just too much to complain...i must study now...so i'll catch u in a week or 2 lol...i'll be having a test the coming friday and i noe u noe that i'm going to screw it.


p.s the 1st day of training reminds me of the orientation days in poly... i miss my classmates in poly.

BYE

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Erm...before 30?

2. How many children do you want?
EHHH....i guess 2 is enough.

3. What I want the most now?
I want to go tokyo. LOL!

4. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Nothing...just want to imrpove myself.

5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
Err....to....travel around the world with my family n friends. (damn cool lah)

6.What are you afraid to lose now?
my family and friends.

7. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
EHHH...it depends lah really..but most likely i won't. Because I'm always afraid to make the wrong move and end up losing a gd friend, i think.

8. What would you do when you're feeling down and depressed?
I would shop alone with my mp3, draw, listen to music and try not to talk to anyone for the moment bcoz i'm afraid i might burst. I rather burst to myself than infront of someone.

9. What are the requirements that you wish from other half?
Honest, Fun to be with and NO u don't have to be damn rich....for all the time i keep saying rich i was JUST KIDDING ok ppl.
Hmm...he must also have his own say and not be a humji and keep saying sry when he obviously isn't in the wrong.
It would be a bonus if he is musically talented. HEH but its not a must...
Hmmmm.....must have drive in his life, cannot be late..ahhh...i think tats abt all lah.

10. Which type of person do you hate most?
o.o erm.....can't really think of one now. I thinkk....hypocrites. Not that i hate them lah i just can't be bothered only. HAHA

11. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
....wat question is this...of coz la!

12. Do you believe in god?
Yea.

13. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
thing....tat means non-living right? ok erm....my mp3. LOL!

14. Do you find it a necessary for you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
no...its not a necessity, meaning don't have also won't die.

15. What do you want your friend to be like?
whoever he/she is.

16. If God allow you to choose the family and background before you are born, what will it be like?
This...is more than enough. :)

17. If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
HAHA! my temper and patience.

18. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
My mother and the choosen ones ( LOL! my friends of coz)

19. Would you choose to be pretty or smart?
Smart.

20. What do you most fear?
to lose my love ones.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question to make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your links list at the end of the post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

any 8 who are bored and so happen to be viewing this. :)

The weather is so warm..

sooooo WARMMM!!!

WHY ISIT SO WARM!?

I have to get my office wear today, like now....with this blazing sun and totally no clouds to even help shade me abit. Even now in the room with a fan blowing right infront of me isn't making me feel any better. I can only feel WARM air from it.

I have not study finish my banking stuff, bcoz........i'm lazeh. Very...lazeh. I slept alot for the past few days. Bcoz its so warm...even when i slp...i feel sooooo freakingly irritated. My new curtain sucks, like machiam no curtain like tat. -.-

I'm such a moron today bcoz i complaint alot, i wonder why. CAN IT BE?! O.O no... it's not time of the month yet...i think. -.-

Ok...i shall study now..tmr i'll be out the whole day i think...under the...hot...blazing...sun...

LOL! ok lah enuff.
Cya!

*pls pause the imeem player before you play this video, it is at the bottom of the site. Don't be lazy and SCROLL*

An opera musical

to this...




this is from last week's American Idol, they have to sing songs by Andrew Lloyd Webber who is a very zai fella in the musical industry. He was the one who wrote songs for famous musical like...Phathom of the Opera, CATS, Jesus Christ Superstar...etc.

and...David Archuleta sang it like a pop ballard.

brilliant

i suddenly post this up because the song kept playing in my head for the past week.

Hope u guys like it too :)

I've got a job!!

At OCBC, as a bank teller. I know i know...customer service. But i damn happy lah. It's a on the spot job offer ( and i didn't noe ). I was damn happy...its like finally, i've got a job, finally i'm making my first step to working towards my dream. FINALLY! ok...i'm new to cust service, but i'm going to do my best. =

I CAN DU IT.

Anw i will be posted to train/work at Raffles for a month. Then after that i will be posted to some other branch which i dunnoe yet. Hopefully damn near. LOL! ok anw...i have to study the bank products and services. Which suck, quite alot. Anw..right now i'm excited yet nervious. So hmm..ya..tats abt all.

ok i shall go n drink my coffee...ciao!

Hello amingos.... I saw a tag saying that i didn't blog about my outing on saturday. Erm..bcoz i'm lazy. It's tough blogging u know, like u must think alot...of...eh..stuff. Anw saturday i went back to school, it was gd...i miss school and my friends alot. I met up with Eleanor and Wendy to get our graduation attire. I looked like a pregnent duck. Lol..

Ok APPARENTLY, we were supposed to meet each other (including mel) 10am, as usual...she was LATE. She came to school around 1230pm. After that went to career fair at suntec, nth caught my attention. After that we went to eat at marina square's food court, and later Wendy came to join us. We slacked and talked for 2hrs + den went home and i slept like a pig. Haha!

O...and tmr i'll be having an interview with OCBC. Hopefully everything goes well.
PRAY FOR ME PEOPLE! Interviews are scary, i hate interviews.

I need to get a job soon before i turn mental.

T.T interviews are...shit.

full.

of.

shit.

I have some random pics uploaded...since i'm so lazy. I shall show u my crazy old dog (Vicky) i love her alot, she's like my 8yrs old sister. HAHA really. Anw and show u some stuff that Jody JoJo bought for me from Taiwan.

This is the mascara that Jody bought from tw...if i'm not wrong it's call Majolica Majorca, i think lah I lazy to go n check. Anw it's good..really make ur lashes long like horse eye lashes. Ok that's a bad way to say it. But it's gd lah...plus the applicator is like a plastic comb, which gd. The bottle also look glam. LOL like some..princess using. Obviously i'm not a princess and i don't wan to be a princess bcoz princess do nth but sit around in cupcake dresses and sing around the trees...and wait for their prince charming to come and eh..probably sing with them. Hhaha!! okok i shall shaddup. Here's the link.


Ok the next thing that Jody bought for me areee.... sweets!! It's gooooood. The red one is plum flavour sweet i think..damn nice. It's my favourite one among the rest. The colourful packing is tuna. It's not really sweet lah coz...u don't suck on it..u hav to chew. Nice, was surprised it actually taste like tuna. Ok the blue one is mint flavour. Look like the red one, just tat the colour is diff. Not bad either. :)



i love sweets. i can eat them all day. @.@.v.
Thank you Jody for mascara and sweets!

Here are my crazy old dog's pictures...

Ok, this one was really funny. As i was packing my clothes on the floor, sorting out what i want to keep. I don't know how my crazeh dog took my boxer and put it over herself!? I DUNNO! den she walk over to the end of my bed with her towel (the white one) and slept. hahah!! tat's my Vicky. :)

Moving on to the next one..


HAHAH i think this one damn emo, don't u find? Whenever my parents open the door she would always sit there and look out. Looking out for love one? or Looking after the house? i don't know.

hahah alright tats all for now. C ya'all.

p.s i know my dog looks like a cow.